Offshore. Alan Hollinghurst

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      Nenna knew that, if it hadn’t been disloyal, Richard would have appealed to her to do or say something.

      ‘We use pretty well anything for fuel up our end,’ she began, ‘driftwood and washed-up coke and anything that’ll burn. Maurice told me that last winter he had to borrow a candle from Dreadnought to unfreeze the lock of his woodstore. Then when he was entertaining one of his friends he couldn’t get his stove to burn right and he had to keep it alight with matchboxes and cheese straws.’

      ‘It’s bad practice to keep your woodstore above deck,’ said Richard.

      Laura had been following, for some reason, with painful interest. ‘Do cheese straws burn?’

      ‘Maurice thinks they do.’

      Laura disappeared. Nenna had just time to say, I must be going, before she came back, tottering at a kind of dignified slant, and holding a large tin of cheese straws.

      ‘Fortnum’s.’

      Avoiding Richard, who got to his feet as soon as he saw something to be carried, she kicked open the top of the Arctic and flung them in golden handfuls onto the glowing bed of fuel.

      ‘Hot!’

      The flames leaped up, with an overpowering stink of burning cheese.

      ‘Lovely! Hot! I’ve got plenty more! The kitchen’s full of them! We’ll make Richard throw them. We’ll all throw them!’

      ‘There’s someone coming,’ said Nenna.

      Footsteps overhead, like the relief for siege victims. She knew the determined stamp of her younger daughter, but there was also a heavier tread. Her heart turned over.

      ‘Ma, I can smell burning.’

      After a short fierce struggle, Richard had replaced the Arctic’s brass lid. Nenna went to the companion.

      ‘Who’s up there with you, Tilda?’

      Tilda’s six-year-old legs, in wellingtons caked with mud, appeared at the open hatch.

      ‘It’s Father Watson.’

      Nenna did not answer for a second, and Tilda bellowed:

      ‘Ma, it’s the kindly old priest. He came round to Grace, so I brought him along here.’

      ‘Father Watson isn’t old at all, Tilda. Bring him down here, please. That’s to say …’

      ‘Of course,’ said Richard. ‘You’ll have a whisky, father, won’t you?’ He didn’t know who he was talking to, but believed, from films he had seen, that RC priests drank whisky and told long stories; that could be useful at the present juncture. Richard spoke with calm authority. Nenna admired him and would have liked to throw her arms round him.

      ‘No, I won’t come in now, thank you all the same,’ called Father Watson, whose flapping trousers could now be seen beside Tilda’s wellingtons against a square patch of sky. ‘Just a word or two, Mrs James, I can easily wait if you’re engaged with your friends or if it’s not otherwise convenient.’

      But Nenna, somewhat to the curate’s surprise, for he seldom felt himself to be a truly welcome guest, was already half way up the companion. It had begun to drizzle, and his long macintosh was spangled with drops of rain, which caught the reflections of the shore lights and the riding lights of the craft at anchor.

      ‘I’m afraid the little one will get wet.’

      ‘She’s waterproof,’ said Nenna.

      As soon as they reached the Embankment Father Watson began to speak in measured tones. ‘It’s the children, as you must be aware, that I’ve come about. A message from the nuns, a message from the Sisters of Misericord.’ He sometimes wondered if he would be more successful in the embarrassing errands he was called upon to undertake if he had an Irish accent, or some quaint turn of speech.

      ‘Your girls, Mrs James, Tilda here, and the twelve-year-old.’

      ‘Martha.’

      ‘A very delightful name. Martha busied herself about the household work during our Lord’s visits. But not a saint’s name, I think.’

      Presumably Father Watson said these things automatically. He couldn’t have walked all the way down to the Reach from his comfortless presbytery simply to talk about Martha’s name.

      ‘She’ll be taking another name at confirmation, I assume. That should not long be delayed. I suggest Stella Maris, Star of the Sea, since you’ve decided to make your dwelling place upon the face of the waters.’

      ‘Father, have you come to complain about the girls’ absence from school?’

      They had arrived at the wharf, which was exceedingly ill-lit. The brewers to whom it belonged, having ideas, like all brewers in the 1960s, of reviving the supposed jollity of the eighteenth century, had applied for permission to turn it into a fashionable beer garden. The very notion, however, ran counter to the sodden, melancholy, and yet enduring spirit of the Reach. After the plans had been shelved, the whole place had been leased out to various small-time manufacturers and warehousemen; the broken-down sheds and godowns must still be the property of somebody, so too must be the piles of crates whose stencilled lettering had long since faded to pallor.

      But, rat-ridden and neglected, it was a wharf still. The river’s edge, where Virgil’s ghosts held out their arms in longing for the farther shore, and Dante, as a living man, was refused passage by the ferryman, the few planks that mark the meeting point of land and water, there, surely, is a place to stop and reflect, even if, as Father Watson did, you stumble over a ten-gallon tin of creosote.

      ‘I’m afraid I’m not accustomed to the poor light, Mrs James.’

      ‘Look at the sky, father. Keep your eyes on the lightest part of the sky and they’ll adapt little by little.’

      Tilda had sprung ahead, at home in the dark, and anywhere within sight and sound of water. Feeling that she had given her due of politeness to the curate, the due exacted by her mother and elder sister, she pattered onto Maurice, and, after having a bit of a poke round, shot across the connecting gangplank onto Grace.

      ‘You’ll excuse me if I don’t go any further, Mrs James. It’s exactly what you said, it’s the question of school attendance. The situation, you see, they tell me there’s a legal aspect to it as well.’

      How dispiriting for Father Watson to tell her this, Nenna thought, and how far it must be from his expectations when he received his first two minor orders, and made his last acts of resignation. To stand on this dusky wharf, bruised by a drum of creosote, and acting not even as the convent chaplain, but as some kind of school attendance officer!

      ‘I know they haven’t been coming to class regularly. But then, father, they haven’t been well.’

      Even Father Watson could scarcely be expected to swallow this. ‘I was struck by the good health and spirits of your little one. In fact I had it in mind that she might be trained up to one of the women’s auxiliary services СКАЧАТЬ