Talking to Addison. Jenny Colgan

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      ‘No!’

      ‘He could be divorced, couldn’t he?’

      ‘He isn’t. I asked him. And now it’s all over.’ She started sobbing again.

      ‘Why did no one else in the office tell you this?’

      ‘I don’t know! I don’t really … talk to the girls in the office.’

      I bet you don’t, I thought. In fact, they probably set you up.

      ‘Would you like some Heinz spaghetti?’

      She thought about it for a moment.

      ‘Yes, please.’

      We sat and ate spaghetti in silence. I wanted to broach the topic of Josh, but I couldn’t bring myself to. Also, whenever I’m in Kate’s presence and trying to think of something to say, I always have a horrible compulsion that I’m about to accidentally mention Pop-Tarts, like Basil Fawlty and the Germans.

      Kate appeared slightly coy and lifted up her fork.

      ‘Ummm … would you like to come out for my birthday?’

      ‘Sure!’ I said. I was so relieved she wasn’t giving me trouble, I’d agreed before I realized what I’d just committed myself to.

      

      Josh wasn’t coming to Kate’s birthday do. He was on parental duty. His parents were officially now genteel poor, living in a huge house they could no longer afford to run. They’d been cleaned out by that, Josh’s education, and the education of his three sisters, who were all beautiful, and all completely stupid. Despite these extremely positive attributes, none of the girls had ever got married, which meant no new influx of old money into the fforbes’ family coffers. The family, though, were holding up very well, marching on with some good stories and a lot of dogs and gin and tonics.

      Which left, as far as I could make out, all of Kate’s City friends and, ahem, me. Actually, I wanted to go. Young, rich, probably good-looking men … I liked the sound of it. Obviously, I was going to marry Addison, but that didn’t mean I couldn’t get taken to nice restaurants in the meantime.

      Unfortunately, everything I had to wear was grubby – the market was going to make you dirty anyway, so it scarcely mattered – apart from my pyjamas, and I didn’t think they would cut it. Finally, I dug up an old black summer dress which was so faded it could pass as grey, the colour du jour, apparently. It was too chilly, even in April, to wear it, and as I didn’t have a tan it gave me an air of being clinically dead, but it really was all I had, which depressed me more than I wanted to think about.

      I teamed it with my favourite daisy necklace and twirled in the mirror. I looked nine.

      I was meeting Kate and her gang at some posh pub over an ice rink near Liverpool Street station. It was mobbed and full of braying, identical young men, who had rather better skin than the young men I’d grown up with but were just the same old wankers – with money.

      ‘You’ve got to take it to the EXTREME!’ one rather red-faced young man was hollering to his chum, two feet away.

      ‘Quite!’ the other, equally stolid, chap bawled back. ‘That’s why I’m chartering a helicopter in the Canadian Rockies next season!’

      ‘Uh … yars! Me too!’

      The women were all eerily like Kate: their hair was shiny, and their lips were pursed. In fact, it was quite difficult to track Kate down in the thicket of size-eight Nicole Farhi, but I spotted her eventually. She didn’t exactly appear overjoyed to see me, which pissed me off – I was feeling a bit off-the-beam as it was.

      ‘Thanks for coming,’ she said a little stiffly – reminding me that we were only forty-eight hours from wanting to murder each other. I nodded stiffly back, handed her a parcel and looked around. There were about eight guys in various stages of hee-hawing: my kinds of odds, I thought to myself. All around were champagne bottles and buckets.

      ‘Great!’ shouted one of the men. ‘More champagne!’

      I realized they were talking to me, and I panicked. Meanwhile, Kate had opened my present – a furry penguin. I’d thought it would be funny, but everyone stared at it in disdain.

      ‘Oh, how charmante,’ said one of the blokes, before the company stared at me one more time, cottoned on to the fact that I probably wasn’t going to be buying them any champagne, then turned back to each other.

      Kate gave me a half smile, and handed me a glass of champagne, then prodded the man to her right.

      ‘James, this is Holly.’

      James grunted at me. Kate leaned over to the person he was talking to, and nudged him as well.

      ‘And this is James B.’

      ‘James B.’ I nodded.

      ‘And over there are Jamie Egbert, Jim, and, ehm, Finn.’

      Only Finn heard and tilted up his head. At first sight he looked a little odd, and I couldn’t work out what it was. Then I realized that his tie was loosened, and he appeared to be wearing dirty spectacles. This reassured me, and I gave him a rather gushy grin, which clearly terrified him, as he instantly returned to staring at his glass.

      ‘So!’ said Kate brightly. ‘This is all very nice.’

      ‘Who are all these Jameses?’ I asked her.

      ‘Work colleagues, mostly,’ she said.

      ‘All of them?’

      ‘Err, yes.’

      ‘Birthdays can be horrid, can’t they?’ I said sympathetically.

      ‘What do you mean?’ she snapped.

      ‘Nothing! Lovely champagne.’

      I played with the glass for a second, then tried to lean into the two Jameses’ conversation. They were talking ferociously about tax liability and the nastiness of the government for trying to extract money from their enormous pay-cheques to finance boring old services, and they managed to avoid looking me in the eye for ages whilst I tried to think of a ploy to enter the conversation.

      ‘I hate tax too,’ I announced when one of them paused for breath. ‘Mind you, I don’t pay more than ten pee in the pound.’

      They raised their eyebrows at me. ‘Really? What do you do with it? Is it offshore?’ asked James 1.

      ‘God, I wish I could figure it out,’ said James 2. ‘Did you form a limited company? What’s your secret?’

      ‘Ehmm … actually, most years I, just, ehm, fall below the threshold,’ I mumbled.

      Their faces registered shock, then instant embarrassment at registering shock – after all, they were terribly well brought up boys.

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