Caleb in the Country. Abbott Jacob

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      “Did you want me, Madam Rachel?” said he, holding his hat in his hand.

      Caleb's grandmother was generally called Madam Rachel.

      “Yes,” said she. “Cherry has got up on the rocks. Caleb spied her there; he will shew you where, and I should like to have you go and drive her down.”

      Caleb wanted to go too; but his grandmother said it would not do very well, for he could not keep up with Raymond; and besides, she said that she wanted him. So Caleb went out with Raymond under the great elm before the house, and pointed out the place among the rocks, where he had seen Cherry. She was not there then, at least she was not in sight; but Raymond knew that she could not have gone far from the place, so he walked down over the bridge, and soon disappeared.

      While Caleb stood watching Raymond, as he walked off with long strides towards the mountain, his grandmother came to the door and said,

      “Come, Caleb.”

      Caleb turned and ran to his grandmother. She had in her hand a little red morocco book, and taking Caleb's hand, she went slowly up stairs, he frisking and capering around her all the way. There was a bed in the room, with a white covering, and by the window an easy chair, with a high back, and round well-stuffed arms. Madam Rachel went to the easy chair and sat down and took Caleb in her lap. Caleb looked out upon the long drooping branches of the elm which hung near the window.

      Caleb's countenance was pale; and he was slender in form, and delicate in appearance. He had been sick, and even now, he was not quite well. His little taper fingers rested upon the window-sill, while his grandmother opened her little Bible and began to read. Caleb sat still in her lap, with a serious and attentive expression of countenance.

      “Two men went up into the temple to pray; the one a pharisee, the other a publican.”

      “What is a pharisee and a publican?” asked Caleb.

      “You will hear presently. 'And the pharisee stood and prayed thus with himself: God, I thank thee that I am not as other men are, extortioners, unjust, adulterers.”

      “What are all those?” asked Caleb.

      “O, different kinds of crimes and sins. The pharisee thanked God that he had not committed any of them.”

      “Was he a good man, grandmother?”

      “Very likely he had not committed any of these great crimes.”

      “Very well, grandmother, go on.”

      “'Or even as this publican.' A publican, you must know, was a tax-gatherer. He used to collect the taxes from the people. They did not like to pay their taxes, and so they did not like the tax-gatherers, and despised them. And thus the pharisee thanked God that he was not like that publican. 'I fast twice in the week. I pay tithes of all that I possess.'

      “Tithes?” said Caleb.

      “Yes, that was money which God had commanded them to pay. They were to pay in proportion to the property they had. But some dishonest men used to conceal some of their property, so as not to have to pay so much; but this pharisee said he paid tithes of all that he possessed.”

      “That was right, grandmother,” said Caleb.

      “Yes,” said his grandmother, “that was very well.”

      “If he really did it,” continued Caleb doubtfully. “Do you think he did, grandmother?”

      “I think it very probable. I presume he was a pretty good man, outside.”

      “What do you mean by that, grandmother?”

      “Why, his heart might have been bad, but he was probably pretty careful about all his actions, which could be seen of men. But we will go on.”

      “'And the publican, standing afar off, would not lift up so much as his eyes to heaven, but smote upon his breast, saying, God be merciful to me a sinner. I tell you this man went down to his house justified rather than the other.'”

      “Which man?” said Caleb.

      “The publican.”

      “The publican was justified?” said Caleb, “what does justified mean?”

      “Forgiven and approved. God was pleased with the publican, because he confessed his sins honestly; but he was displeased with the pharisee, because he came boasting of his good deeds.”

      Here there was a pause. Caleb sat still and seemed thoughtful. His grandmother did not interrupt him, but waited to hear what he would say.

      “Yes; but, grandmother, if the pharisee really was a good man, it wasn't right for him to thank God for it?”

      “It reminds me of Thomas's acorns,” said Madam Rachel.

      “Thomas's acorns!” said Caleb, “tell me about them, grandmother.”

      “Why, Thomas and his brother George were sent to school. They stopped to play by the way, until it was so late that they did not dare to go in. Then they staid playing about the fields till it was time to go home. They felt pretty bad and out of humour, and at last they separated and went home different ways.

      “In going home, Thomas found an oak-tree with acorns under it. 'Ah!' said he, 'I will carry mother home some acorns.' He had observed that his mother was pleased whenever he brought her things; and he had an idea of soothing his own feelings of guilt, and securing his mother's favour, by the good deed of carrying her home some acorns. So, when he came into the house, he took off his hat carefully, with the acorns in it, and holding it in both hands, marched up to his mother with a smiling face, and look of great self-satisfaction, and said, 'Here, mother, I have got you some acorns.'”

      “And what did his mother say?” asked Caleb.

      “She shook her head sorrowfully, and told him to go and put the acorns away. She knew where he had been.

      “Then presently George came in. He put away his cap, walked in softly, and put his face down in his mother's lap, and said, with tears and sobs, 'Mother, I have been doing something very wrong.' Now, which of these do you think came to his mother right?'”

      “Why,—George,” said he, “certainly.”

      “Yes, and that was the way the publican came; but the pharisee covered up all his sins, being pleased and satisfied himself, and thinking that God would be pleased and satisfied with his acorns.”

      Here Madam Rachel paused, and Caleb sat still, thinking of what he had heard.

      Madam Rachel then closed her eyes, and, in a low, gentle voice, she spoke a few words of prayer; and then she told Caleb that he must always remember in all his prayers to confess his sins fully and freely, and never cover them up and conceal them, with an idea that his good deeds made him worthy. Then she put Caleb down, and he ran down stairs to play.

      He asked his grandmother to let him go over the bridge, so as to be ready to meet Raymond, when he should come back with the cow. She at first advised him not to go, for she was afraid, she said, that he might get СКАЧАТЬ