Исповедь Никола. Жерар де Нерваль

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СКАЧАТЬ все трудности потому, что обладал силой и мужеством. Нет! Я всегда был малодушен, но в сердце моем жила настоящая любовь: она дала мне силы возвыситься над собой и прослыть храбрецом. Я сделал все, чтобы стать достойным этой девушки, чье имя и ныне, спустя сорок шесть лет, ныне, когда мне уже исполнилось шестьдесят, приводит меня в трепет… О Жаннетта! Если бы ты была рядом со мной, я бы сравнялся с Вольтером и намного превзошел Руссо! Одна только мысль о тебе облагораживала мою душу. Я был уже не я; я становился человеком деятельным, пылким, боговдохновенным».

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