Miss Marley: A Christmas ghost story - a prequel to A Christmas Carol. Rebecca Mascull

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      ‘You’d better come in,’ she said.

      The smell of river mud and decay was overwhelming. Little light penetrated the filmy windows, whose frames were all stuffed with wads of paper. The sputtering fire in the corner created more steam than heat. A rapid series of sneezes emanated from Elsie’s blanket.

      ‘There, little one,’ cooed Lila. ‘That’s better, ain’t it?’

      ‘How are things, Lila?’ Clara asked, dreading the answer. ‘Has Dick managed to find work?’

      Lila’s husband had been nearly blinded in a foundry accident six months previously. Since then, he had struggled to stay with anything for long.

      ‘There’s word of needing vegetable porters in the market.’

      These sturdy fellows carried heavy baskets of produce on their heads. It was hard to imagine little Dick Ketteridge managing one of those, but he was game for anything. This was why, despite the lack of collateral, Clara had agreed the loan. Dick and Lila were fighters. Despite the awful hand they had been dealt, they were not giving up. Dick was sober. Lila did the best she could to make a home. They deserved a break.

      And here she was, about to pull the rug from under them.

      This could so easily have been me and Jake. Had we not found that dying man in the alley that night, everything could have been different. Money changes all. And we will never be without it again.

      ‘You know why I am here …’ she began, making a determined effort to be the businesswoman Jake needed her to be.

      Dick came in then, feeling his way around the familiar contours of the room. ‘Lila,’ he said, ‘do we have a visitor?’

      ‘It’s Clara Marley,’ she said without emotion, ‘come about the loan.’ Elsie started to sneeze again.

      ‘Lila tells me there might be work for you in the market,’ said Clara, trying to find some shred of hope to discuss.

      ‘Aye,’ he said with a sigh, resting beside the fire. ‘I reckon so. Pass me the wee one, Lila, let me warm her.’ And he took Elsie in his arms. ‘Should be able to pay you back in full next week.’

      ‘Next week?’

      ‘Aye,’ he said, ‘I reckon so. With a bit of luck. How’s my lucky girl?’ He kissed Elsie’s forehead.

      Clara did a rapid calculation of the extra interest they would need to charge for that week. And what Jake would say about the delay.

      ‘You know, the loan came due last week. There will be more interest to pay.’ She kneaded her cold fingers. ‘I’m sorry. It’s just business.’

      Lila looked helplessly from her to Dick.

      ‘You’ll have it all next week,’ said Dick, raising his filmy eyes. ‘Dick Ketteridge pays his debts. I’m asking you to believe me, which I know isn’t how things work in your business. I’m asking you to trust me. Can you do that? For another week?’

      Max poked his head in the door with an enquiring glance but Clara shook her head and he withdrew.

      Dick wasn’t begging, and he wasn’t pleading. He was making a statement of fact. Clara found herself completely undone by his simple dignity in such awful circumstances. Whatever work he got, she knew, the money would go towards paying back the loan, rather than on food for Elsie, now asleep in her father’s arms. She felt like a slug at the bottom of a drain. She and Jake were better off in comparison, but they had nothing to spare these people.

      Jake had warned her not to get involved, and now she understood why. Her heart was breaking, just when she needed to harden it.

      ‘Next week, then.’ She rose and fled out into the rain, Max scurrying on his short legs to keep up.

      How on earth will I tell Jake? she wondered.

      His reaction was utterly predictable.

      ‘You agreed what?’

      Tired, his feet aching, and stinking of fish, he slumped down beside the fire and glared at Clara. She poured him a cup of stewed tea, without milk.

      ‘I’m sorry. I know you’re right, but—’

      ‘I am right. You are putting us at risk with your sentimentality. We are not running a charity for destitute women. The sooner you realise that, the better. Or we will find ourselves right back in the gutter.’

      She had never heard such coldness in his voice before.

      ‘Yes, Jacob.’ She rarely used his full name, but he suddenly seemed much older. By the candlelight, she had a vision of how he would look in middle age.

      Unsettled and close to tears, she said, ‘What shall we do?’

      ‘We shall collect the payment in full next week and never lend to them again. That is a new rule. No one ever gave us a second chance, and we shall give none to others. Everyone knows where they stand. That’s good business.’

      ‘But, Jacob, what about kindness? Shouldn’t we care about what happens to others worse off than ourselves? What about … humanity?’ Her words sounded silly and empty, when they were in a struggle for sheer survival. Maybe such things were luxuries, to be afforded only when one had a full belly, clean sheets, and warm feet. Her own were wet and freezing. She pushed them closer to the fire, but it was giving out more light than heat.

      ‘I ask you, when did anyone ever show that to us? We would have died in that workhouse, like so many others, and no one would have shed one tear. You see those fine ladies and gentlemen hold their noses and step over the starving. What about the kindness and humanity for two orphaned children? No, Clara. Your feeling is misplaced. Everyone in this world looks after themselves, and none other. That is what it takes to survive. And I mean for us to survive.’

      ‘But,’ she said, worn down by the weight of his arguments, ‘what about at Christmas time? Is that not a special time, when people come together to share what they have? The one time of the year when we can care for others, whatever our own struggles … and whatever our wounds from the past?’

      He said nothing for a moment, but if anything, his face grew even harder. ‘Christmas. Don’t talk to me about Christmas. Religious nonsense dressed up in sentiment. Humbug, I say. Pure humbug.’

PART II: THE MIDDLE

Chapter 4

      Clara stood in the street and eyed her handiwork with satisfaction. The window of Mr Quoit’s toy shop glowed. There was barely any space between the jumble of carved boats, the bucket of tin whistles and the stand of wooden swords, yet all gave way to the magnificence of the doll’s house which took centre stage in the display. Now that she handled the window displays, Clara could indulge her study of the doll’s house, СКАЧАТЬ