The Complete Novels of F. Scott Fitzgerald (Unabridged). Фрэнсис Скотт Фицджеральд

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      Earth-born the tireless is stretched by the water, quite weary,

      Close to this ununderstandable changeling that’s I …

      Fear is an echo we traced to Security’s daughter;

      Now we are faces and voices … and less, too soon,

      Whispering half-love over the lilt of the water …

      Youth the penny that bought delight of the moon.”

      A Poem Amory Sent to Eleanor and Which He Called “Summer Storm”.

      “Faint winds, and a song fading and leaves falling,

      Faint winds, and far away a fading laughter …

      And the rain and over the fields a voice calling …

      Our gray blown cloud scurries and lifts above,

      Slides on the sun and flutters there to waft her

      Sisters on. The shadow of a dove

      Falls on the cote, the trees are filled with wings;

      And down the valley through the crying trees

      The body of the darker storm flies; brings

      With its new air the breath of sunken seas

      And slender tenuous thunder …

      But I wait …

      Wait for the mists and for the blacker rain—

      Heavier winds that stir the veil of fate,

      Happier winds that pile her hair;

      Again

      They tear me, teach me, strew the heavy air

      Upon me, winds that I know, and storm.

      There was a summer every rain was rare;

      There was a season every wind was warm….

      And now you pass me in the mist … your hair

      Rain-blown about you, damp lips curved once more

      In that wild irony, that gay despair

      That made you old when we have met before;

      Wraith-like you drift on out before the rain,

      Across the fields, blown with the stemless flowers,

      With your old hopes, dead leaves and loves again—

      Dim as a dream and wan with all old hours

      (Whispers will creep into the growing dark …

      Tumult will die over the trees)

      Now night

      Tears from her wetted breast the splattered blouse

      Of day, glides down the dreaming hills, tear-bright,

      To cover with her hair the eerie green …

      Love for the dusk … Love for the glistening after;

      Quiet the trees to their last tops … serene …

      Faint winds, and far away a fading laughter…”

Chapter 4.

       Table of Contents

       The Supercilious Sacrifice

      Atlantic City. Amory paced the board walk at day’s end, lulled by the everlasting surge of changing waves, smelling the half-mournful odor of the salt breeze. The sea, he thought, had treasured its memories deeper than the faithless land. It seemed still to whisper of Norse galleys ploughing the water world under raven-figured flags, of the British dreadnoughts, gray bulwarks of civilization steaming up through the fog of one dark July into the North Sea.

      “Well—Amory Blaine!”

      Amory looked down into the street below. A low racing car had drawn to a stop and a familiar cheerful face protruded from the driver’s seat.

      “Come on down, goopher!” cried Alec.

      Amory called a greeting and descending a flight of wooden steps approached the car. He and Alec had been meeting intermittently, but the barrier of Rosalind lay always between them. He was sorry for this; he hated to lose Alec.

      “Mr. Blaine, this is Miss Waterson, Miss Wayne, and Mr. Tully.”

      “How d’y do?”

      “Amory,” said Alec exuberantly, “if you’ll jump in we’ll take you to some secluded nook and give you a wee jolt of Bourbon.”

      Amory considered.

      “That’s an idea.”

      “Step in—move over, Jill, and Amory will smile very handsomely at you.”

      Amory squeezed into the back seat beside a gaudy, vermilion-lipped blonde.

      “Hello, Doug Fairbanks,” she said flippantly. “Walking for exercise or hunting for company?”

      “I was counting the waves,” replied Amory gravely. “I’m going in for statistics.”

      “Don’t kid me, Doug.”

      When they reached an unfrequented side street Alec stopped the car among deep shadows.

      “What you doing down here these cold days, Amory?” he demanded, as he produced a quart of Bourbon from under the fur rug.

      Amory avoided the question. Indeed, he had had no definite reason for coming to the coast.

      “Do you remember that party of ours, sophomore year?” he asked instead.

      “Do I? When we slept in the pavilions up in Asbury Park——”

      “Lord, Alec! It’s hard to think that Jesse and Dick and Kerry are all three dead.”

      Alec shivered.

      “Don’t talk about it. These dreary fall days depress me enough.”

      Jill seemed to agree.

      “Doug here is sorta gloomy anyways,” she commented. “Tell him to drink deep—it’s good and scarce these days.”

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