Yuletide Redemption. Jill Kemerer

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      Sell his dream?

      He balled his hands into fists. Maybe they were right. The accident had been over sixteen months ago, but he couldn’t do even simple work tasks. The first time he’d printed out a sales report, his professional goals had seemed so out of reach he’d almost thrown up. He’d printed another one since then, but within minutes he’d broken down in tears. Tears. From him, the man who never cried. But then, he wasn’t the man he used to be. He wasn’t sure he would ever be more than a broken body.

      Celeste’s shoulders hunched as she picked at her fingernail. Sunlight spilled into the room, making the table glow.

      “I’m glad you recovered enough to work again.” He tapped the table lightly. “I don’t know how much Claire told you, but I was in a boating accident. The propeller sliced my right side. Severed the sciatic nerve in my upper thigh. The nerve graft wasn’t completely successful.”

      Just speaking those words riled him up. Why hadn’t God listened to his prayers? Half of patients like him were able to get around on two feet again. Why couldn’t he be one of them?

      Well, he had been making progress. Before the slip in the shower a few months ago, he’d been walking on crutches, getting closer to graduating to a cane—working hard so he wouldn’t need a wheelchair to resume running his dealership.

      Let it go. Accept it. Move forward.

      “Are you dealing with any long-term issues?” Sam asked. “Beyond the scars, I mean?”

      “Some nerve damage. Headaches.” Those espresso eyes met his, warming him. “Nothing I can’t handle.”

      He envied her for only having headaches and scars. She had her legs. She could walk.

      “When was the accident?” Sam asked.

      “It will be a year on December 18.” Her attention shifted to her hands.

      “The first annual Lake Endwell Christmas parade.”

      “Excuse me?”

      “Sorry.” Being trapped in this cottage all the time must have gotten to him. His conversation skills needed work. “The date’s stuck in my head. My aunt Sally has mentioned it about fifty times in the last month. December 18. She’s on the planning committee.”

      “A parade.” Her chin lifted as she gazed ahead through the windows. He couldn’t tell if she liked or hated the idea of a parade. “A nice distraction. I’ll be honest—I’m dreading the date.”

      A twinge of guilt pressed against his chest. Her accident may not have taken her legs, but it obviously had taken a lot from her, too. “I don’t blame you.”

      “How did you get through yours?”

      “Through clenched teeth. My family stayed with me all day.” Reminding him how much he’d lost. His brothers and sisters went on as usual while his life had been turned upside down. They either spoke in hushed tones, or they faked chipper, everything-is-fine conversations. He ignored their furtive glances and nagging for him to go back to physical therapy. After his fall in June, he’d stopped going, knowing he might never walk unassisted on both legs. The torn ACL and resulting surgery had left his right knee unstable and both legs weak.

      A cane, crutches, a wheelchair—all props reminding him he’d suffered permanent damage. He would never carry a bride over the threshold. Even if a woman could see past his disability, what did he have to offer her? Not a whole lot.

      “My parents will probably insist on spending the day with me, too.” Celeste rubbed her upper arm. “Your family seems nice.”

      “They are nice. They just don’t get the fact I want to be alone.”

      “I get it.”

      She was the one person who probably did get it, and for some reason, that made him feel better.

      “Yeah, well, my family is tired of me.” Sam gave her a tight smile, squaring his shoulders. “You’re the only one brave enough to be here right now.”

      “I’m sure that’s not true.”

      “Oh, it’s true. Ask any of them.” His family had been taking turns checking on him, cleaning, making meals, doing his laundry and anything else he needed for months. While he appreciated everything they did, he was tired of the strings attached, the incessant hints about physical therapy being at the top of his list.

      Maybe they all needed a break from each other.

      “Can I get you something to drink?” He wheeled away from the table in the direction of the kitchen, which was part of one wide open area along with the dining and living rooms.

      “No, thank you. I’m fine.”

      He opened the fridge and swiped a bottle of water. Celeste seemed quiet—easy to be around. Not too talkative or demanding. But before he let her into his world, he needed to set some boundaries. After taking a drink, he returned to the table.

      “Well, we should discuss the arrangement,” he said. “Regardless of what my family thinks, I don’t need or want a nurse.”

      “No one said anything to me about nursing.”

      “Good. If you wouldn’t mind picking up a few groceries for me, doing some light cleaning and helping with my laundry, I think everyone will be happy.”

      “Oh, no.” Celeste faced him, her brown eyes wide. Once more he was struck by her pretty features. “Claire wouldn’t be happy at all. When I talked to her a few days ago, she was quite specific.”

      He squeezed the arms of the wheelchair. “What exactly did she say?”

      “Physical therapy at least three times a week. I’m to drive you there and back. And...”

      “And what?” He forced himself not to growl. He was going to have a long chat with his sister later.

      “I’m not to take no for an answer.”

      * * *

      “No.”

      Celeste expected the negative response, but she didn’t expect to sympathize with him. From the minute she stepped into this grand, lakefront cottage—completely wheelchair-accessible, according to Claire—she’d been fighting a losing battle. She’d agreed to be Sam’s assistant, because it felt like a God-given gift dropped in her lap. Celeste would get a rent-free home away from the whispers and all the darted looks at her disfigured face. The cabin would make it possible for her to expand her business, take on a few more clients. After all, she had other things to consider now.

      She needed to convince Sam to go to physical therapy.

      Sam had wheeled his chair in front of the patio door. The wall held floor-to-ceiling windows with magnificent СКАЧАТЬ