Название: The Emma of Normandy 2-book Collection: Shadow on the Crown and The Price of Blood
Автор: Patricia Bracewell
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Приключения: прочее
isbn: 9780008134990
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Margot turned Emma’s face so that she looked into the familiar eyes of the woman who had cared for her for as long as she could remember.
‘I do not believe,’ Margot said, ‘in a God that punishes unborn children for a mother’s hasty words. Nor should you. Think you that the Lord cannot read your heart? Surely He knows that you loved this child. We shall never know why such an innocent was lost to us, nor should we ask to know the workings of God. We can only thank Him for your safe deliverance and pray that your womb quickens with child again soon.’
But God had, indeed, read her heart, and He had found wickedness there. She looked over at the tiny bundle still in Wymarc’s arms, and her anguish at her loss engulfed her yet again. What would happen now? What if her womb never quickened again? Or what if it did, but she gave birth only to dead children? Her life would have been a complete and utter waste.
She turned her face into the pillow to stifle her tears, and a moment later felt a gentle hand upon her head and heard Margot’s soothing voice.
‘You must do your grieving now, my lady,’ Margot whispered, ‘and then I beg you to let this babe go. You cannot cling to it, not even in your heart. There will be other babes.’
‘But what if there are not?’ She grieved for the babe, but it was not that loss that terrified her. It was her fear of what the future held that weighed upon her like a black cloud. She did not know how to dispel it.
‘You will have more children,’ Margot said, and her voice held a matter-of-fact certainty that Emma clutched at with hope.
She turned to face Margot, searching for reassurance. The age lines in that familiar face seemed deeper than usual. It had been a long, weary night for Margot, too, yet her eyes were clear and bright, and when Emma looked into their brown depths they did not blink. ‘How can you be sure?’ she whispered.
‘Because,’ the old woman said, taking Emma’s hand into her own and squeezing it, ‘there is no reason on this earth why you should not.’ She heaved a long sigh. ‘I speak to you as one who lost three babes, one after another, born before their time. Yet I saw six sons grow to manhood. Your mother, too, lost three babes in much the same way. Did you not know?’
Emma shook her head. She had been the youngest. All she knew of childbirth she had witnessed when Judith had presented Richard with a son after a labour so brief that even Margot had been astonished.
Margot was smiling now. ‘It will take no miracle for you to get with child again, my lady, so long as the king is willing. The miracle would be if you did not.’
So long as the king is willing. And what of her willingness to give her body to the king? That duty was demanded of her by the laws of church and state, but she could not bear to think of it. Not now. With this child she had attained a small portion of the prestige that was due to her. Now all was lost.
She closed her eyes, numb with a weariness that she did not wish to master. She felt as though she had fallen into a deep well, and she could not convince herself that she had the strength or the will to climb out of it again.
On Easter Monday the Winchester market bustled with activity. Villagers from nearby hamlets had been drawn to the spring fair to celebrate winter’s end, and the Ceap was filled with buyers, sellers, and a large number of gawkers. Merchant stalls lining both sides of the street displayed goods that came from as near as London and as far away as Constantinople.
By midday Elgiva, escorted by several of her brother’s hearth guards, had been browsing the market for some time. Although the sun was bright, a chill wind blew from the south and was finding its way beneath her cloak. Elgiva felt cold to her very bones, but it had nothing to do with the breeze.
She had sent Groa to the palace close for news of the queen, and by her reckoning, Groa should have been back long before now. Any rumours about Emma would flash through the palace like wildfire. Groa had only to wander near the bread ovens or the brewing cauldrons to glean anything of interest, so where was she?
Nervously Elgiva fingered a length of gold-threaded silk, ignoring the mercer’s eager prattle. What if something had gone amiss? She picked up a length of russet silk and saw that the merchant – a tall, thin man with a beaky nose and the eyes of a hawk – watched her with inordinate interest. Her hands were trembling so badly that the silk rippled, and she set it aside for fear that the merchant would notice her distress. A moment later she saw Groa hurrying towards her from the direction of the palace.
‘Put this aside for me,’ she said to the mercer, pointing to the bolt of silk with as pleasant a smile as she could muster. She had been here too long; it might arouse suspicion if she left without a purchase. ‘I’ll send someone for it later.’
Gesturing at her brother’s men to walk several steps behind her, she grasped Groa’s arm and walked in the direction of Shieldmaker Street, where her brother’s town house lay.
‘What is the news?’ she demanded.
‘The child is no more, my lady,’ Groa murmured.
So it had actually worked. She breathed a long sigh of relief. The child was dead, and she would not be the only one in the kingdom to rejoice at the news.
‘What of the queen?’ she asked.
Groa shook her head. ‘I could learn nothing of the queen except that she had lost the babe. The king and his sons rode to the hunt today, so we can presume that she is well enough. It may be days before we learn if she has taken any hurt from the potion.’
‘And if she does?’ Elgiva whispered. ‘Will there likely be any suspicion about the wine?’
‘Nay,’ Groa murmured. ‘The queen’s new cupbearer was too dazzled by the courtly glitter to take any notice of what I did near the flagon. And even if suspicions were aroused, how could anyone determine who was responsible? There are many at court who have no desire to see this queen bear a child, and that includes the king’s own sons. Be assured that no one will question this loss, or even mourn it overmuch.’
‘Then it has turned out as well as we could have hoped,’ Elgiva said. ‘You have done very well.’
‘I have other news.’ Groa’s voice was smug. ‘You are to be summoned back into the queen’s service, perhaps as soon as today.’
Elgiva slowed her step a little.
‘This must be the king’s doing.’ She had seen him watching her yesterday when she had been so attentive to Wulfgeat and Leofwine. She had set out to make him jealous, and apparently she had succeeded.
‘He still desires you,’ Groa insisted.
Of course he desired her. She never doubted it. He would have her back at court, and Emma could do nothing about it.
How swiftly the queen’s ascendant star had fallen with the loss of the child, and how quickly her own, now, would rise again.