Len Deighton 3-Book War Collection Volume 1: Bomber, XPD, Goodbye Mickey Mouse. Len Deighton

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      ‘I’m sorry, August.’

      ‘Forget it, Max. It’s not good to think of these things in advance. In war all things are possible and nothing inevitable.’

      ‘Who said that?’

      ‘I said it,’ said August. ‘There is but a second of time, a stroke of a pen, a misinterpreted look, a fingered trigger … between us and a Knight’s Cross, a court-martial, sainthood or eternal damnation.’

      ‘Do you hear from your son?’

      ‘Every few weeks.’

      ‘And he hates the war as you hate it?’

      ‘Max, my friend, I have to tell you he likes it. We have given our world to our children. Can we be surprised that these children are destructive? Every fit, aggressive youngster who tries hard can get himself a bomber or a U-boat or an artillery battery and wreak havoc upon the world that it’s taken us old men so long to put together. Nineteen-year-old children creep up on a 20,000-ton merchant ship, press a button, and watch it die, writhing like a wingless fly. They set fire to great cities and turn our society upside down in return for bits of coloured ribbon. Where have we failed, Max? What manner of children will they breed, and what manner of world will they shape? We ask them to count their victims like head-hunters, marking each death with a notch, a painted tally or a new promotion. What will they unleash upon us, Max?’

      ‘Dare I say you are a hypocrite, August, my friend? You pronounce judgement upon the men who fight, you call our heroes murderers, but you do not disdain the respect and admiration due to a fighter-pilot expert. And at your throat you wear your trinket, your tally is well known and gains for you respect from soldier and civilian alike. Oh no, August, you want to eat your cake and throw it into the faces of lesser men like me.’

      ‘You don’t understand.’

      ‘Then explain.’

      ‘You are confusing heroism with morality. A man can be brave and yet do dishonourable things. His individual act might be honourable and yet the result dishonourable.’

      ‘Give me an example, August.’

      ‘The RAF bomber crews. They are brave men, the risks they run are high and yet they kill women and children.’

      ‘You go too far, August. They are cowardly monsters. They drop their bombs and take to their heels in the darkness leaving people to burn.’

      ‘So do our U-boat crews who torpedo a merchant ship and steal away in the night leaving people to drown. Yet both are brave.’

      ‘Talk, talk, talk, August. You know as well as I do that we are all victims of circumstance. When the order comes we shall press the trigger, merely because the individual cannot challenge a system. Why try? As you said earlier, whether a man is commanding a U-boat, allocating civilian fuel supplies or even flying an RAF bomber is largely a matter of chance.’

       ‘Perhaps you are right, Max. Perhaps I have too much time to think.’

      He watched the people on the crowded pavements of The Hague. For every happy bemedalled young officer there were a hundred men and women who looked tired and dejected.

      ‘Ah, August, my friend. Why so sad? This was but a friendly fight, such as two old friends might have over a cigar.’ The car turned into the Plein and the Luftwaffe sentry saluted the car without caring if it was empty or full.

      ‘Go carefully with me, Max. A man in love is fragile.’

      Max smiled. ‘But it’s a good cigar, eh, August?’

      ‘Magnificent.’

      ‘Then take the box. A man in love never knows when he might need a box of cigars.’ August tried to refuse them but Max closed his hands around August’s and pressed the big box of cigars on to him. ‘Major Georg Tuchel will be doing this run for the time being. Phone him here any weekday morning if you want a ride. I have already spoken with him, there’ll be no difficulty.’ Max turned to the driver. ‘Take the Oberleutnant to radar station Ermine. I’ll log you for another two hours and see you in the morning at the usual time.’

      The driver closed the car door and saluted Oberst Max Sepp. Max stayed on the steps and waved to August as the car departed.

      For nearly an hour the driver drove silently, but as they entered the prohibited zone August sensed that he had something to say. He offered him a cigar but he preferred a cigarette. Here near the coast he was driving more slowly. It was a strange, deserted place. Occasionally they passed a farm cart with its heavy-footed Zeeland horses, or a bicycle with homemade wooden tyres slapping the cobbles.

      When the last village had vanished behind them the narrow concrete road became a sandy track and suddenly the North Sea appeared through the mist. The scrubby grass-topped dunes are twenty or thirty feet high and beyond them is only a table-flat beach of fine sand and then the sea. From it had come the dense white mist that clings like icy steam and reduces visibility to fifty feet. The sentries were wearing their overcoats and they walked stiffly around the radar station which, like this whole coastline, was a forest of barbed wire and steel stakes.

      The bushes and wire-like grass had been bent double by the wind from the sea. In the lee of the dunes the air was still and the white mist scarcely moved, but the bushes were still deformed and bowed. The only creatures happy to be there were the birds which skimmed low over the bunkers and could breed protected by barbed wire. Even the bird-watchers couldn’t get near them now and five hundred square miles of Northern Europe’s coast had become a vast nature reserve guarded by the Wehrmacht.

      The Citroen’s tyres slid in the soft sand, but the driver insisted upon driving Oberleutnant Bach right to the very door of his quarters. He always did. He opened the door for August and saluted him formally.

      ‘Thank you,’ said August. ‘See my Feldwebel and he will fix you up with some eggs.’ The boy nodded. It was all exactly as it always was, except for one thing. ‘It’s about the Herr Oberst,’ said the driver nervously.

      ‘What about him?’ said August.

      ‘I think the Oberleutnant would like to know that the Herr Oberst has been ordered to join an infantry regiment on the Russian Front: Orel. Many officers have. They go on Thursday. We shall miss the Herr Oberst.’

      ‘So shall I,’ said August. ‘Thank you.’

      The driver saluted again and walked across to get his eggs.

       Chapter Thirteen

      ‘It upset me, Victor, I can tell you that. Couldn’t eat a bite of lunch.’ The Medical Officer shook his head in brief silent anguish. ‘I’ve seen it before, Victor. Exhibitionism.’

      ‘What do you mean?’ asked Löwenherz.

      ‘That surprises you, does it?’ Hans Furth, Kroondijk’s Medical Officer, pointed to a cupboard which contained his bottle of brandy and glasses but Löwenherz declined. ‘With all you fit СКАЧАТЬ