A Place Called Here. Cecelia Ahern

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      Helena lifted her silver-haired head in defiance and her dark eyes glistened as she looked at me directly. Her mouth twitched at the side. ‘We’re dead.’

      Two words said coolly, calmly, crisply.

      ‘Now, now, don’t you mind her,’ Bernard said in what I imagined was his best angry voice.

      ‘Helena,’ Joan admonished, ‘we’ve been through this before. You shouldn’t scare Sandy like that.’

      ‘She doesn’t look scared to me,’ Helena said, still with that amused expression, her eyes unmoving.

      ‘Well,’ Marcus finally spoke after his long silence since I’d joined the group, ‘she may have a point. We may very well be dead.’

      Bernard and Joan groaned, and Derek began strumming lightly on his guitar and singing softly, ‘We’re dead, we may very well be dead.’

      Bernard tutted, then poured tea from a china pot into a cup and handed it to me on a saucer. In the middle of the woods, I couldn’t help but smile.

      ‘If we’re dead, then where are my parents, Helena?’ Joan scolded, emptying a packet of biscuits onto a china plate and placing them before me. ‘Where are all the other dead people?’

      ‘In hell,’ Helena said in a singsong voice.

      Marcus smiled and looked away so that Joan wouldn’t see his face.

      ‘And what makes you think we’re in heaven? What makes you think you’d get into heaven?’ Joan huffed, dunking her biscuit into her tea and pulling it up before the soggy end fell in.

      Derek strummed and sang gruffly, ‘Is this heaven or is this hell? I look around and I can’t tell.’

      ‘Didn’t anybody else notice the golden gates and the choir of angels as they entered or was it just me?’ Helena smirked.

      ‘You didn’t enter through golden gates.’ Bernard shook his head wildly, his neck wobbling from side to side. He looked at me and his neck continued to shake. ‘She didn’t enter through golden gates.’

      Derek strummed, ‘I didn’t pass the golden gate nor felt the burning flames of hate.’

      ‘Oh, stop it,’ Joan huffed.

      ‘Stop it,’ he sang.

      ‘I can’t bear any more.’

      ‘I can’t bear any more, someone please show me the door …’

      ‘I’ll show you the door,’ Helena warned, but with less conviction.

      He continued strumming and they all fell silent, contemplating his last few lyrics.

      ‘Little June, Pauline O’Connor’s daughter, was only ten when she died, Helena,’ Bernard continued. ‘Surely a little angel like her would be in heaven and she’s not here, so there goes your theory.’ He held his head high and Joan nodded in agreement. ‘We’re not dead.’

      ‘Sorry, it’s over-eighteens only,’ Helena said in a bored tone. ‘St Peter’s down at the gate with his arms folded and an earpiece in his ear, taking instructions from God.’

      ‘You can’t say that, Helena,’ Joan snapped.

      ‘I can’t get in, I can’t get out, St Peter, what’s it all about?’ Derek sang in a gravelled voice. Suddenly he stopped strumming and finally spoke. ‘It’s definitely not heaven. Elvis isn’t here.’

      ‘Oh, well then.’ Helena rolled her eyes.

      ‘We’ve got our own Elvis here, haven’t we?’ Bernard chuckled, changing the subject. ‘Sandy, did you know that Derek used to be in a band?’

      ‘How would she know that, Bernard?’ Helena said, exasperated. Bernard ignored her again. ‘Derek Cummings,’ he announced, ‘the hottest property in St Kevin’s back in the sixties.’

      They all laughed.

      My body turned cold.

      ‘What was it you were called, Derek? I’ve forgotten now,’ Joan laughed.

      ‘The Wonder Boys, Joan, the Wonder Boys,’ Derek said fondly, reminiscing.

      ‘Remember the dances on a Friday night?’ Bernard asked excitedly. ‘Derek would be up there on the stage, playing the rock and roll, and Father Martin would be almost having a heart attack at him shaking his pelvis.’ They all laughed again.

      ‘Now, what was the name of the dance hall?’ Joan thought aloud.

      ‘Oh, gosh …’ Bernard closed his eyes and tried to remember.

      Derek stopped strumming and thought hard.

      Helena kept staring at me, watching my reactions. ‘Are you cold, Sandy?’ Her voice sounded far away.

      Finbar’s Hall – the name jumped into my head. They had all loved going to Finbar’s Hall every Friday night.

      ‘Finbar’s Hall,’ Marcus finally remembered.

      ‘Ah, that was it.’ They all looked relieved and Derek’s strumming continued.

      Goose pimples formed on my skin. I shivered.

      I looked around at the faces of the group, studied their eyes, their familiar features and I allowed all I had learned as a little girl to come flooding back to me. I could see it now as clearly as I had then, when I came across the story in the computer archives while researching a project for school. I had immediately taken interest, had followed up on the story and was more than familiar with it. I saw the young teenage faces smiling up from the newspaper’s front page and I saw those same faces around me now.

      Derek Cummings, Joan Hatchard, Bernard Lynch, Marcus Flynn and Helena Dickens. Five students from St Kevin’s Boarding School. They disappeared during a school camping trip in the sixties and were never found. But here they were now, older, wiser and their innocence lost.

      I had found them.

       10

      When I was fourteen, my parents talked me into seeing a counsellor after school on Mondays. They didn’t have to do much convincing. As soon as they told me I’d be able to ask all the questions I wanted and that this person was qualified enough to answer, I practically drove myself to school.

      I knew they felt that they had failed me. I could tell that by their expressions when they sat me down at the kitchen table, with the milk and cookies in the centre and the washing machine going in the background as the usual distraction. Mum held a rolled tissue tightly in her hands as though she had used it earlier to dab away tears. That was the thing with my parents: they would never let me see their weaknesses but yet they would forget to get rid of the proof of them. I didn’t СКАЧАТЬ