Kindest Regards. Ted Kooser
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Название: Kindest Regards

Автор: Ted Kooser

Издательство: Ingram

Жанр: Зарубежные стихи

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isbn: 9781619321854

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СКАЧАТЬ the street,

      the stained-glass windows style the mayor’s house,

      and the bell’s atop the firehouse in the square.

      The cross is only God knows where.

      from One World at a Time

      1985

      Flying at Night

      Above us, stars. Beneath us, constellations.

      Five billion miles away, a galaxy dies

      like a snowflake falling on water. Below us,

      some farmer, feeling the chill of that distant death,

      snaps on his yard light, drawing his sheds and barn

      back into the little system of his care.

      All night, the cities, like shimmering novas,

      tug with bright streets at lonely lights like his.

      In the Basement of the Goodwill Store

      In musty light, in the thin brown air

      of damp carpet, doll heads, and rust,

      beneath long rows of sharp footfalls

      like nails in a lid, an old man stands

      trying on glasses, lifting each pair

      from the box like a glittering fish

      and holding it up to the light

      of a dirty bulb. Near him, a heap

      of enameled pans as white as skulls

      looms in the catacomb shadows,

      and old toilets with dry red throats

      cough up bouquets of curtain rods.

      You’ve seen him somewhere before.

      He’s wearing the green leisure suit

      you threw out with the garbage,

      and the Christmas tie you hated,

      and the ventilated wingtip shoes

      you found in your father’s closet

      and wore as a joke. And the glasses

      that finally fit him, through which

      he looks to see you looking back —

      two mirrors that flash and glance —

      are those through which one day

      you too will look down over the years,

      when you have grown old and thin

      and no longer particular,

      and the things you once thought

      you were rid of forever

      have taken you back in their arms.

      In January, 1962

      With his hat on the table before him,

      my grandfather waited until it was time

      to go to my grandmother’s funeral.

      Beyond the window, his eighty-eighth winter

      lay white in its furrows. The little creek

      that cut through his cornfield was frozen.

      Past the creek and the broken, brown stubble,

      on a hill that thirty years before

      he’d given the town, a green tent flapped

      under the cedars. Throughout the day before,

      he’d stayed there by the window watching

      the blue woodsmoke from the thawing-barrels

      catch in the bitter wind and vanish,

      and had seen, so small in the distance,

      a man breaking the earth with a pick.

      I suppose he could feel that faraway work

      in his hands — the steel-smooth, cold oak handle;

      the thick, dull shock at the wrists —

      for the following morning, as we waited there,

      it was as if it hurt him to move them,

      those hard old hands that lay curled and still

      near the soft gray felt hat on the table.

      Father

       Theodore Briggs Kooser

       May 19, 1902–December 31, 1979

      You spent fifty-five years

      walking the hard floors

      of the retail business:

      first, as a boy playing store

      in your grandmother’s barn,

      sewing feathers on hats

      the neighbors had thrown out,

      then stepping out onto

      the smooth pine planks

      of your uncle’s grocery —

      SALADA TEA in gold leaf

      over the door, your uncle

      and father still young then

      in handlebar mustaches,

      white aprons with dusters

      tucked into their sashes —

      then to the varnished oak

      of a dry goods store —

      music to your ears,

      that bumpety-bump

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