Philippa Gregory 3-Book Tudor Collection 2: The Queen’s Fool, The Virgin’s Lover, The Other Queen. Philippa Gregory
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      ‘Nobody laughs at my jests,’ he said. ‘So I tried to see if they would laugh at my silence. And since they prefer a silent fool, they will love a sleeping fool. And if I am asleep I will not know if they are laughing or not. So I can comfort myself that I am very amusing. I dream of my wit and then I wake up laughing. It’s a witty thought, is it not?’

      ‘Very,’ I said.

      He turned to me. ‘The princess has come, has she?’

      I nodded.

      ‘Ill?’

      ‘Very. Truly ill, I think.’

      ‘The queen could offer her an instant cure for all pain. She has become a surgeon, she specialises in amputations.’

      ‘Please God it does not come to that,’ I said quickly. ‘But Will, tell me – did Robert Dudley make a good death? Was it quick?’

      ‘Still alive,’ he said. ‘Against all the odds.’

      I felt my heart turn over. ‘Dear God, they told me he was beheaded.’

      ‘Steady,’ Will said. ‘Here, put your head between your knees.’

      From a long way off I heard his voice ask me:

      ‘Better now? Swoony little maid?’

      I straightened up.

      ‘Blushing now,’ Will observed. ‘Soon be out of breeches with the blood flowing this fast, my little maid.’

      ‘You are sure he is alive? I thought he was dead. They told me he was dead.’

      ‘He should be dead, God knows. He’s seen his father and his brother and his poor sister-in-law all taken out and executed underneath his window and yet he’s still there,’ Will said. ‘Perhaps his hair is white with shock but his head’s still on his shoulders.’

      ‘He’s alive?’ I could still hardly believe it. ‘You’re sure?’

      ‘For the moment.’

      ‘Could I visit him without trouble?’

      He laughed. ‘The Dudleys always bring trouble,’ he said.

      ‘I mean without being suspected.’

      He shook his head. ‘This is a court gone dark,’ he said sadly. ‘Nobody can do anything without being suspected. That is why I sleep. I cannot be accused of plotting in my sleep. I have an innocent sleep. I take care not to dream.’

      ‘I just want to see him,’ I said. I could not keep the longing from my voice. ‘Just to see him and know that he is alive and will stay alive.’

      ‘He is like any man,’ Will said fairly. ‘Mortal. I can assure you that he is alive today. But I can’t tell you for how long. That will have to satisfy you.’

       Spring 1554

      In the days that followed I went between the queen’s apartments and Lady Elizabeth’s, but in neither place could I be comfortable. The queen was tight-lipped and determined. She knew that Elizabeth must die for treason, and yet she could not bear to send the girl to the Tower. The council examined the princess and were certain that she had known everything of the plot, that she had masterminded one half of it, that she would have held Ashridge to the north for the rebels while they took London from the south, and that – and this was the worst – that she had summoned help from France for the rebellion. It was thanks to the loyalty of London that the queen was on the throne and the princess under arrest and not the other way around.

      Though everyone urged it on her, the queen was reluctant to try Elizabeth with a charge of treason, because of the uproar it would create in the country. She had been dismayed by the numbers who had come out for Elizabeth’s rebellion, no-one could predict how many might come out to save her life. A further thirty men were marched home to Kent to be hanged in their own towns and villages but there could be no doubt that there would be hundreds ready to take their place if they thought that the Protestant princess was to be sent to the scaffold.

      And worse than that: Queen Mary could not force her own determination. She had hoped that Elizabeth would come to court a penitent, and they could have reconciled. She had hoped that Elizabeth would have learned that Mary was stronger than her, that she could command the city even if Elizabeth could summon half of Kent. But Elizabeth would not confess, would not beg her sister for mercy. Prideful and unyielding, she continued to swear that she was innocent of anything, and Mary could not bear to see her with the lies on her lips. Hour after hour the queen knelt before her prie-dieu, her chin on her hands, her eyes fixed on the crucifix, praying for guidance as to what she should do with her treacherous sister.

      ‘She would have beheaded you in minutes,’ Jane Dormer said bluntly when the queen rose from her knees and walked to the fireside, leaning her head against the stone chimney breast and looking into the flames. ‘She would have had your head off your shoulders the moment she put the crown on her own. She would not have cared if you were guilty of envy or rebellion. She would have killed you for simply being the heir.’

      ‘She is my sister,’ Mary replied. ‘I taught her to walk. I held her hands while she stumbled. Am I now to send her to hell?’

      Jane Dormer shrugged her disagreement, and picked up her sewing.

      ‘I shall pray for guidance,’ the queen said quietly. ‘I must find a way to live with Elizabeth.’

      The cold days turned warmer in March and the skies grew pale earlier in the mornings and later at night. The court stayed on tiptoe, watching to see what would happen to the princess. She was examined almost daily by the councillors but the queen would not see her face to face. ‘I cannot,’ she said shortly, and I knew then that she was nerving herself to send Elizabeth to trial, and from there it would be a short walk to the scaffold.

      They had enough evidence to hang her three times over but still the queen waited. Just before Easter I was glad to get a letter from my father asking me if I could absent myself from court for a week and come to the shop. He said he was unwell and needed someone to open and close the shutters for him, but I was not to worry, it was just a passing fever and Daniel came every day.

      I was a little irritated at the thought of Daniel in constant attendance, but I took the letter to the queen and when she gave me leave, packed a spare pair of breeches and a new clean linen shirt, and made my way to the princess’s apartment.

      ‘I have been given leave to go to my home, to my father,’ I said as I knelt before her.

      There was a clatter from the room above. The royal cousin Lady Margaret Douglas’s kitchen had been moved over Elizabeth’s bedroom, and they had not been asked to work quietly. Judging from the noise, they had been given extra pans just to bang together. Lady Margaret, a sour-faced Tudor, would have a strong claim to the throne if Elizabeth were to die and she had every reason to drive the princess into irritable exhaustion.

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