It Started That Night. Virna DePaul

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СКАЧАТЬ been investigating, and the modus operandi for all of them are similar to your mother’s. At first we thought they were copycat murders, spurred on by news coverage of the approaching execution, and they probably are, but …”

      When he hesitated, her heart beat in a furious rhythm, pounding in her ears. His words left room for doubt and for a second it shivered through her.

      No. No matter what I dream, the evidence shows Hardesty killed Mom. But if these murders were similar, that meant …

      “Someone’s been stabbed?”

      He didn’t say anything and a wave of dizziness hit her.

      “Look, I’m not saying Hardesty’s innocent. Just that it needs further investigating. Hardesty says—”

      A laugh burst from her, raw and ugly. It horrified her. Made her sound like she was on the verge of hysteria. She knew exactly how convincing Hardesty was. “The police investigated. I don’t know why you people are doing this.”

      He narrowed his eyes and shifted the bag on his shoulder, a black satchel she noticed for the very first time. “You people?”

      “Yes. Hardesty and his attorneys. The D.A. Now you. All you do is cater to the criminals. In the meantime, forget about the victims—”

      John shook his head. “I never forgot about you. And somehow I don’t think you forgot about me, either.”

      The innuendo in his voice shocked her. So did the tugging in her stomach. She remembered telling him she loved him. She remembered kissing him at his party—the party to which she hadn’t been invited. And she remembered what he’d said in response.

       Here’s some advice. Lose the makeup. It makes you look trashy. And whoever taught you to kiss didn’t do a very good job.

      The memory still hurt and she clung to that pain with all her might.

      Yes, remember how he hurt you. Remember what happened that night.

      “Did—did you know I get letters from them just about every week?” she asked. “Begging me to visit him in prison so he can convince me of his innocence. And the D.A., he hasn’t even—”

      Anger lit the flame in his eyes to a bonfire. “His attorneys had no right to ask that of you.” He stepped closer. “Stay away from them, Lily.”

      Involuntarily, she crossed her arms and stepped back until she hit the front door. “I don’t need your advice.”

      “I’m giving it to you anyway. I let you down before, but I swear, I’ll help you through this. Trust me.”

      “Why? What’s in this for you?”

      “Nothing. I gave up what I wanted a long time ago.”

      Her pulse quickened. “What do you mean?”

      “You have to know it wasn’t easy for me to turn you away that night. In fact, it was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done.”

      Feeling sucker punched, she couldn’t believe he’d actually brought that night up. Humiliation filled her as she remembered what she’d said to him. How she’d clung to him, devastated that he was leaving town, begging him to wait for her. The way his friends had laughed at her.

      “I threw myself at you. You mocked me. You kissed Stacy in front of me!”

      He advanced on her so fast she couldn’t have run even if she’d had room. Bracing his arms on the door on either side of her, he leaned down until she could smell his spicy cologne and sun-kissed skin.

      She suddenly had the feeling he was fighting to keep his hands off her. She shivered in fear and unwanted desire.

      “You were sixteen! Even if I wasn’t too old for you, your father thought I was a petty thug. You already hated him because he’d left your mother. I was causing nothing but problems for you. What did you want me to do?”

      Love me! she almost shouted. Like I loved you. But she choked back the words, dropping her voice to a harsh whisper. “All I want is for you to leave us alone. Leave me alone. Assign someone else to the case. You can work the recent murders without having to interact with me or my family.”

      The flare of anger in his eyes dissipated. He pushed away from her and shook his head, pity flooding his eyes. “I’m not going to do that. I can help. This isn’t just about your mother anymore. It’s about you. Two of the three girls look—”

      “I don’t want to hear it.” She looked at the ground and felt the fight leave her body. She’d beg him if she had to. She raised her gaze to his and forced herself not to look away. “Please, John. I fought with my mother that night. And then afterward, when I found her—she was lying there—killed by a man I—I’d befriended—”

      Her voice broke and she struggled to breathe.

      “Your mother’s death wasn’t your fault, Lily. And it wasn’t mine. But this isn’t going to just go away. And neither am I.”

      Propping her hands on her hips, she thrust out her jaw, the words coming out before she could stop them. “My father’s a judge now. I’m sure he can arrange to have this reassigned to someone who didn’t know the victim or the witnesses.”

      John’s eyes narrowed and his smile made her shiver. He dropped his bag with a thump and once again moved toward her. “I don’t like being threatened, Lily. And I’m sure your father wouldn’t do something so foolish. Let the experts do what needs to be done, small fry.”

      She tried to shove him away, but he grasped her wrists, easily holding her hands against his chest. Her fingers flexed, wanting to sink deeper into his taut muscles. Wanting to pull him closer.

      Whimpering, she pulled away and he released her. Jaw clenched tight, he glanced down a split second before his horror-filled eyes met her own.

      She looked at the bloody images. Her mother. Her beautiful mother. Nausea rushed straight into her throat.

      John cursed. “I’m so sorry, Lily—”

      Backing away from him and shaking her head, she whispered, “Why are you doing this?” She fumbled for the doorknob behind her.

      “Lily—”

      Finally, she got the door open, stumbled inside, then stared at him one last time.

      “I just want to help, small fry.”

      “Then leave me alone.” With bone-shattering control, she closed the door and engaged the lock with a quiet click.

      John swiped his hands over his face in frustration. Damn, that had gone even worse than he’d expected. He shoved the photos and papers that had fallen back into his satchel. Standing, hands on his hips, he stared at Lily’s front door, cursed, then made his way to his car. Once inside, he simply stared some more at Lily’s house.

      He hated it.

      The small blue-shingled A-frame with black shutters fit in well with the cozy downtown СКАЧАТЬ