Vacant Possession. Hilary Mantel

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СКАЧАТЬ an extra blanket but they say, no no, fat man.’ Giuseppe rubbed his side. ‘My chest hurts. I’m a tramp. I go to Clacton. It’s winter. I get a lodging and I walk by the sea.’ He closed his eyes and screwed up his face. ‘Mother of God, it’s so lonely in Clacton.’

      ‘Just remember your medication,’ they said to Sholto. ‘A community nurse will call and see you.’

      ‘Not if I see her first,’ Sholto said.

      Sholto got out on a Thursday. He was all set for his sister Myra’s house. He made his way along the street, carrying his navy-blue holdall, the yellow nylon straps wound around his wrist. When Myra saw him coming she locked the door.

      Sholto walked on to the corner. When he turned off Adelaide Street, a terrible sight met his eyes. The whole district had been razed. Osborne Street was down, Spring Gardens had been flattened. The Primitive Methodist Chapel was boarded up and all the gravestones had been taken away. He tramped through the meadow of blight where the bones of Primitive Methodists had once rested; the ground was strewn with glass and broken pots. He squatted down, turning over the shards. The weather was damp; his holdall was smeared with yellow clay. From where he knelt he looked up and read a sign: MOTORWAY LINK BEGINS MAY 1983.

      Where the Travellers’ Call had been there was a field of rosebay willowherb and scrap metal. There were a few aimless piles of red brick, two feet high, and in places the earth was turned up, as if someone had begun to dig foundations here and then thought better of it. Only the Rifle Volunteer was still standing, at the corner of where Sicily Street used to be. It was eleven thirty, and while he watched, the landlord put on the lights and came out to open the doors. He stooped ponderously to draw out the bolt, and stood gazing for a minute at the sky; then he looked across the wasteland, shading his eyes as if he were scanning the prairie. Sholto was the only human figure within his view. There was a rusting refrigerator lying on its back, a swastika spray-gunned on a wall; human faeces. Sholto felt the straps of his holdall cutting into his wrists. Picking his feet out of the mud, scraping his shoe on a handy brick, he began to make his way towards the Rifle Volunteer. I thought the war was over, Sholto said.

      Miss Tidmarsh was nearly fifty now, and still going strong. Her shiny new car waited outside on the gravel. Muriel followed her; withered flanks inside a scarlet bib-and-brace. ‘Guess what!’ Miss Tidmarsh said. ‘We think we’ve found you a job. Who’s a lucky girl?’

      She reached a hand across Muriel, pulled her seat belt and snapped it fastened. They crunched off over the gravel. Even Miss Tidmarsh’s style of driving seemed less mature than it had been. Muriel said, ‘Whatever happened to Miss Field?’

      Miss Tidmarsh glanced at her sideways. ‘Fancy you remembering Miss Field! Was she your social worker?’

      ‘Such a lovely person,’ Muriel said dotingly. It was an expression the nurses used, about lady doctors who did not snub them and relatives who did not pester.

      ‘Did you think so? She left. Went to work in a bank, if I remember. I think she got married or something.’

      They shot out of the main gate and onto the road to town. Muriel didn’t look back.

      She started off as a cleaner, pulling a little trolley with her brush and her mop and her scouring powder and her special bucket. She had her name written on the trolley: MURIEL. She slopped her water about the corridors and under the tables in the canteen; she tipped her powder down the lavatories, and sang while she plied her mop. She learned to sing with a cigarette in her mouth, because cigarettes were what the factory made, and any worker was at liberty to pluck the finished article from the machines and puff away during the tea break and the half-hour for lunch.

      At the end of the first week Maureen said to her: ‘Muriel, love, I don’t know what to say. Look at your brush, it’s all worn down to stumps. Have you been chewing it?’ Maureen sighed heavily. ‘There’s a wheel coming off MURIEL. You’ve got through as much powder as I use in three months. And look at your Eeziwipes; they’re all over the place.’

      Muriel stood looking down at her feet.

      ‘No point putting your bottom lip out,’ Maureen said. ‘I don’t know, where’ve you been all your life? I suppose some can clean and some can’t, and that’s all there is to it.’

      ‘Am I discharged then?’

      ‘That’s not up to me, duck. There’s enough on the dole as it is. On your own at home, are you?’

      ‘I am at the moment. But I’m expecting my mother.’

      ‘Ah, that’s nice. Well, look, lovey, buck up now. Perhaps we can get you on Ripping.’

      That first weekend of freedom, Muriel paid a visit to her old home. It was quite a distance from the room that Miss Tidmarsh had found for her. She saw buses going about the streets, but she didn’t know how to get one to go in the right direction. So she walked; she had nothing else to do.

      Considering how many years had passed, the district hadn’t changed much. She turned off Lauderdale Road, where she used to wait for the minibus. She paused for a few moments before the house where the fox terrier used to live, and took a good look. The stained glass and the net curtains had gone. The woodwork was painted white, and there was a panelled front door of polished wood, with a brass knocker in the shape of a lion’s head; and a carriage lamp on the wall. It looked very smart. If the dog came out, I could kick it, she thought. She turned the corner. Buckingham Avenue had hardly altered at all. Each house stood set back from the road behind its neat privet hedge. Peering down between the houses, she saw the thick clumps of rhododendrons, the striped lawns, the trellised archways for climbing roses. At number 2, her home, there were big stone urns on either side of the door; flowering plants spilled out of them, and a hanging basket swung from the porch. The shrubs had been cleared from the side of the house, and they had put up a flat-roofed extension, bright red brick against the pebble-dash. The windows gleamed. She walked to the gate and traced the number with her finger. She would never have believed that her mother’s house could look like this. She felt lonely.

      She hung about for a while on the other side of the road, waiting to see if anyone would come out. Other people lived in the house, and she knew who; that monster of lust called Colin Sidney, who had seized his chance to buy it up cheap and move in next door to his scheming sister. What about the spare room, she wondered. Had there been an eviction, or were they still forced to keep the door locked?

      Muriel waited for an hour. No one came in or out of number 2. Her feet hurt and she was thirsty. Presently she set off to walk back to her lodgings and sleep until it was time to go to the factory again. I can come again next week, she thought.

      The Ripping Room had sixteen occupants, ranged at two long tables. Kieran came from the lift, pulling his trolley. ‘I’m a YOP,’ he told Muriel. ‘They get me cheap.’

      ‘What’s a Yop?’ Muriel asked.

      ‘Don’t you know? It’s a Youth Opportunity.’ He added, ‘we get a lot of those.’

      ‘Kieran brings the boxes,’ Edna said. ‘Right? These are old cigarettes, right, off shop shelves what have gone out of date. On that trolley he’s got 200,000 rotten old fags. You get your box, right? Take out the packets. Open the packets, right?’ She looked around her. ‘Kieran, where’s our boxes, where’s our bloody stacking boxes, where’s our Universal Containers?’

      Kieran came sloping up. ‘I was putting me lipstick on,’ he said. ‘I’m entitled.’

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