Blood Lines. Grace Monroe

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СКАЧАТЬ outstanding debts if the firm went down, so I was making sure that there was enough money floating around to stop that happening – the only way I knew to lessen the feeling of fear was to bring in as much work as possible, make myself a cash cow that they would never be tempted to slaughter.

      I’d thought that the other firms I was taking from, pissing off along the way, didn’t matter. I couldn’t waste time or sympathy on whether some overindulged lawyer was a few grand down a week. But I did have to care about what effect all of this hostility could have on me and my security.

      I could see why Duncan might think I was an obvious suspect. We hadn’t had the sort of relationship where he knew me inside out – thank God – so he could very well believe I would be pushed over the edge by all that had happened to me in the last couple of years. He might also think that I believed I was now protected by my blood line. These were all possibles. Cattanach had been missing for too long. Foul play was the obvious conclusion, given the investigations that had been going on. And, on paper, I looked like a pretty good candidate for the perpetrator.

      I tried to comfort myself that at least I wasn’t a complete fool. Even I knew that the offer of a judicial position would be withdrawn now. When Duncan Bancho had arrested me, he had snatched my best hope, even if I hadn’t seemed too keen on it when it was offered to me. There is nothing like something being taken away from you to make it seem attractive.

      ‘At least your plooks have disappeared.’

      A familiar voice shouted at me through the trees. A woman jogger looked affronted, as if the remark had been aimed at her.

      I didn’t bother to turn around. ‘Is that supposed to make me feel better? I don’t have spots any more?’

      ‘Yeah – when the shit hits the fan, you have to be grateful for small mercies.’ Glasgow Joe’s voice came in short bursts as he climbed down the steep embankment.

      ‘Keep your Reader’s Digest homilies to yourself, Joe. Have you been looking for me for long?’

      ‘I went to St Leonard’s once I heard the gossip, then that wanker Bancho sent someone out to move me along. I wanted to be there – when you were released – but I must have got my timing wrong.’

      ‘What do you mean you got your timing wrong? You thought I’d be out quickly, didn’t you? Well, so did I, Joe, so did I. When he kept me in for the full six hours, did you think that meant I was guilty? Do you think I did it? Do you think that’s why Duncan Bancho kept me in for the full six hours?’

      ‘Calm down, Brodie – of course I don’t think you did it. I mean, nothing’s even been proven to have happened. Maybe Cattanach was bent and ran off with money from the investigations? I don’t know what the fuck’s going on, but I do know that Bancho wanted to see you sweat, to make you cry – you didn’t cry, did you, Brodie?’

      ‘Of course I didn’t.’

      ‘I did – the first time I was arrested. I bawled my eyes out begging the constable to get my mammy.’

      ‘You were eleven, Joe.’

      ‘True, but there were bigger boys than me greetin’ for their maw.’

      ‘Do you know his sidekick, DC Malone? She was nice to me.’ I believed I would be eternally grateful for that woman’s common decency.

      ‘Do you mean Peggy?’

      ‘You do know her then?’

      ‘Everybody knows Peggy Malone – and I do mean everyone.’

      ‘Well, she looks a pretty settled item with Duncan Bancho.’

      ‘That’ll never happen.’

      ‘Well, I’m telling you it has.’

      ‘Peggy Malone would never settle with a man – she’s too into women for that.’

      ‘Don’t tell me she fancies me.’ I felt faintly uncomfortable – had all that bum wiggling been for me?

      ‘No – she’ll be shagging Duncan Bancho all right, I’m just saying he won’t be the only one.’

      I didn’t want to ask Joe how he knew so much about Peggy Malone; after all, he had never claimed to be celibate.

      I turned to face him, throwing myself against his chest and listening to the Water of Leith run past me over the stones. His leather jacket was soft against my face. I pressed in so hard I could hear his heartbeat. I had my excuse ready. I was only protecting myself from the midges if Joe asked why I was getting all cuddly and soppy. He didn’t.

      I suddenly thought of something. ‘How did you know where to find me?’

      ‘I knew you thought you needed a miracle – and when divine intervention is your only hope, you come to St Bernard’s Well.’

      ‘It’s never worked before,’ I whined.

      ‘It has – I told you; your spots have gone.’

      We came to the well when I was thirteen to wash my face in the healing waters, because Joe told me pilgrims had been coming to this site since the thirteenth century.

      ‘Nothing happened, Joe, I was still acne-ridden and, at thirteen, spots are social suicide.’

      ‘And where’s your acne now, Brodie?’

      ‘It disappeared when I was sixteen.’

      ‘See? I told you it would work. Some miracles take longer than others. Your spots disappeared and your chest arrived – that seemed pretty miraculous to me.’

      Was it my imagination or was his heart beating faster? Reluctantly, I pushed myself away from the safety of his arms. That was a bad habit of mine, rejecting protection. It was sod’s law that the midges really started to swarm around my head and munch on me.

      ‘I see they still like you then,’ Joe commented.

      ‘Parasites always do.’

      I waved my hands around my face like a lunatic and, as a result, the little bastards promptly bit them. I climbed up the riverbank to the glorious pseudo-Roman temple that occupied the site of St Bernard’s sacred spring. Maybe, like the holy man, I had been restored by the waters, because I certainly sprinted up that bank. Waiting for Joe to join me, I leaned against one of the ten Doric pillars that supported the temple roof, and I stared at Hygieia, the goddess of health.

      ‘What’s happened to you now?’ shouted Joe. ‘Any chance you’ve perked up there? What’s wrong, Brodie?’

      ‘Everything, Joe; everything in my life is shite.’

      ‘Not everything – you can see and you can hear. Helen Keller couldn’t do any of those things and she danced on Broadway.’

      ‘At least she didn’t have to listen to people criticising her all the time. Did you ever think of that, Joe? I am just so tired of snide remarks.’

      ‘Well, do something about it, then. When did you become so pathetic?’

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