Phase Space. Stephen Baxter

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      After a time his fluid was drained and he was taken out of the sac. It was uncomfortable and dry and his head hurt. He was pinned to a table. He was naked now, his orange flight suit gone. He did not seem able to resist, or even to help in any way, had he wished.

      He was in another room, big and bright.

      Though he was not uncomfortable, he found he could not move, not even close his eyes. He was forced to stare unceasingly up at a ceiling, which glowed with light.

      He waited, laid out like a slab of meat in a butcher’s shop.

      His fear faded. Even his bewilderment receded, failing to overwhelm him. Who were these monkey-people? Who were they to treat him like this? … But he could not move, so much as a finger.

      One of the monkey-faces appeared before him. It studied him, with – at least – interest. He wondered if this was the one who, an immeasurable time before, had beheld him with a trace of compassion.

      … Do not be afraid.

      The wizened mouth did not move, and he could not understand how he heard the words, yet he did.

      However, he was not afraid.

      The being seemed to be hesitating. Do you know who you are?

      Of course he knew who he was! He was Flight Major Yuri Gagarin! The first man in space! …

      He remembered the laughter.

      He felt anger course through him, dispelling the last of his fear. Who were these people to mock him?

       This should not have happened. It has never happened before.

      Hands – human, but stretched and distorted – reached towards him. And then withdrew.

      It may be you have the entitlement to understand more, before we … The sentience laws aren’t clear in this situation. Do you know where you are?

      He had no answer. If not in orbit, then on Earth, of course. But where? Was this America?

      No. Not America. The misshaped head turned.

      The ceiling turned to glass.

      He could see a sky. But not the sky of Earth. Two stars nestled at the zenith, so close they almost touched, connected by a fat umbilical of glowing gas. One, the larger, was sky blue, the other, small, fierce and bright, carried hints of emerald.

      Around this binary star, a crude spiral of glowing gas had been cast off, and lay sprawled across more distant stars. And before those stars a fainter cloud glowed, bubbles of green light, like pieces of floating forest.

      The bubbles were cities in space, and they turned the starlight green.

      Gagarin shrank within himself. Was he seeing the future of man? How far had he come from Earth? A thousand light years? More? He was, he realized, very far from home …

      And yet, in his awe and wonder, he remembered the laughter. Had he been brought back from the dead to be mocked?

       No. Listen.

      Voices, booming around him:

      

      … Yuri Gagarin, Hero of the Soviet Union, would never again fly in space. There have been many monuments to him.

       His ashes were to be buried in the wall of the Kremlin, an enduring mark of his prestige. He would be commemorated by statues, in the cosmonauts’ training ground at Star City, and another on a pillar overlooking a Moscow street called Leninski Prospect.

      The cosmonauts would remember him in their own way, by aping the actions he took on his final day: on each mission they would watch the film he saw the night before his flight – White Sun in the Desert – they would sign the doors of their rooms as he did, they would even pause in their bus transports to the booster rockets to climb outside to urinate, as he did.

       The site where Gagarin crashed his MiG-15 became a shrine, with a memorial and a tablet recording his life. And every spring, the people who looked after this shrine would trim the tops of the trees along the angle of his crashing plane, so that it was possible to stand by his memorial and look up and see through the gap to the sky …

       Mankind has covered the Galaxy. But nowhere away from the Earth has life been found, beyond simple one-celled creatures.

       When Yuri Gagarin was born, Earth was one little world holding all the life there was, to all intents and purposes. And it would have stayed that way if Gagarin and his generation – Americans and Russians – had not risked their lives to enter space in their converted ICBMs and primitive little capsules.

       The destiny of all life, forever, was in their hands. And if they had failed – if they had turned back from space, if war had come and they had turned themselves to piles of radioactive ash – there might now, in this future age, be no life, no mind, anywhere. For every human alive in 1961, there are now billions – perhaps tens of billions. Gagarin’s simple flight in his Vostok spaceship was perhaps the most important event in the history of mankind, our greatest wonder of all …

      The monkey face, looking in at him. Perhaps, he thought, it might once have been human. Do you understand what is being said? This is what we tell people. It is what this – monument – is for. Every day, Gagarin flies again.

       You see that Gagarin will never be forgotten. Gagarin’s actions, heroic and trivial, continue to haunt our present.

      Emotions swirled in him: pride, terror, awe, loneliness.

      He tried to understand how this might have been done. Had they stolen his ashes from the wall of the Kremlin, somehow recombined them to –?

       No. Not that.

      Then what? And what of Valentia, Yelena, Galya? Where they buried under dust millennia deep?

      … Enough. It is time to rest.

      To rest … And when he woke? What would become of Yuri Gagarin, in this impossible year? Would he be placed in a zoo, like an ape man?

       But you are not Gagarin.

      … And now, as he tried to comprehend that, for long seconds his mind was empty of thought.

      But his memories – his wife and daughters, the thrust of the booster, the sweet air of the steppe – were so real. How could it be so?

       You should never have become aware of this.

      Oddly, he felt tempted to apologize.

       There have been more than three thousand of you before without mishap – in fact, you are Poyekhali 3201 …

      His name. At least he had learned his name.

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