THE COMPLETE WORKS OF LOUISA MAY ALCOTT: Novels, Short Stories, Plays & Poems (Illustrated Edition). Louisa May Alcott

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      I am no longer eager, bold, and strong,–

       All that is past;

       I am ready not to do

       At last–at last.

       My half-day's work is done,

       And this is all my part.

       I give a patient God

       My patient heart.

      The learning not to do is so hard after being the hub to the family wheel so long. But it is good for the energetic ones to find that the world can get on without them, and to learn to be still, to give up, and wait cheerfully.

      As we have "fell into poetry," as Silas Wegg says, I add a bit of my own; for since you are Marmee now, I feel that you won't laugh at my poor attempts any more than she did, even when I burst forth at the ripe age of eight.

      Love to all the dear people, and light to the kind eyes that have made sunshine for others so many years.

      Always your

      Lu.

      To Mrs. Bond, with first copy of "Lulu's Library," second volume.

      October, 1887.

      Dear Auntie,–I always gave Mother the first author's copy of a new book. As her representative on earth, may I send you, with my love, the little book to come out in November?

      The tales were told at sixteen to May and her playmates; then are related to May's daughter at five; and for the sake of these two you may care to have them for the little people.

      I am still held by the leg, but seem to gain a little, and hope to be up by and by. Slow work, but part of the discipline I need, doubtless; so I take it as well as I can.

      You and I won't be able to go to the golden wedding of S. J. May. I have been alone so long I feel as if I'd like to see any one, and be in the good times again. L. W. reports you as "nicely, and sweet as an angel;" so I rejoice, and wish I could say the same of

      Your loving

      Lu.

      To Mrs. Dodge.

      December 22, 1887.

      Dear Mrs. Dodge,–I send you the story your assistant editor asked for. As it is needed at once I do not delay to copy it, for I can only write an hour a day and do very little. You are used to my wild manuscript, and will be able to read it. I meant to have sent the Chinese tale, but this was nearly done, and so it goes, as it does not matter where we begin.... I hope you are well, and full of the peace which work well done gives the happy doer.

      I mend slowly, but surely, and my good Doctor says my best work is yet to come; so I will be content with health if I can get it. With all good wishes,

      Yours affectionately,

      L. M. A.

      To Mrs. Bond.

      February 7 [1888].

      Dear Auntie,–My blessed Anna is so busy, and I can do so little to help her, I feel as if I might take upon me the pleasant duty of writing to you.

      Father is better, and we are all so grateful, for just now we want all to be bright for our boy.

      The end is not far off, but Father rallies wonderfully from each feeble spell, and keeps serene and happy through everything.

      I don't ask to keep him now that life is a burden, and am glad to have him go before it becomes a pain. We shall miss the dear old white head and the feeble saint so long our care; but as Anna says, "He will be with Mother." So we shall be happy in the hope of that meeting.

      Sunday he seemed very low, and I was allowed to drive in and say "good-by." He knew me and smiled, and kissed "Weedy," as he calls me, and I thought the drowsiness and difficulty of breathing could not last long. But he revived, got up, and seemed so much as usual, I may be able to see him again. It is a great grief that I am not there as I was with Lizzie and Mother, but though much better, the shattered nerves won't bear much yet, and quiet is my only cure.

      I sit alone and bless the little pair like a fond old grandmother. You show me how to do it. With love to all,

      Yours ever,

      Lu.

      Her last note. To Mrs. Bond.

      February 8, 1888.

      Air,–"Haste to the Wedding."

      Dear Auntie,–I little knew what a sweet surprise was in store for me when I wrote to you yesterday.

      As I awoke this morning my good Doctor L. came in with the lovely azalea, her round face beaming through the leaves like a full moon.

      It was very dear of you to remember me, and cheer up my lonely day with such a beautiful guest.

      It stands beside me on Marmee's work-table, and reminds me tenderly of her favorite flowers; and among those used at her funeral was a spray of this, which lasted for two weeks afterward, opening bud after bud in the glass on her table, where lay the dear old "Jos. May" hymn book, and her diary with the pen shut in as she left it when she last wrote there, three days before the end, "The twilight is closing about me, and I am going to rest in the arms of my children."

      So you see I love the delicate flower, and enjoy it very much.

      I can write now, and soon hope to come out and see you for a few minutes, as I drive out every fine day, and go to kiss my people once a week for fifteen minutes.

      Slow climbing, but I don't slip back; so think up my mercies, and sing cheerfully, as dear Marmee used to do, "Thus far the Lord has led me on!"

      Your loving

      Lu.

      CHAPTER XII.

       CONCLUSION.

       Table of Contents

      TO MY FATHER,

      ON HIS EIGHTY-SIXTH BIRTHDAY.

      Dear Pilgrim, waiting patiently,

       The long, long journey nearly done,

       Beside the sacred stream that flows

       Clear shining in the western sun;

       Look backward on the varied road

       Your steadfast feet have trod,

       From youth to age, through weal and woe,

       Climbing forever nearer God.

      Mountain and valley lie behind;

       The slough is crossed, the wicket passed;

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