Another Life: Escape to Cornwall with this gripping, emotional, page-turning read. Sara MacDonald

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       Chapter 15

      Josh, on a twenty-four-hour pass, surprised them by turning up suddenly on Friday night for the weekend.

      Gabby, Charlie and Nell were astounded at how he had filled out. Gaining muscle made him seem bigger, stockier.

      ‘We do nothing but yomp, with packs on our backs, stumble badly around the parade ground, hurl ourselves round assault courses, hang from ropes in the gym, polish everything in sight … and eat.’

      ‘I’ve never heard you complain about eating!’ Charlie said.

      Josh laughed. ‘I’m not complaining, Charlie. I should be used to piles of food, growing up on a farm, but at Sandhurst we have a cooked breakfast, coffee with buns mid-morning, lunch, afternoon tea, and dinner in the evening. All those carbs just to keep us going.’

      ‘Or alternatively to develop obesity and alcoholism,’ Nell said fondly.

      ‘Right, I’m off to start the milking. See you later, Josh. We’ll go to the pub after supper, have a few jars.’

      Nell went to phone Elan to ask him over to eat with them. Josh went around the kitchen touching things, prowling. He always did this when he had been away, as if to reassure himself all was still the same.

      ‘Is everything OK, Josh?’

      He went and leant with his back to the Aga. ‘Sure, Gabby, everything’s fine.’

      But he had hesitated for a split second. Gabby, watching him, said carefully, ‘There’s something worrying you. It’s such a long way to come for a short weekend …’ She went to hug him, ‘But, oh, it’s lovely to see you.’

      Josh said quickly, looking at the door, ‘I just needed to come home; touch base.’ He paused. ‘It’s a tough course. Sometimes it seems as if there is always someone shouting at you. It’s all for reasons of discipline, obviously, but after university it feels like going back to school. I just wanted to feel like a grown-up human being for twenty-four hours.’

      ‘If you’ve made a mistake, you know …’

      ‘No, Gabby, it’s nothing like that. I haven’t made a mistake and I’ve made some really good mates. It’s just …’ Josh looked at his feet and wiggled them as he always did when he was thoroughly miserable.

      ‘What is it, Josh?’

      Josh looked up. ‘There was this guy from Ghana in my year. He was a bit useless, but our sergeant definitely had it in for him, seemed to think he was bucking the system, not trying, taking the piss. We went up to the Brecon Beacons last week to train and this guy kept saying he felt unwell. He hated the cold, he just couldn’t cope with it, none of the Africans can, so we end up wrapping them in silver foil as their body temperature just plummets.

      ‘Anyway, this particular night there was a clear sky and it was absolutely freezing and Ojai’s teeth were rattling so much he could hardly stay upright. Two of us were each side of him holding him upright, keeping him on his feet, or he would have fallen. We came to this river that we were supposed to swim across and Ojai just rolled his eyes in terror. It was obvious he wasn’t up to it so we used the radio to get him casevaced back to camp, but this sergeant insisted he went across with the rest of us, said he wasn’t having anyone on his course who thought he could pick and choose what he could and couldn’t do. He said if any of us wasted any more time we would all be on a charge.

      ‘Me and this other guy roped Ojai to us and told him the river wasn’t deep, which was a lie, and that we’d make sure he got to the other side. He was frozen and scared, Gabby; he hated water, he was such a lousy swimmer he was having extra coaching. Anyway, we all descended into this bloody river and we were fine until we got to the middle, where obviously it was deeper and faster.

      ‘Ojai started to panic. Everyone was calling from the other bank, encouraging him on, but he completely lost it and started to flail around. The current was stronger than it looked and the three of us were being pulled downstream and under. We had to cut the rope, because if we hadn’t we’d have all drowned. We tried to keep hold of him, but … it was impossible.’

      Josh stopped, looked away. ‘He drowned, Gabby, they found him downstream. There is an inquiry on. All the officers are pissing themselves in case the press get hold of it.’

      ‘Josh, that’s terrible. Poor, poor boy. I hope the sergeant loses his job.’ She could see Josh was still upset. ‘You don’t blame yourself, do you?’

      ‘Not really. It’s just we lied, we said the river wasn’t deep, we said we would make sure he stayed with us and got to the other side, then we had to cut him loose to drown. There was no reason for him to die, he could have been back-coursed or just sent home as unfit. He died horribly frightened a long way from home, for bloody what?’

      Gabby bent and got a beer from the fridge, opened it and handed it to him.

      ‘Thanks.’ Josh smiled. ‘Anyway, I just wanted to get home for a bit. Let’s talk of something else.’

      Nell came into the room. ‘Elan is on his way.’

      ‘Great,’ Josh said. ‘Gabby, is it all right if СКАЧАТЬ