Finding A Family. Judy Christenberry

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      “Your cake couldn’t possibly be the same as the ones my mother used to bake. How would you—I mean, there are different recipes,” Hank finally managed to get out.

      “Yes, of course there are. But we found your mother’s recipe book. It’s wonderful, just full of great recipes she’d collected over the years. Your father has let me use it to make his favorite dishes, just like she did.”

      Looking around the table at the pleased expressions on his father, Larry and the little boy’s faces, Hank decided to bide his time. He could air his differences with her later. For now Hank simply accepted a piece of cake and picked up his fork. The first bite stopped him in his tracks. It was the same cake his mother had always made. He couldn’t deny it.

      “This is wonderful, Maggie. I didn’t think I’d ever taste a carrot cake as good as Linda’s,” Carl said.

      “You still haven’t, Carl,” Maggie said with a smile. “This is Linda’s cake. I made it, but it’s her recipe.”

      “That’s true. Thank you, Maggie.”

      Hank ground his teeth. He almost put down his fork. Almost.

      “It sure is good,” Larry added, smiling at Maggie.

      Hank practically growled out loud. Was Larry flirting with his housekeeper?

      “Yeah, Mommy, it’s good.”

      Okay, he didn’t mind if Timmy praised his mom. That was to be expected, but Hank did mind that Carl and Larry seemed to be complimenting Maggie to the heavens.

      Looking up, he discovered everyone but Maggie was staring at him. “What?” he asked, frowning.

      “Don’t you like Mommy’s cake?” Timmy asked, sounding as timid as before.

      “Uh, yeah, it’s good.” He even smiled at the little boy, remembering Maggie’s warning.

      “I think you should take his cake away from him,” Carl said to Maggie.

      Astounded by his father’s betrayal, Hank grabbed hold of his plate and glared at Carl. “Why would she do that?”

      “Because that milk-toast compliment doesn’t even begin to do this cake justice and you know it,” Carl told him.

      Hank knew his father was asking for a more…more high-falutin’ compliment, but he was clean out of big words. “I like it, okay? You’re right. It reminds me of Mom’s cake.”

      To his surprise, it was Maggie who rescued him. “I’m more than happy with his praise, Carl. I couldn’t ask for more.” She smiled at his dad…but not at him.

      “I’m really tired, Dad. If you don’t mind, I’ll turn in early,” Hank said, rising to his feet.

      His father, instead of responding, spoke to Maggie. “I raised him better, Maggie, I promise.”

      “What did I do wrong?” Hank demanded.

      “You excuse yourself to the lady of the house, son. Especially when she’s just served you the best meal you’ve had in over a year.”

      “You mean the best meal I’ve had since Mom died, don’t you, Dad?” Hank gulped down the lump he felt growing in his throat.

      Grief over the loss of his mother took him by surprise. He knew his father was having difficulty with his mother’s death, but he’d been fine. He’d kept busy. It was Dad who—he backed from the room, not even able to face his own thoughts, much less the consternation on the faces of the other people in the room.

      No one spoke for several minutes. Then Larry said, “He’s really tired. Didn’t get much sleep, you know.”

      “Of course,” Maggie said.

      “I’d better go talk to him,” Carl said, looking older almost within seconds.

      Maggie reached out a hand to catch his. “No, Carl, I think it will be better to talk to him about it tomorrow morning. We have to respect Hank’s grief.” Carl nodded in agreement and returned to the table and sat down.

      “Do you remember that first night, when you talked about Linda? The words tumbled out of you as if they’d been blocked inside you for months. Has Hank ever talked like that about his mom since she passed?”

      Carl slowly shook his head, a frown on his face.

      “I think the best thing you can do is give him some space…And besides, just because you’re happy with me doesn’t mean Hank is. Perhaps it will be best if Timmy and I leave.”

      “No, Maggie, I’ll insist—”

      “But that doesn’t work, Carl. Didn’t Hank insist that you stop mourning your wife and be happy?”

      “Yeah, he did,” Carl said slowly.

      More softly, she asked, “Did it work?”

      Carl stared at the floor. “You know it didn’t.”

      Maggie patted Carl’s shoulder. “It isn’t your fault, Carl.”

      “I guess you’re right,” he conceded. “Which gets me to thinking. If you helped me to open up about my feelings maybe you could do the same for Hank.”

      The old man’s expression brightened with the thought that he might just have hit upon a compelling reason to persuade Maggie to stay.

      Chapter Three

      It took effort for Hank to pry his eyes open the next morning. He’d barely undressed before he hit the bed and fell asleep last night. This morning, he noticed the clean sheets and the tidiness of his room.

      Somehow, instead of feeling good about the changes, he felt violated. He felt as if she had invaded his space. He hadn’t asked for anyone to take care of his room. He had hired her to cook and look after his dad, not to invade his privacy and to mess with his things.

      He’d make sure that she knew her duties this morning. As soon as she got up he’d set things straight. She probably slept late every morning. He’d probably still have to fix his own breakfast.

      He rolled out of bed and groped on the floor for the clothes he’d taken off the night before. Everything else was even dirtier because he hadn’t had time to do laundry before he left. With his eyes only half open, he continued to feel around on the floor for his clothes.

      They weren’t there!

      Okay, maybe his dad had come in and picked them up and put them on the only chair in his room. They weren’t there, either.

      He whirled around, scanning the room. Everything was neat and tidy, no dust on the chest of drawers, no dirty clothes piled in the corner. Crossing to the dresser, he pulled open a drawer. Stacks of clean underwear and T-shirts met his gaze.

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