Triumph Over Adversity 3-in-1 Collection. Casey Watson

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СКАЧАТЬ a subject that was close to her heart, ‘it’s not all down to luck. There’s a lot of prep involved as well. Sometimes the difference between a silver and a gold can be the tiniest margin, as you can imagine. And that’s what I am good at,’ she finished, smiling fondly towards the cabinet. ‘Attention. Attention to all those tiny little details. Anyway,’ she said, claping her hands together. ‘Time is short, of course. So fire away.’

      I duly fired. ‘Well,’ I said, ‘it’s really just a question of you giving me some background. As much as you’re able to, of course …’

      ‘About Imogen’s mother? Well, what I suppose I can say is that she wasn’t any sort of mother. From what I can gather, anyway,’ she added, shaking her head. ‘As I’m sure Graham’s mother has already told you, he slaved all the hours God gave him, but it was never enough – not for Miss Fancy Pants. No, sad to say, as soon as a man with a larger pay packet came along, she was off with him like a shot. Graham was relieved, I know, but you can imagine, can’t you? She left the poor child reeling, and – sad to relate – I think Im blamed her father; she took it out on him, certainly, and then, when I came along – well, you can imagine, can’t you? Our getting together only served to make her worse. I tried everything, of course I did, but there was never any getting through to her, and, well’ – she lifted both hands, palms upwards – ‘what can you do? She decided I was the enemy, and that, I’m afraid, was that.’

      ‘And that was when she moved in with her grandparents?’

      The other cat, Grace, left her spot by the fire, and came and wound herself around my legs. ‘Ah, she likes you,’ Gerri gushed. ‘And she’s very discriminating. Are you a cat person, Mrs Watson?’

      ‘Not currently,’ I said, smiling. ‘We’re in a pet-free period at the moment. My teenagers keep me busy enough, to be honest! So Imogen wanted to go?’ I asked, trying to get her back on track again. ‘You know, to move out and move in with your husband’s parents?’

      ‘I’m not entirely sure,’ she said. ‘It was Graham’s idea initially – you know, just for all of us to have some time out. It was so difficult for him, wanting to be loyal to her, but seeing what it was doing to me.’ She looked directly at me. ‘It was extremely difficult, Mrs Watson,’ she said in a voice that seemed suddenly full of emotion. ‘Some of the things she used to call me, the lies she’d tell about me … And, of course, you have to bite your lip and just take it, don’t you? What else can you do in my kind of situation? And I think Graham …’ she trailed off, and I wondered if she was going to cry. She was clearly upset.

      ‘Could see how much it was distressing you?’ I asked her. ‘I don’t doubt it. And from what I’ve heard from his parents, it sounds as though you had it pretty tough …’

      ‘Which is not to say I ever wanted that to happen,’ she said. ‘For Im to leave us. Far from it. I only ever wanted to help her. But in the end I think we all felt that, well … perhaps space was what was needed. And that perhaps she was better off where she was. And, of course, by this time she’d started all this sudden not-speaking business, which was distressing for Graham too, because he felt he’d lost her, that he’d failed her …’ She blinked at me. Seemed to gather herself. ‘So now we’re all at sea, aren’t we? I mean, what can we do? If her mother would only …’ She stood up now and brushed her trousers down again. It seemed an action so automatic that she wasn’t even aware of doing it. ‘If only – hark at me! That’s not going to happen, is it? Anyway …’

      ‘Yes, of course,’ I said, rising and looking for a surface on which I could put my glass.

      She took it and sighed. ‘I’ve not been a great help to you, have I?’

      ‘Yes, you have,’ I said. No, I thought, you haven’t. Not very much.

      But then, perhaps she couldn’t be. Imogen had clearly taken against her, or, at the very least, taken against the idea of her. Nothing unfamiliar there. Perhaps the problem was that Imogen wasn’t a ‘cat person’. Whatever else she was, she certainly seemed a little flaky. But whatever the ins and outs of the current travails in this family, my principal feeling as I waved and drove off was that I’d just been an extra in some bizarre play.

Chapter 13

      What was it about Gerri Hinchcliffe? The question vexed me. She had been unfailingly nice, unfailingly polite, unfailingly … what? Unfailingly correct. Yes, that was probably the word for it. Correct, neat and tidy – if a touch Stepford-Wifey – and though self-pitying enough to be ever so slightly irritating, not so much that I felt justified in holding it against her. After all, she had never even been ‘the other woman’ in this scenario. She hadn’t ‘stolen’ Imogen’s dad away from her mother, as Imogen herself might have seen it. She had just walked into an already unhappy family situation. Imogen’s mother had left her father long before.

      Of course, it could have been that, unbeknown to everyone, she’d been having an affair with him all along, but the facts didn’t fit and, well, even if they had, it wasn’t for me to pass judgement on Imogen’s father’s love life, was it? My role was quite specific but at the same time quite general: to try and help children to reach a place where they could thrive in their new circumstances, whatever they were. And there were many children in situations like Imogen’s, after all.

      Oh, but what was it about Gerri Hinchcliffe? It was a question I took home with me and pondered all that evening, eventually falling into a fitful, erratic sleep; periods of wakefulness punctuated by half-realised dreams involving wicked step-mothers, witches and other fairy-tale staples, all of which berated me for venturing opinions about them – damned if you do, as Gerri Hinchcliffe had said, and damned if you don’t.

      It was almost four in the morning when it hit me. I’d woken up for what must have been the third or fourth time, and turned over, as I habitually did, to see what the time was, so I could calculate what the chances were of getting back to sleep before the alarm put an end to it either way.

      The display read 03.57, glowing red in the darkness, emitting enough light to illuminate something else. It was as familiar a thing to me as everything else in my bedroom – a double photo-frame I’d had sitting there for quite a few years now, from which Kieron, to the left, and Riley, to the right, grinned goofy, self-conscious school-photo smiles.

      I’d bought the frame years back – and chosen the photos to go in it – to take away on a residential course with me, back when I was working with vulnerable young people. It had been a big thing for me, going away on that week-long course, because it was the first time I’d spent so long away from my children since either had been born.

      I looked at the kids’ faces now, in the darkness, and that was when it hit me. That was the thing about Gerri Hinchcliffe, I decided. That in her home – in the home she shared with Imogen’s dad – I didn’t see a single photograph of Imogen.

      Big ideas at four in the morning don’t always seem quite as big in the cold light of day, but in the murky autumnal light of the next morning I realised, as I hurried from home to school, that, on balance, this one did have legs.

      Yes, I’d only been in the sitting room, so I obviously couldn’t speak for the rest of the house, but this was a sitting room stuffed to bursting with mementoes. As well as the cabinet full of the various spoils of pedigree-cat war, it was a room that wasn’t light on ornamentation. I couldn’t bring much in the way of specifics to mind now, but the overall СКАЧАТЬ