The American Shore. Samuel R. Delany

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      His professional approach was out-and-out aggression. For instance, his hand in your face and, “How about it, Jack?” Or, confidingly, “I need sixty cents to get home.” It was amazing how often he scored,₁₄₂ but actually it wasn’t amazing. He had charisma.

      And someone who relies on charisma wouldn’t have a gun.₁₄₃

      Agewise he might have been sixty, seventy, seventy-five, a bit more even, or much less. It all depended on the kind of life he’d led, and where.₁₄₄ He had an accent none of them could identify. It was not ­English, not French, not Spanish, and probably not Russian.₁₄₅

      Aside from his burrow in the Castle wall there were two distinct places he preferred.₁₄₆ One, the wide-open stretch of pavement along the water. This was where he worked, walking up past the Castle and down as far as the concession stand.₁₄₇ The passage of one of the great Navy cruisers, the USS Dana or the USS Melville, would bring him, and the whole Battery, to a standstill, as though a whole parade were going by, white, soundless, slow as a dream. It was a part of history, and even the Alexandrians were impressed,₁₄₈ though three of them had taken the cruise down to Andros Island and back.₁₄₉ Sometimes though, he’d stand by the guardrail for long stretches of time without any real reason, just looking at the Jersey sky and the Jersey shore. After a while he might start talking to himself, the barest whisper but very much in earnest to judge by the way his forehead wrinkled.₁₅₀ They never once saw him sit on one of the benches.₁₅₁

      The other place he liked was the aviary.₁₅₂ On days when they’d been ignored he’d contribute peanuts or breadcrumbs to the cause of the birds’ existence.₁₅₃ There were pigeons, parrots, a family of robins, and a proletarian swarm of what the sign declared to be chickadees, though Celeste, who’d gone to the library to make sure, said they were nothing more than a rather swank breed of sparrow.₁₅₄ Here, too, naturally, the militant Miss Kraus stationed herself₁₅₅ when she bore testimony.₁₅₆ One of her peculiarities (and the reason, probably, she was never asked to move on)₁₅₇ was that under no circumstances did she ever deign to argue. Even sympathizers pried no more out of her than a grim smile and a curt nod.₁₅₈

      One Tuesday, a week before M-Day (it was the early A.M. and only three Alexandrians were on hand to witness this confrontation),₁₅₉ Alyona so far put aside his own reticence as to try to start a conversation going with Miss Kraus.₁₆₀

      He stood squarely in front of her and began by reading aloud, slowly, in that distressingly indefinite accent, from the text₁₆₁ of STOP THE SLAUGHTER:₁₆₂ “The Department of the Interior of the United States Government, under the secret direction of the Zionist Ford Foundation, is systematically poisoning the oceans of the World with so-called ‘food farms’. Is this “peaceful application of Nuclear Power”? Unquote, the New York Times, August 2, 2024. Or a new Moondoggle!! Nature World, Jan. Can we afford to remain indifferent any longer. Every day 15,000 seagulls die as a direct result of Systematic Genocides while elected Officials falsify and distort the evidence. Learn the facts. Write to the Congressmen. Make your voice heard!!”₁₆₃

      As Alyona had droned on, Miss Kraus turned a deeper and deeper red. Tightening her fingers about the turquoise broomhandle to which the placard was stapled, she began to jerk the poster up and down rapidly,₁₆₄ as though this man with his foreign accent were some bird of prey who’d perched on it.₁₆₅

      “Is that what you think?” he asked, having read all the way down to the signature despite her jiggling tactic.₁₆₆ He touched his bushy white beard and wrinkled his face into a philosophical expression.₁₆₇ “I’d like to know more about it, yes, I would. I’d be interested in hearing what you think.”

      Horror had frozen up every motion of her limbs. Her eyes blinked shut but she forced them open again.₁₆₈

      “Maybe,” he went on remorselessly, “we can discuss this whole thing. Some time when you feel more like talking. All right?”₁₆₉

      She mustered her smile, and a minimal nod.₁₇₀ He went away then.₁₇₁ She was safe, temporarily, but even so she waited till he’d gone halfway to the other end of the sea-front promenade₁₇₂ before she let the air collapse into her lungs. After a single deep breath the muscles of her hands thawed into trembling.₁₇₃

      M-Day was an oil of summer, a catalog of everything painters are happiest painting—clouds, flags, leaves, sexy people, and in back of it all the flat empty baby-blue of the sky.₁₇₄ Little Mister Kissy Lips was the first one there, and Tancred, in a kind of kimono (it hid the pilfered Luger), was the last.₁₇₅ Celeste never came. (She’d just learned she’d been awarded the exchange scholarship to Sofia.) They decided they could do without Celeste,₁₇₆ but the other nonappearance was more crucial. Their victim had neglected to be on hand for M-Day.₁₇₇ Sniffles, whose voice was most like an adult’s over the phone, was delegated to go to the ­Citibank lobby and call the West 16th Street dorm.₁₇₈

      The nurse who answered was a temporary.₁₇₉ Sniffles, always an inspired liar, insisted that his mother—“Mrs. Anderson, of course she lives there, Mrs. Alma F. Anderson”—had to be called to the phone. This was 248 West 16th, wasn’t it? Where was she if she wasn’t there?₁₈₀ The nurse, flustered, explained that the residents, all who were fit, had been driven off to a July 4th picnic at Lake Hopatcong as guests of a giant Jersey retirement condominium.₁₈₁ If he called bright and early tomorrow they’d be back and he could talk to his mother then.₁₈₂

      So the initiation rites were postponed, it couldn’t be helped.₁₈₃ Amparo passed around some pills she’d taken from her mother’s jar, a consolation prize.₁₈₄ Jack left, apologizing that he was a borderline psychotic, which was the last that anyone saw of Jack till September.₁₈₅ The gang was disintegrating, like a sugar cube soaking up saliva, then crumbling into the tongue.₁₈₆ But what the hell—the sea still mirrored the same blue sky, the pigeons behind their wicket were no less iridescent, and trees grew for all of that.₁₈₇

      They decided to be silly and made jokes about what the M really stood for in M-Day.₁₈₈ Sniffles started off with “Miss Nomer, Miss Carriage, and Miss Steak.”₁₈₉ Tancred, whose sense of humor did not exist or was very private, couldn’t do better than “Mnemosyne, mother of the Muses.”₁₉₀ Little Mister Kissy Lips said, “Merciful Heavens!”₁₉₁ MaryJane maintained reasonably that M was for MaryJane.₁₉₂ But Amparo said it stood for “Aplomb” and carried the day.₁₉₃

      Then, proving that when you’re sailing the wind always blows from behind you,₁₉₄ they found Terry Riley’s day-long Orfeo at 99.5 on the FM dial.₁₉₅ They’d studied Orfeo in mime class₁₉₆ and by now it was part of their muscle and nerve.₁₉₇ As Orpheus descended into a hell that mushroomed from the size of a pea to the size of a planet, the Alexandrians metamorphosed into as credible a tribe of souls in torment as any since the days of Jacopo Peri.₁₉₈ Throughout the afternoon little audiences collected and dispersed to flood the sidewalk with libations of adult attention.₁₉₉ Expressively they surpassed themselves, both one by one and all together,₂₀₀ and though they couldn’t have held out₂₀₁ till the apotheosis (at 9:30)₂₀₂ without a stiff psychochemical wind in their sails,₂₀₃ what they had danced was authentic and very much their own.₂₀₄ When they left the Battery that night they felt better than they’d felt all summer long.₂₀₅ In a sense they had been exorcised.₂₀₆

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