Marriage, Bravo Style!. Christine Rimmer

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СКАЧАТЬ to his, to wrap his arms good and tight around her, to taste her more deeply.

      To take his sweet time about it.

      But he didn’t. That wouldn’t be right.

      He lifted his head, whispered her name. “Elena…” It tasted so good in his mouth, as good as her lips had felt pressed to his, as good as the scent of her, sultry and sweet.

      “Good night, Rogan.” She slipped away from him, opened the door and went out.

      He followed, as if pulled by invisible strings, and stood on the porch to watch her run down the walk away from him, the high heels of her red sandals tapping briskly with each step. At her car, she circled around to the driver’s door, pausing when she got there to give him a last wave.

      He lifted his hand, returned the gesture.

      And then she was ducking inside. The engine started up. The car pulled away from the curb and rolled off down the street.

      Rogan stood there on the front step after she was gone, thinking that he shouldn’t have kissed her.

      Wishing he had kissed her again.

      Chapter Three

      That night, Elena dreamed of Rogan. Of kissing Rogan. Of being with him in some hazy, romantic place where they talked about everything, all through the night.

      But when she woke in the morning, she couldn’t remember a single thing they’d said. All she knew was that she would see him again that afternoon.

      She could not wait.

      Eager for the day to come, she threw back the covers and headed for the shower. An hour later, she met her mother at church and they attended early mass together, took communion side-by-side. After mass, Elena suggested they share Easter breakfast.

      But Luz only hugged her and said, “Not today, m’hija. Have a beautiful holiday….”

      Elena almost told her then. I plan to. Mami, I’ve met someone. Someone so special…

      But she didn’t. She hugged Luz a second time and they parted on the church steps.

      At home, she made coffee and stared out the kitchen window while it brewed, thinking about Rogan, trying to make the all-important decision as to what to wear to Bravo Ridge that afternoon. The knock came at the front door as she was filling a cup.

      She went to answer and found her dad, wearing a white dress shirt and dark trousers, holding a bakery box. “I stopped in at El Mercado.”

      Laughing with pleasure at the sight of him, she took his arm and pulled him inside. “Just in time. I have the coffee ready.”

      She filled two cups, got out the milk and sugar and they sat at her kitchen table and ate cuernos de azúcar—Mexican croissants dusted with sugar—and lemon-filled empanadas.

      “More coffee?” she asked.

      At his nod, she got up and poured them both another cup and then carried the pot back to the warming ring.

      When she returned to the table and slid into her seat, he reached out and laid his hand on her arm. “Elena…” All at once, his eyes were so serious, the set of his mouth way too grim.

      A panicked tightness squeezed her throat. She gulped. “What is it? What’s wrong?”

      He patted her arm. “Please. Don’t be afraid. It’s nothing so terrible.” A sad laugh escaped him. He withdrew his hand. “Or at least, it’s nothing you don’t already know about.”

      She remembered her mother’s refusal to have breakfast with her. Not today, m’hija, Luz had said, but nothing about why not. “Mom knows you’re here?”

      He gave a slow nod. “She told me that she spoke with you, about the ways we are working to have peace in our family, at last.” He looked so uncomfortable. She ached for him.

      “Dad, we don’t have to talk about this.”

      “Ah. But I think we do. I want you to understand….” He seemed unsure how to continue.

      She made a sound of encouragement. “What? Tell me.”

      He sipped from his cup, set it down with a tired sigh. “Most of the time I was a good husband to your mother. But not always.”

      “Yes. I know. It was bad, that you hit her.”

      “It was worse than bad. It was not acceptable. She betrayed me. She lied to me. And that hurt me deeply. But striking her was no answer to my pain. She had never—ever—done any violence to me.”

      Softly, she confessed, “Mami said you’ve been seeing a counselor.”

      He nodded again. “To try to…understand myself a little better, to face all the ways I have lied to myself over the years. To look honestly into my own heart, to face the darkness there.”

      An outraged sound escaped her and tears stung her eyes. “Darkness? What are you talking about? Why do you have to make yourself the bad guy in this? You’re not. No way.”

      “Elena,” he said so gently. “No llores. Don’t cry…” He touched her arm again.

      She grabbed for his hand, held it tight between both of hers. “Sorry.” She sniffed, blinked away the moisture. “So sorry…”

      “There is nothing for you to be sorry about. Know that. Believe that.”

      She nodded eagerly, clutched his hand tighter. “Yes. I do. I know it. But I seem to have…oh, I don’t know, a lot of heat on this whole subject, I guess you could say.”

      “It’s not surprising. What happened has hurt you. I hurt you, by turning my back on you when I first learned that you weren’t my blood child.”

      “That’s all in the past. We got through it. It doesn’t matter anymore.”

      Javier insisted, “It does matter.”

      “Papi. I understood. I really did.”

      He said nothing for a moment. Then he sighed. “You are my daughter,” he said. “In all the ways that really matter.”

      She knew it already. Still, it felt so good to hear him say it out loud. She bit her lip, swallowed back a fresh flood of tears and leaned across the distance between them to press a kiss on his lined cheek.

      He touched the side of her face, a tender caress. “You still blame your mother.”

      She sank back to her own chair, wanting to argue. But no. He was right.

      He said, “You don’t know how I was, how angry and bitter, when she went to work for Davis Bravo. No, she shouldn’t have done what she did in betraying our marriage vows—and with my sworn, lifelong enemy, too. But I do see my part in it now. In some ways, time and growing older can be a man’s best friend. He learns to see more clearly. And I see that I drove her away. I was angry, СКАЧАТЬ