The Sleep That Changed Everything. Lee Ann Brown

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      Struck through quotation marks

Poet’s Complaint

      Exercising the drill bit in my mouth

      I am past working for the man

      Yet must do it again—

      Again do it must I

      Like every poor sod

      Guiltily sapping on lazy-nesses

      Bed of down right Southern

      Insolence—Mules & Drugs

      Sleepy of culture

      Culture of sleepy

      Walking in pumps sumped

      Out to yards of S. O’Hara’s spoiler.

      Miss Scarlet Mars on Venus moons:

      O Muser be my Abuser!

      Wake up—Atalanta’s burning!

      When will I again be evicted

      From this Divine Sepulchre?

      When will I get my jump

      Astarted from above?

      Athena should be leaner

      Brand me again

      With the mark of the Breast!

      I need a Wing Haven

      I need a Thrush Band

      Of gypsies holding

      Mirrors to my waste.

      I need a Lark who sings

      So out of tune so as to

      Shake me to my roots—

      But please can you make it not hurt

      So much

      Like last time?

      Pull my hair only hard enough

      To make it

      Grow greener than grass

      & Death seem so near

      But not yet here

Respond to me

      Respond to me: how many

      iniquities have I and fish. Scholar me

      & delicate easterns to me.

      Simple curs abscond with you

      & are arbitrarily inimicable to you?

      Against leaves, what raptors I buy

      East and potentates to aim

      and stipendly sic’em on persecutors:

      Writers & enemies against my sailor lovers

      consume me, consume my fish

      my many sad scents

      Positronic in my nervous pedestals

      & observing all vastness

      my many cementings

      & my vestigial feet meow considerately:

      How quasi I redo considerable sums, how

      invested, how comedic a tin ear.

shiny jewel eye

       with Julie Patton, Euphrosyne Bloom & Meg Arthurs in mind

      These flower forms vary to me in ways I can’t say yet but you know already before me in your dress lace—no “A” on the off white (cream) lady bugged familiar to the wall pointing to Big Ohio Egyptian football in & out motion of your arms passion freak—out on our own time—to the triumphs flower—the stole slipped, the slip stole—no limits on the feintly fealty couch—passive as he was—(I’m huge)—the hinge bing-cherried out & tweaked on the Byronic road ironic—drownded in the lake of Prague’s Guarda—Valve without me—he’s—free—and Sphinx-like as I write the night again so quick—The Dion Ferry is X-otic—water taxied over Manhatta’s spires

      where (back in time) she was living in Alphabet City with all the little stories she never tells:

      While throwing an apple peel over her shoulder she suddenly realizes she’s been living in Description City all along. A big, blue letter “A” is motioning for her over to take off her veil and play, but she says ‘fuck that’ while chewing on her candy cigarettes. The Phantom Tollbooths, otherwise known as the Fuss Puppets, are now warming up in the room covered entirely with writing. One says “Dogmatic No Radio” and another, just “Spike.”

      Ms. (Blank) was trying to think but it was real hard because of all the buzzing. People kept trying to get her attention and succeeding. She had started to live alone once, but like honey he started living there too, postponing her growing up for a few more months.

      She lived in the zone whose even years no solstice interrupt. A certain surgeon had a beautiful garden there. He stuttered even further when trying to speak his own name. There remains a small scar on her forefinger where she cut herself in the university kitchens. Blood ran all down her apron as she inadvertently hoisted the large carrot, repairing back to her room. A Russian Formalist toy made of colored wood was waiting there.

      She converted to Sarah Beattyism, then more slowly to Quietism. Single Girl, Single Girl, Goes where she please. Married Girl, Married Girl: Baby on her knees Baby on her knees. If one more guy tells me they like that song, I’m going to Crown Him (in not a nice way).

      Hot nights in the summer bedroom astrological Grand Central Station. Fox Point Kitchen Dance. Mingus was a Big Band trying to affect my body with some immediate gravity. Sex do to me one’s catalogue and while you’re at it Rimbaud. The cats had better but fewer houses. Let all mortal flesh keep silent over that one. The seraphim with ceaseless eye knew their metempsychosis was incomplete.

      So formally, she was nowhere yet. But the dream takes its own form, organically arranged like a bento box, that is, organic within the waking grid.

Whitman Poem “Come…”

      See the many blossoms of the field:

      Each blade shines with an infinity of flowers,

      each blowing its life away—

      Pollen carried in the wind, Sing!

      To the wind, Clover, wild rose, sturdy Mullen,

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