After Anna. Alex Lake

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      As far as Julia knew people came down here to play on the swings with their children, but apparently not. When Anna was home she doubted they would be playing here again.

      The other boy, the one who had not spoken, stood up. He was older than she’d thought, maybe nineteen, tall, and thin, and had a pock-marked face, the result of bad, untreated acne at some point in his early teens. He sniffed, then hawked and spit on the roundabout.

      They were definitely not coming down here again.

      ‘Come on,’ he said. ‘Come wi’ me.’ He grabbed his crotch and thrust it towards her, then nodded towards the bushes. ‘You can have some of this. You’ve been missing it, I can tell. Don’t get much off your old man, right? I’ve met some of your type before, not so old you’ve give up, still need your hole busted from time to time.’

      His voice was flat and toneless and he was staring at her, his face drawn in a slight sneer, as though he was looking at something faintly disgusting.

      He took a step towards her. It was quick, and purposeful.

      ‘Come on,’ he urged, ‘you’ll like it once we get started.’

      And then she imagined Anna, wandering into this park and encountering the pock-marked boy and his friends, or people like them.

      If that was the world her daughter was in, she didn’t stand a chance.

      Julia turned and ran towards her car. Thankfully, she’d not locked the door, so she was inside in a couple of seconds. She slammed it behind her and locked it, then fumbled in her pocket for her keys.

      They weren’t there.

      She put on the cabin light and looked around. She checked her coat pockets again, then patted her jeans. Nothing.

      There was a knock on the window. The pock-marked boy had his face pressed to the glass. He waggled his tongue from side to side in a gross imitation of oral sex.

      ‘Well, well,’ he said, his voice faint through the window. ‘Seems you might have a little problem, doesn’t it?’

       iv.

      He pulled his face back an inch from the window. There was a smear where his lips had been pressed to the glass.

      ‘Want these?’ He held up Julia’s car keys. ‘Dropped ’em, didn’t you?’

      ‘Give them to me,’ Julia said.

      ‘Open your door. They’re all yours.’

      She picked up her phone. ‘I’m calling the police.’

      The boy shrugged. ‘I’ve done nowt wrong,’ he said.

      She dialled 999, her eyes fixed on the boy’s pock-marked face. She thought he would leave now that she had the phone to her ear, but whether he did or not she wanted the police there. She was not getting out of the car on her own.

      The boy examined the keys. He held a Yale between his thumb and forefinger, the bunch dangling from it.

      ‘This your house key?’ He unwound it from the bunch. He threw the rest of the keys into a bush and put the Yale in his pocket. ‘Maybe I’ll pay you a visit.’

      ‘Hello,’ Julia said, when the operator answered. ‘Police, please.’

      The pock-marked face disappeared. She heard laughter as the boys went back through the gate into the park.

      When the police dispatcher came on the line, Julia was shaking so violently she found it hard to keep the phone to her ear.

      ‘I need help,’ she said. ‘I’m at Queen Mary’s Park.’

      One of the police officers found the house key by the roundabout, where the pock-marked boy must have discarded it. He handed it to Julia. She didn’t like to touch it. It felt contaminated.

      ‘Looks like they were just trying to scare you,’ he said. ‘A lot of them are like that. Big talkers.’

      He took out his notepad. ‘Can you describe them?’ he asked.

      Julia had a clear picture – a picture she thought she wouldn’t forget in a hurry – of a sneering, acne-scarred face at her car window. She described it to the officer.

      ‘Sounds like Bobby Myler,’ he said. ‘And sounds like the kind of stunt he’d pull.’

      ‘You know him?’ Julia asked.

      ‘He’s what we call “known to the police”’, the other officer said. ‘In other words he’s a bloody yob who’s been in trouble since he first drew breath.’

      ‘Can you arrest him then?’ Julia said.

      The officer pursed his lips. ‘What did he actually do?’ he said. ‘He was an offensive little turd, for sure, but he didn’t touch you. And you dropped your keys.’

      ‘So he just gets away with it?’

      ‘I’m afraid so. I’m sorry. I wish it were different, I really do.’ The officer folded his notebook open. ‘Just for the record,’ he said. ‘What’s your name?’

      ‘Julia Crowne.’

      ‘And what brought you to the park at this time of the morning?’

      ‘I’m looking for my daughter.’

      His hand paused mid-word and he looked at her. ‘That’s your daughter? The little girl who’s missing?’

      ‘Yes,’ Julia said. ‘I couldn’t sleep.’

      He nodded. ‘There are a lot of people looking,’ he said. ‘We’ll find her, Mrs Crowne.’

      He did a good job of reassuring. Julia supposed he’d had plenty of practice. But she didn’t believe him. In between hearing that she was Mrs Crowne, mother of Anna Crowne, and his smile of professional reassurance, there was a gap. It was a fraction of a second, but it was enough for an emotion to cross his face, and it was the worst emotion a mother in her position could witness: it was pity.

      So it’s you who’s going through hell, his expression said. God help you.

      And then it was gone, replaced by that studied reassurance, but she’d seen it. The same thing had happened once before so she knew what she was looking for. The first time she’d been pregnant she and Brian had gone to a gynaecologist for the first scan. A nervous first-timer, she’d pressed for it as early as possible, and they’d gone at eleven weeks.

      Well, the doctor, a woman in her fifties who smelled vaguely of cigarette smoke, had said, the baby is due on February 3^rd.

      No, Julia replied, it’s mid-January. I got pregnant on April 24^th. I was ovulating then.

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