A Dog’s Best Friend: The Secrets that Make Good Dog Owners Great. Jan Fennell

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      ‘He’s sad living on his own, isn’t he? Nobody should be alone.’

      A few days later, Ellie came in to announce that Mr Moss had come round to her idea.

      ‘He’d like a dog and wants to talk to you about it,’ she said.

      The next day I popped round to see him.

      He came to the door and ushered me in. It only took a second to see how terribly he was missing Amy. The house was immaculate, everything sparkled as if it was new. A large photograph of Amy had taken pride of place in the living room. Standing next to it was a vase of fresh flowers from the garden.

      ‘Is my daughter badgering you to get a dog?’ I asked him.

      ‘No, no,’ he said. ‘In fact, I think she might be right, I do need a dog.’ At that time, I had a half dozen dogs, mainly English springer spaniels. ‘I’ve seen you with your lovely springers and they seem such good dogs.’

      We talked about the pros and cons of owning a dog. He understood that it was a big responsibility. I knew he was a cautious man and wasn’t going to take any rash decisions. I invited him round to my house, to spend some time with my dogs and see if he got on with them.

      ‘That would be nice,’ he said. ‘I’ll pop round later in the week.’

      As it happened, my pack had recently expanded. I’d sold one of my springer spaniels, Ben, to a couple from Sheffield a year earlier. They’d been delighted with him, but then they’d had some bad luck. The husband had a terrible fall and broke his back. They rang me to tell me they could no longer provide him with the active life he needed.

      ‘Would you have him back?’ they asked.

      I agreed immediately, but I knew I couldn’t keep him long term and would have to find a good, new home for him.

      Two days after I’d been round to see Jim, he appeared at my front door. I asked him in for a cup of tea, and we sat there talking about dogs. My pack were playing in the garden and I asked them into the kitchen.

      It was then that something uncanny happened.

      As soon as he arrived in the house, Ben went straight over to Jim and sat down on the floor next to him. Within seconds, Jim was almost instinctively stroking Ben’s neck and head.

      ‘What’s his name?’ he asked.

      ‘That’s Ben,’ I said, deliberately avoiding going into any detail.

      As we chatted, Jim kept stroking Ben. And the more he stroked him, the closer Ben snuggled up to him. It was a joy to behold.

      Jim left after an hour or so, seeming to have enjoyed himself.

      ‘See you soon, Jan,’ he said as he headed off.

      A couple of days later, Ellie, Tony and I were walking back from the school taxi drop-off. As we went past Jim’s house, he was in the window looking out and beckoned to me to wait.

      ‘Glad I caught you, Jan,’ he said, emerging from the front door. ‘I’ve given it a lot of thought and I think I’d like a dog.’

      ‘Oh, good for you,’ I said. ‘Have you decided on what breed you’d like?’

      ‘Well, if I could find a dog like your Ben, I’dbe delighted.’

      Ellie shot me a look immediately, but she didn’t need to say anything.

      ‘Would you like Ben?’ I asked.

      Jim was taken aback for a moment or two. ‘Well, I, er,’ he spluttered, not sure what to say.

      Finally, I thought it was the right time to tell him Ben’s story. As I explained the situation, Jim’s face lit up.

      ‘Jan, I’d love to have him,’ he beamed.

      Even then, I didn’t want to foist on Jim a dog that wasn’t right for him. So the moment I got home, I put Ben on a lead and walked him round to Jim’s house.

      ‘I’ll leave you two together for a couple of hours, to see how you get along here,’ I said. ‘I’ll be back to take Ben home later.’

      I returned after I’d put the children to bed. I found Ben, snuggled up next to Jim’s armchair, looking every inch as if he was another piece of furniture.

      ‘So, Jan, could Ben stay?’ he asked simply, stroking Ben once more.

      I thought he meant overnight, and so I explained that I didn’t think it would be good for Ben, especially as he’d just got over the upheaval of moving back from Sheffield.

      ‘Oh, not just for tonight. Can he stay for good?’ Jim said.

      Ben was sitting at Jim’s feet now. The pair of them looked as if they were made for each other. I couldn’t help myself as the tears started rolling down my face.

      ‘Of course he can, Jim,’ I said, when I had eventually regained a little of my composure. ‘I can’t think of anywhere else I’d rather he stayed.’

      The transformation was miraculous. About a week after Ben had moved in with Jim, I met a lady in the village shop.

      ‘I haven’t seen Jim Moss for two years, now I’ve seen him every day this week,’ she said.

      Almost immediately, Jim had become one of the familiar sights in the village, striding along with Ben on his lead. Once a week, he and Ben would walk four miles to the nearest market town, where Jim would pop into a pub for a couple of drinks, then do his shopping at the market and walk back home again. He was once more the man he had been before Amy’s death – only now it was he and Ben who were inseparable.

      It was many months later that I finally got to have a proper talk with Jim. I saw him in the village and he invited me in for a cup of tea and a chat.

      The atmosphere in the house had changed completely from when I had last been there. Before, it was clear that everything was pretty much as it had been when Amy was alive. The house looked as if a woman lived in it – there were knick-knacks and feminine touches everywhere. Now it was very different. Amy hadn’t been forgotten – her picture still dominated the living room, and the flowers were as fresh as ever – but the rest of the house now reflected Jim’s personality rather than hers. He had redecorated and bought new furniture. The knick-knacks had gone and another photograph took pride of place on Jim’s mantelpiece – a lovely portrait of Ben.

      Jim was obviously in the mood to talk and, as the tea flowed, he explained how important Ben had been to him. He confirmed what had been obvious to all of us who knew him. For the first two years after Amy’s death, he’d been a lost soul.

      ‘I hadn’t been able to come to terms with losing Amy. I couldn’t let go of her because I was all alone,’ he said. Ben’s arrival had provided him with company – and the strength finally to let go.

      ‘I hadn’t been able to grieve properly until I had him,’ СКАЧАТЬ