Surrender to Her Spanish Husband. Maggie Cox

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      Wearing a full-length cream dressing gown, its lapels patterned with tiny sprigged red roses, little Jenny Wren radiated the kind of innocence and purity that made Rodrigo briefly mourn for the hopefulness and joy of his early youth. Before he had discovered that in his ardent pursuit of success the world would extract every ounce of that hopefulness and joy and pay him back with constant growing tension and a vague unease that all was not right.

      Rubbing his hand over his chest in a bid to ease the sudden clutch of discomfort that had collected there, he appreciatively registered that Jenny’s golden hair had been left to dry naturally, in almost too tempting to touch blonde ringlets. Finding himself in a trance, he paused in the doorway just to gaze at her…enjoying the stirring sight she made as if paying homage to an exquisite work of art in a gallery.

      ‘I’m making hot chocolate. Is that okay?’

      ‘It is more than just okay. I could not think of a more perfect ending to a night like this.’

      Liar, his silent inner voice mocked as he easily thought of a far more exciting and alluring alternative. But, as if to illustrate his comment, a violent blast of furious thunder overhead made the whole house feel as though the very walls were about to disintegrate into a pile of rubble.

      ‘Sit down. I’ll bring it over to you when it’s ready.’

      ‘I get the feeling that there’s no one around tonight but us. Am I right in thinking I’m the only guest staying here?’

      ‘You are. Like I said…’ she whipped up the milk in the pan with a tiny whisk as if she was no stranger to the task ‘…we’re pretty quiet at the moment. The summer holidays are long over, and it probably won’t get busy again until nearly Christmas.’

      ‘And will you still be here then, helping Lily out?’

      Jenny’s slender shoulders visibly stilled. ‘No. I won’t. I told you…she’s due back in a couple of weeks and I’ll be returning to London.’

      ‘To the house you grew up in as a child.’

      ‘Yes.’

      ‘Yet you seem more at home here than anywhere I’ve seen you before.’

      ‘What makes you say that?’

      ‘Because this rural environment suits you…In fact, it wouldn’t require a great stretch of the imagination to see you as a country girl, Jenny. Yes, I can visualise you sitting in your cosy little stone cottage each evening as the sun goes down, the tantalising smell of the day’s fruitful baking lingering in the air.’

      ‘And in this tantalising little scenario am I on my own?’ The catch in her voice had Rodrigo frowning deeply.

      ‘I don’t know.’ He shrugged. ‘You tell me.’ Even though his voice was calm, it felt as if an icy boulder had taken up residence inside his belly.

      ‘You know I’ve always wanted a family.’

      ‘Yes.’ He shifted uncomfortably in his chair. ‘I do know that.’

      ‘But you never wanted children, did you?’

      ‘No. I didn’t.’

      ‘Then it was just as well you decided our marriage wouldn’t work, wasn’t it?’

      Lifting the pan off the stove, Jenny poured the steaming milk into two waiting ceramic mugs, then gave the contents a brief stir. Bringing their drinks to the table, where Rodrigo sat silently and broodingly waiting, she lowered herself into the chair opposite him. Straight away he scented the soap she’d used to wash herself with. It smelled like newly laundered linen. Once again it lit a fire in his blood that made him feel more alive and intensely aware than he had in ages.

      Sighing softly, she focused her shimmering corn-flower-blue eyes on his. ‘One day you might meet someone you really care for, Rodrigo, and change your mind about having children.’

      ‘I don’t think so.’

      ‘How can you be so sure?’

      ‘Because I know exactly what I want and what I don’t want. There’s no confusion about that.’ His mouth set uncompromisingly.

      ‘It must be marvellous to be so certain of things…to be so sure that you’re right.’

      Jenny turned her face away. When she glanced back Rodrigo couldn’t pretend he didn’t see the avalanche of hurt in her eyes. It all but sliced him in two, knowing he was the cause of it.

      ‘It doesn’t feel so marvellous when you put it like that,’ he replied drolly.

      ‘Then let’s change the subject. Let’s not talk about us—what we want or don’t want—let’s stick to safer topics. Your shower…was the water hot enough?’

      Shrugging, Rodrigo warmed his still chilled hands round his mug of hot chocolate. ‘It was fine.’

      ‘Good.’

      ‘You worry too much about others, Jenny.’

      ‘I suppose I do. At least I worry that Lily’s guests have everything that they need and are comfortable. It’s a big responsibility, taking care of someone else’s house and business, and I want to do a good job for her while I’m here.’

      ‘Trust me…you do such a good job of taking care of your guests that you would put a top hotel to shame.’

      ‘I suppose you’d know about that, wouldn’t you?’

      ‘I suppose I would.’ Regarding her from beneath the sweeping black lashes that any female would envy, Rodrigo edged a corner of his mouth towards a smile. ‘Anyway, I’ve always believed in acknowledging effort and good work where I see it.’

      ‘Your staff must love you for that. As well as being paid well, everyone wants to feel valued.’

      He raised an eyebrow. ‘I agree. Sometimes employers can forget that.’

      In his mind Rodrigo made a quick inventory of some of the people who worked for him…Were they happy? Did they consider him a good employer? Certainly his management team seemed to think so. After all, in fifteen years he had had very few complaints. From that he had to deduce that all must be well. For their loyalty and hard work he rewarded his staff with regular bonuses and luxury breaks at different foreign resorts from the ones they worked in, as well as seeing to it that they all had good pensions and private healthcare. He also knew that despite his strict adherence to high standards, he was well liked.

      ‘So, you still enjoy your work?’ Jenny enquired, dark blonde brows lifting a little.

      ‘Yes, I do,’ Rodrigo replied.

      Now it was his turn to guard and protect his feelings. The stormy night, this warm cosy house and СКАЧАТЬ