The Reckless Love of an Heir: An epic historical romance perfect for fans of period drama Victoria. Jane Lark
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      “Of course he will.”

      “He has not been home for nearly a year. He cannot think of me when he is away, and he’s said nothing about our engagement. Why do you think he is taking so long to propose? I thought this time…”

      “I suppose he loves his curricle racing too much,” and he is selfish, arrogant and mean—and funny—and in pain.

      Instead of Alethea’s usual bright tone, a bitter sigh rang out in the darkness. “I will be an old maid… And then what if he never asks? Perhaps I should consider others.”

      Alethea had never spoken of others before. “But you love Henry…”

      “I do love Henry. Yet I am nearly three and twenty. I cannot wait forever.”

      “That is not old.”

      “It is almost upon the shelf, and I wish to leave home and begin my own family.”

      “I am not going to go tomorrow. I said I would wait until he is well and writes to ask for your company.”

      “I am not sure he really wishes for my company.”

      “Of course he does. Every time I look up you two are speaking exclusively and earnestly. Of course he wishes you there.”

      Alethea sighed again. She really was not sure. “May I sleep here?”

      “Yes.”

      “Thank you.” The mattress dented near Susan’s shoulder and then Alethea’s breath and her hair brushed Susan’s cheek a moment before Alethea’s lips pressed there, bestowing a kiss. The pillow dipped again as Alethea lay back down. “What did you think of the dress which Maud Bentley wore to church last week?”

      The conversation slipped into whispered gossip. They talked about fashions, material they wished for, the assembly which would take place this month in York, until their words were claimed by tiredness.

      “Good night,” Susan whispered last.

      “Sleep well,” Alethea whispered back.

       Chapter Five

      While they were eating breakfast, each time a footman walked in, Alethea looked towards the door, but none of the footmen entered carrying a letter.

      Once the pot of chocolate had been emptied for the second time, Alethea looked at their mother and proposed a trip into York to look for the ribbons, material and bonnet dressings she and Susan had spoken of the night before.

      Susan’s mother agreed and joined them, and indulged herself too. It was a pleasant day, but all the time at the back of Susan’s mind there was an image of Henry standing beside the chair in his dressing gown, with half his upper body bared and covered in dark bruising. She was worried about him. She had never felt sorry for him before. She did feel sorry for him now, and the feeling was her constant companion no matter how she sought to distract herself from it. If he was no longer taking laudanum, as Aunt Jane had said, then he would be in considerable pain.

      When they ate breakfast the following morning the awaited letter from Farnborough arrived, addressed to Alethea. Once she had read it, she looked at Susan. “Henry says that he is feeling a little better, and that we might visit tomorrow if we wish.” Alethea looked at their father. “Aunt Jane and Uncle Robert have also extended an invitation for us to join them as a family for dinner in four days.”

      “I shall write back, accepting the invitation,” their mother said. “Will you go tomorrow?”

      “Of course,” Alethea answered.

      She had not given up on Henry yet, then, and perhaps the invitation for them to dine as a family might be to celebrate a happy occasion and Alethea would not need to give up on Henry.

      When the carriage turned into Farnborough’s courtyard the next day, Henry walked out from the doorway to greet them, with Samson beside him. He must have been waiting and watching for the carriage.

      If he had been awaiting the carriage it implied the sentiment that Alethea had feared lacking was there.

      His arm was once more in its sling but he was still not wearing his morning coat, nor his waistcoat, yet a short black, stock, neckcloth held his shirt closed. His good hand idly played with Samson’s ear as the carriage drew to a halt.

      He stepped forward and opened the carriage door. “Hello, ladies.”

      Alethea took his offered hand and climbed down. “Hello. How are you, truly?”

      “Well enough. I promise. I think the journey here just took it out of me, and I did not give my shoulder time to recover. All that it needs is rest and time.”

      “And he was consuming too much laudanum to kill the pain combined with brandy. Aunt Jane said it made a sickly cocktail,” Susan added as she gripped the side of the carriage and climbed down.

      Alethea still held Henry’s hand. He had not had chance to turn and help Susan. His gaze caught hold of hers and the hard directness in his brown eyes said—rebellious, anomaly—when she did not allow him the time to help her.

      She turned towards the house, turning away from the memories in her mind’s eye, of Henry lying on the sofa in the library and standing in only his dressing gown covered in mottled, awful, bruising. Hateful empathy. “I will leave you two to gossip and recover from your days of separation. I am going to paint.” She did not look back nor await an answer but walked briskly on into the house, seeking the sanctuary of the library. If he intended to propose he would not wish for an audience.

      The clock chimed twelve times, and almost immediately afterwards there was a hard knock on the library door.

      “Come in!”

      Henry opened it, and Samson, his shadow, walked into the room. “I have come to see if you wish to take luncheon with us. You are like a mole buried away in here, Susan.”

      Rebellious… A mole was far more like the names she expected him to call her.

      She rested her brush in the bowl of water and straightened. Her hand lifted so that her fingers could push her spectacles farther up the bridge of her nose.

      Henry smiled and walked towards her.

      At least on this occasion he’d left the door ajar.

      “The other day you called me rebellious, I cannot think of two greater extremes. I cannot imagine a rebellious mole.” She picked up the rag and took the brush out of the water to wipe it.

      “You have been considering that haven’t you? I mean you have been thinking about the word rebellious.” His voice mocked, but then he smiled at her. “I said it because you like to hide in corners and pretend compliance when really you will walk away from СКАЧАТЬ