Sequins and Spurs. Cheryl St.John

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      “You did?”

      Ruby dried her hands on a length of toweling. “I washed all the sheets today, though, so I’ll leave them clean for the next time you sleep in your bed again.” She turned to Georgia. “I’d like to talk more when there’s time.”

      Georgia gave her a long, considering look. “I’ll look forward to it.”

      Ruby wasn’t sure what to make of the older woman’s lack of animosity, compared to her son’s, but she was thankful. No doubt Ruby would run up against a lot of people with the same negative opinion of her, so she might be smart to develop an even thicker skin.

      It took a few minutes, but Ruby found a glass juicer and washed that as well. She then set to squeezing the lemon halves. “I have no idea how much sugar to add. I don’t even know if there is any.”

      Georgia carried a chipped cup to the pantry and returned with it full. “This should do it.”

      Nash came back and set a ragged square of ice near the sink. A few pieces of straw stuck to the surface. Georgia rinsed it off, found a mallet and chipped ice for their drinks.

      When the lemonade was ready, they carried their glasses to the front porch. Ruby waited until the family was seated in what she assumed were their usual places before taking a seat on a nearby bench. An awkward silence followed.

      “When did you get here?” Georgia finally asked.

      “About dusk last night.”

      “She slept in my bed,” Claire said to her father.

      Nash didn’t look at any of them.

      “How did you arrive?” Georgia asked.

      “I rode in.” Ruby gestured to the corral, one end of which was visible from where they sat. She’d let her mare out that morning. “The Duchess is in the corral.”

      “What about your belongings?”

      “I had a couple of trunks shipped to the station in Crosby. I don’t own much that’s of use on a farm, though.”

      “Ranch,” Nash corrected.

      “I saw the mares ready to foal,” she replied. When he didn’t respond, she turned to Georgia. “Are your family all ranchers?”

      “My husband owns a grain mill.” She glanced at her son, and Ruby picked up on something between them that made her wonder about his own family relationships. “Our daughter’s husband works there, too. Nash is the only horseman.”

      When Joel got up and headed for the porch stairs, Nash followed. “Want to go see the horses, buddy?” He turned to his daughter. “Come to the barn with us, sweet pea.”

      Claire glanced at her grandmother.

      “Go with your father,” she encouraged. “We’ll be leaving shortly, and he wants to spend time with you.”

      Claire set her doll on the porch swing beside Georgia and joined her little brother.

      “She reminds me of Pearl,” Ruby said.

      Georgia picked up the rag doll and absently smoothed its yarn hair. “She’s definitely the spitting image of her mother.”

      “Not only her looks,” Ruby said softly, “but the way she’s so hesitant about everything.”

      Georgia studied her. “Pearl was a good wife and mother. We all loved her.”

      Ruby still heard no accusation in her tone or the appreciative statement. She glanced at the horse in the shade. “She was a good daughter, too, I guess.”

      “She was devoted to your mother.”

      Of course. Pearl had always done everything it took to please their mother. She hadn’t torn her stockings or misplaced her school books. She’d been a good student and had dutifully helped pull weeds, cook and put up vegetables and preserves. Ruby could still see them together in the kitchen, putting the finishing touches on a cake.

      Her sister must have been a comfort to their mother. “How long was Mama sick?”

      “Several years. There were times when it seemed she got stronger, but then she’d get weak again.”

      Ruby had missed it all. The good days and the bad ones.

      She’d been gone from home only a year when she’d realized her blunder. She had the freedom and independence she’d always craved, but there were no glamorous jobs for girls like her. She’d always been overly optimistic and impetuous, and more times than she cared to admit, those traits had landed her in tight situations. Leaving home with overblown dreams had been the most monumental of her rash mistakes, but she couldn’t run back to the place she’d escaped. There had been nothing here for her.

      She’d been convinced she wasn’t cut out for a mundane life of cooking and cleaning and going to church. School had been torture enough—all those tedious days trapped inside and chained to someone else’s schedule. The world was too big and exciting, and life too full of possibilities to miss out on by following all the rules.

      Besides, Ruby Dearing was not a quitter.

      So she’d taken unglamorous jobs in saloons and gaming halls, avoiding crude advances and barely getting by, until eventually she’d joined a theater troupe and traveled. Sometimes the pay was good, other times just adequate. But she’d persisted.

      If, at some point along that path, she could have swallowed her pride sooner and come for a visit... But there it was. She had held on to her dream until it was nothing more than a dirty rag. And now it was too late. She had always fallen short.

      “Your mother loved you very much,” Georgia said.

      Ruby had never doubted her mother’s love. Laura Dearing just hadn’t known what to do with her. “I was a disappointment. Even when I was here I wasn’t a pleasing child. I missed my father too much. I didn’t fit in with Mama’s routine or her plans. Not like Pearl.”

      “Nobody’s perfect, Ruby. And everyone is different.”

      She could wallow in self-recrimination or she could do something to make up for lost time. “Is it too late to plant a garden?”

      “Probably not. Ours just went in a week or so ago.”

      Everything she’d once thought tedious and unbearable now seemed like a lifeline to the stable life she had thrown away. “I’m going to get the house clean. And then I’ll plant a garden. I need to learn how to cook and put up things for winter.”

      She didn’t miss the sympathetic look Georgia cast her way, but the woman replied, “I’ll help any way I can.”

      “It appears you do enough already, what with the children in your care.”

      “I have help at the house. If you need me, all you have to do is ask. Don’t be shy.”

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