Scarlet Women. Jessie Keane

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      But now here she was.

       In church.

      And a choir was lifting the roof off, singing ‘Praise the Lord, hallelujah!’ Twenty purple-clad black women were standing in front of the high altar, shafts of multicoloured sunlight illuminating them through the stained-glass window. They were moving rapturously to the beat. A dumpy, pop-eyed little man was at the organ, flapping one arm at the choir and mouthing along, obviously doubling up as choirmaster. The vicar was standing silently beside the lectern, listening and watching. The organ was belting out the backbeat, the beaming women giving it their all, the very rafters of the beautiful old building were vibrating with the power of the combined sound.

      Annie sat in a pew and listened, feeling all the hairs on the back of her neck stand up. Yeah, it was magic.

      She’d called first at Louella’s address, expecting that a whole bunch of family would be gathered around to support her. But a neighbour told her that Louella had gone to church. Said Louella always went to church this time every week for choir practice. So Tony had driven Annie over, and now here she was, listening to the choir pounding and clapping and swaying and singing to the rafters and wondering what good she could possibly do here. But she had to be here, had to say how sorry she was, had to ask if there was anything she could do to help, if only for Aretha’s sake. She didn’t even know what Aretha’s aunt looked like—but, as it happened, that proved no problem, because there, on the left-hand side of the group, bellowing out the words of praise and swaying in time to the beat, grinning and clapping with all the rest, was a woman whose eyes were full of tragedy and whose cheeks were wet with tears.

      It had to be Louella, singing and sobbing at the same time.

      Annie gulped as it hit her again. Aretha was gone. Had Aretha ever come here, with her Aunt Louella? Had she ever sat right here and listened to the choir? Before Aretha and Louella had fallen out over Aretha’s career choices, had they come here together to worship?

      Annie didn’t know. There was so little that she really knew about Aretha Brown. All she did know was that she’d been a friend. All she knew beyond that was that she couldn’t let Chris get stitched up for something he didn’t—couldn’t—do.

      The choir roared out one last, bell-like note, and it echoed all around the great vaulted ceiling before finally fading away. Their organist clapped madly. The vicar clapped politely too. Annie stood up and joined in. The choir started to disperse. Annie walked up the aisle. Some of the women were patting Louella’s shoulder, murmuring to her. The vicar came forward and talked quietly to her. Annie waited until he moved away, then she stepped up and said: ‘Louella?’

      The woman looked at her blankly. Her eyes were swollen with all the tears she’d shed.

      ‘Louella, I’m a friend of Aretha’s. I’m Annie.’

      Louella’s face closed down. She looked at Annie with suspicion.

      ‘You one of them Delaneys?’ she asked.

      Annie shook her head.

      ‘Only she was workin’ at a Delaney place,’ said Louella.

      ‘I know.’

      ‘And you ain’t one of them? You ain’t one of them that preyed upon my little girl?’

       My little girl.

      But Aretha wasn’t Aunt Louella’s little girl: she was someone else’s. Someone thousands of miles away, toiling under the baking Rhodesian sun, had lost a daughter. The Africans had extended families; they shared their children, their grandparents, their joys and their losses. The English did not.

      ‘I’m not a Delaney, Louella. I’m Annie Carter.’

      Louella looked no happier. She rubbed a hand over her face, drying her tears.

      ‘She spoke about you,’ she said.

      ‘Did she?’ asked Annie.

      ‘Yeah, she said you was tight together. But you was involved with that place she worked, I know that. You and that Dolly woman, and there was a boy too who worked there…’

      ‘Darren,’ said Annie, swallowing hard. Darren was gone, and she still missed him.

      ‘He was homosexual, that’s against the word of the Lord,’ said Aunt Louella huffily.

      ‘He couldn’t help what he was,’ said Annie.

      Louella looked at her. She shrugged. ‘Maybe. Anyway, the Lord says hate the sin, but love the sinner.’

      ‘Can we sit for a moment? Have a talk?’

      ‘They told you she’s gone, my baby?’ asked Louella, tears spilling over again.

      Annie nodded sadly. She indicated one of the front pews. Louella heaved a sigh and sat down. Annie sat beside her.

      ‘I’m so sorry,’ she said.

      ‘Oh, I sorry too,’ said Louella, choking on a sob. ‘I’m sorrier than I can say. The police, they come to me and they tol’ me what happened, they tol’ me they got the one who did it. I said to her so many times, don’t do that stuff, why you got to do that when you could get a nice job, be a good girl like I promised your mama you would be. How could I tell her that her little one was doin’ things like that when she sent her here to me, put her in my care, expected her to get a good life for herself?’

      They tol’ me they got the one who did it. Annie’s guts churned and her mind rebelled. They had Chris; they were convinced he was the murderer. Annie was equally convinced he wasn’t.

      So prove it, she thought. She had to, or Chris was fucked.

      Louella was looking at her. ‘Yeah, she spoke about you,’ she said again. ‘You’re one of the bad people, the people my baby should never have got herself involved with. I know about the big gangs, the things they do. I know. You were with Max Carter.’

      Annie took a breath. ‘I’m in charge now,’ she said.

      ‘Yeah, you’re bad people. I know that,’ said Louella.

      ‘I’m not a bad person, Louella. I was a good friend to Aretha. She was an even better one to me.’

      ‘Yeah, you say.’

      ‘Hate the sin, not the sinner?’

      Louella looked at her sceptically.

      ‘That’s neat, turnin’ my own words back on me,’ she said.

      ‘We both loved her. That’s what matters. We both want to see who did this brought to justice.’

      ‘They got him, her husband, he done it.’

      ‘Did you know Chris?’ Because if you did, you’d know this is all bullshit.

      Louella shook her СКАЧАТЬ