Mainlander. Will Smith
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Название: Mainlander

Автор: Will Smith

Издательство: HarperCollins

Жанр: Зарубежный юмор

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isbn: 9780007594283

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СКАЧАТЬ style="font-size:15px;">      ‘As opposed to now.’

      ‘Now is different. We’re in different places.’

      ‘Do you think I’m a slut?’

      ‘What?’

      ‘I’ve slept with more people in this Island than you have. I mean, you’ve been with me and Sally. That’s it, isn’t it?’

      ‘Are you trying to make me feel inadequate? What’s your point?’

      ‘I’m a girl you sleep with but don’t marry.’

      ‘I can’t marry you because I’m already married. So are you.’

      She crawled across the bed and draped her arms round his neck. ‘I’m sorry … I don’t know what I’m saying today.’

      ‘If it’s too much, we can cool it …’

      ‘It’s not too much. It’s just enough. A little bit of fun in these four walls that no one knows about. Just as we agreed.’

      ‘Yup. Only Christophe.’

      She withdrew her arms. ‘What?’

      ‘Christophe knows. About the room. And why I need it.’

      ‘Jesus, Rob.’

      ‘I can’t keep it from him – he’s my eyes and ears in this place. Trust me, he’s a locked safe. He’s French so he knows how these things work.’

      ‘I thought he was Corsican.’

      ‘Same thing.’

      ‘Oh, really? So a Jerseyman’s the same as an Englishman.’

      ‘Fine. He’s Corsican. You win. Point is, I trust the guy.’

      Emma started picking her clothes off the floor. ‘Colin knows too.’

      ‘What?’

      ‘About us.’

      ‘Fucking hell! Why are you telling me this now?’

      ‘He only knows about the first time.’

      Rob threw his head back. ‘Oh, Jesus, you nearly gave me a heart attack.’

      ‘Unlike Christophe, he’s very much an unlocked safe. Should make tomorrow interesting.’

      ‘Tomorrow?’

      ‘We’re coming for lunch.’

      ‘Are you? Sally never tells me anything.’

      ‘Sorry – you annoyed me about Christophe.’

      ‘It’s fine. Look at us, sniping like an old married couple.’

      ‘That’s not funny.’

      ‘I take it back. Are we okay?’

      ‘Yeah.’

      ‘I’d better get to work.’

      ‘Me too.’

      Thinking that they might have spent the day together, Emma had called in sick immediately after confirming her rendezvous with Rob. An empty day now yawned before her. The weather was fair but she couldn’t face a walk. There was the risk of bumping into someone who knew someone from work and, in any case, she was dressed in her Midland Bank navy skirt and jacket, and court shoes. She set off driving round the Island, on the same roads, past the same houses, with the same faces at the same windows and the same shrubs in the same gardens. Every corner, every street lamp, every tree-shrouded lane was primed to trigger a memory. She felt as if she was driving through her own theme park.

      She passed her parents’ St Clement’s beachfront house where she’d spent an awkward New Year following the announcement that her first term at Birmingham University was to be her last, and where Colin had written ‘Marry me’ in seashells outside her bedroom window on the first Christmas Day of their relationship.

      Further along the coast road was the flat at La Rocque that she’d rented during the years of idle temping and dating, years of confusion and anger. There were natural laws in the universe that she had never imagined could be defied, and one of them was that she would marry sooner and better than Sally.

      Gorey Castle was where Sally, sprawled against the outer battlements after a pub crawl on the last day of school, had told her she didn’t care about her exam results and had decided to turn down her university place: she wanted to be Mrs Rob de la Haye. It was also where Emma had first kissed Rob after they had rolled down the castle green, a sweeping slope edging the castle’s northern wall.

      St Catherine’s Breakwater was a compound memory: multiple family walks in the rain, disappointing her father with her lack of enthusiasm for sailing, her younger brother Rory nearly falling off the edge during a tantrum, Colin boring her with his superior knowledge of the history of the breakwater.

      As she drove up the east coast she remembered sitting alone at White Rock, bereft and broken after fulfilling her duties as Sally’s chief bridesmaid. She had been convinced that Sally was trying maliciously to emphasise her recent weight gain with the cut of the dress. At the end of the evening a drunken Sally had told Emma that she knew how hard it must have been to watch her and Rob walk down the aisle, but that she, too, would soon find her prince. Emma had played it cool, denying it was even an issue, while struggling to understand why it still was and why she was maintaining a friendship that served only to undermine her confidence and self-esteem. As she had watched the sun come up that morning, disappointed that its sickly rays still left her shivering under her car blanket, she had known she had to leave again.

      On skirting the top of Bouley Bay she was reminded of Colin, and how on his first visit he had eulogised about how the purple pebbles matched the heather on the cliffs then wondered why she could ever want to leave such a place. She had come back to work for the summer to earn some cash before she set off on her TEFL travels. As their love grew and his stay extended from July to August, his enthusiasm made Emma see the Island in a new light and her travel plans receded. When the job at the school had come up in September, she had allowed herself to be swept up in his sense of Providence. Now she resented Colin for having cheated her out of other, possibly better, options. She could have been off this rock and married to an architect in New Zealand, sending round-robin Christmas letters detailing their idyllic life spent flitting between their beachfront mansion and thousand-acre farm.

      Nearing the brown-brackened outcrops that loomed over Bonne Nuit, she realised that she was halfway round the Island. She was literally going round in a circle. She turned into the centre, determined to find an unfamiliar road. She veered left down a lane, remembered it led to her cousin Yvonne’s house, so took the next right, then another left and a right, all along lanes that she knew by sight if not by name. She took three straight lefts in a row, then discovered she had doubled back on herself and went into a frenzy of random turns, speeding as fast as she dared, pushing herself to near panic as she imagined the hedgerows folding over and swallowing her. She came to a crossroads. Straight ahead lay the Carrefour Selous, another crossroads at the middle of the central parish of St Lawrence. The right cut across to the top of St Peter’s Valley and the airport, dense copses СКАЧАТЬ