The Good Guy. Dean Koontz

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СКАЧАТЬ the bar though it was clean, and Tim said, “You got lucky, finding Michelle. They don’t make them like her anymore.”

      “Michelle’s thirty, same age as us. If they don’t make ’em like her anymore, where’d she come from?”

      “It’s a mystery.”

      “To be a winner, you gotta be in the game,” Rooney said.

      “I’m in the game.”

      “Shooting hoops alone isn’t a game.”

      “Don’t worry about me. I’ve got women beating on my door.”

      “Yeah,” Rooney said, “but they come in pairs and they want to tell you about Jesus.”

      “Nothing wrong with that. They care about my soul. Anybody ever tell you, you’re a sarcastic sonofabitch?”

      “You did. Like a thousand times. I never get tired of hearing it. This guy was in here earlier, he’s forty, never been married, and now they cut off his testicles.”

      “Who cut off his testicles?”

      “Some doctors.”

      “You get me the names of those doctors,” Tim said. “I don’t want to go to one by accident.”

      “The guy had cancer. Point is, now he can never have kids.”

      “What’s so great about having kids, the way the world is?”

      Rooney looked like a black-belt wannabe who, though never having taken a karate lesson, had tried to break a lot of concrete blocks with his face. His eyes, however, were blue windows full of warm light, and his heart was good.

      “That’s what it’s all about,” Rooney said. “A wife, kids, a place you can hold fast to while the rest of the world spins apart.”

      “Methuselah lived to be nine hundred, and he was begetting kids right to the end.”

      “Begetting?”

      “That’s what they did in those days. They begot.”

      “So you’re going to—what?—wait to start a family till you’re six hundred?”

      “You and Michelle don’t have kids.”

      “We’re workin’ on it.” Rooney bent over, folded his arms on the bar, and put himself face-to-face with Tim. “What’d you do today, Doorman?”

      Tim frowned. “Don’t call me that.”

      “So what’d you do today?”

      “The usual. Built some wall.”

      “What’ll you do tomorrow?”

      “Build some more wall.”

      “Who for?”

      “For whoever pays me.”

      “I work this place seventy hours a week, sometimes longer, but not for the customers.”

      “Your customers are aware of that,” Tim assured him.

      “Who’s the sarcastic sonofabitch now?”

      “You still have the crown, but I’m a contender.”

      “I work for Michelle and for the kids we’re gonna have. You need somebody to work for besides who pays you, somebody special to build something with, to share a future with.”

      “Liam, you sure do have beautiful eyes.”

      “Me and Michelle—we worry about you, bro.”

      Tim puckered his lips.

      Rooney said, “Alone doesn’t work for anybody.”

      Tim made kissing noises.

      Leaning closer, until their faces were mere inches apart, Rooney said, “You want to kiss me?”

      “Well, you seem to care about me so much.”

      “I’ll park my ass on the bar. You can kiss that.”

      “No thanks. I don’t want to have to cut off my lips.”

      “You know what your problem is, Doorman?”

      “There you go again.”

      “Autophobia.”

      “Wrong. I’m not afraid of cars.”

      “You’re afraid of yourself. No, that isn’t right, either. You’re afraid of your potential.”

      “You’d make a great high-school guidance counselor,” Tim said. “I thought this place served free pretzels. Where’re my pretzels?”

      “Some drunk threw up on them. I’ve almost finished wiping them off.”

      “Okay. But I don’t want them if they’re soggy.”

      Rooney fetched a bowl of pretzels from the backbar and put them beside Tim’s beer. “Michelle has this cousin, Shaydra, she’s sweet.”

      “What kind of name is Shaydra? Isn’t anyone named Mary anymore?”

      “I’m gonna set you up with Shaydra for a date.”

      “No point to it. Tomorrow, I’m having my testicles cut off.”

      “Put them in a jar, bring them on the date. It’ll be a great ice-breaker,” said Rooney, and returned to the other end of the bar, where the three lively customers were busy paying the college tuition for the as-yet-unborn Rooney children.

      For a few minutes, Tim worked at convincing himself that beer and pretzels were all he needed. Conviction was assisted by picturing Shaydra as a bovine person with one eyebrow and foot-long braided nose hairs.

      As usual, the tavern soothed him. He didn’t even need the beer to take the sharp edges off his day; the room itself did the job, though he did not fully understand the reason for its calming effect.

      The air smelled of stale beer and fresh beer, of spilled brine from the big sausage jar, of bar wax and shuffleboard powder. From the small kitchen came the aroma of hamburgers frying on a griddle and onion rings crispening in hot oil.

      The warm bath of agreeable scents, the illuminated Budweiser clock and the soft shadows in which he sat, the murmurs of the couples in the booths behind him and the immortal voice of Patsy Cline on the jukebox were so familiar that by comparison his own home would seem to be foreign territory.

      Maybe the tavern comforted him because it represented, if not permanence, at least continuance. In a world rapidly and ceaselessly transforming, the Lamplighter resisted the slightest change.

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