The Emma of Normandy 2-book Collection: Shadow on the Crown and The Price of Blood. Patricia Bracewell
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      Emma dropped her hands to her lap and took a breath.

      ‘The king must be told of the child,’ she said slowly, planning her next move as if a battle lay before her, ‘but not yet. This will remain a secret until I can tell him myself.’

      Somehow she must find the strength to face him – not as a supplicant but as a queen whose fertility had been proven. She would demand the status to which she was entitled. She would insist upon complete control over her properties and her household. She would claim the freedom to come and go as she pleased.

      She would be a queen, and no longer a captive.

      Before the week was out Emma had sent a message to Ealdorman Ælfric, asking him to wait upon her. When he arrived he answered all her questions regarding events at court, and he told her of the present concerns of the nobles and the common folk who were the lifeblood of the kingdom.

      She learned that the king had settled in Bath for the Lenten season and had marked Athelstan as his heir by presenting him with the Sword of Offa. She learned that Elgiva remained the king’s favoured companion in spite of the guarded disapproval of the prelates who travelled with the court.

      ‘They fear the Lord’s wrath at this sin,’ Ælfric said. ‘There are many, my lady, who would greet your return to court with rejoicing.’

      Emma considered his words carefully, weighing the will of the bishops and abbots against the desires of a wilful king. When Ælfric left he carried with him a message to Æthelred, bidding him to attend her at Wherwell on his return journey to Winchester. In the weeks that followed Emma planned and prayed, gathered her strength, and sought to accept the promise of life that was growing within her but that seemed like a dark burden too heavy to bear.

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       Holy Week, March 1003

       Wherwell Abbey, Hampshire

      Elgiva rode on a plodding horse through a steady, drenching rain along a muddy track leading, she supposed, to Wherwell Abbey. She was miserable. It had started to rain at noontide, and now, three hours later, the waxed wool of her fur-lined cloak was sodden. Water dripped from the ends of her soaked hair, from her nose, from her elbows and fingertips. Her wet skirts clung to her legs, and she was bitterly cold. She longed to be tucked up, warm and dry, in a thick feather bed next to a blazing fire, but she had little hope that she would find such respite at the end of today’s journey. She had been to Wherwell once before, and unless things had changed greatly, she would likely be offered nothing more comfortable than a straw pallet in the nuns’ guest dormitory.

      At least they would not put her in a cell, she thought with a shudder. She had been afraid of small, dark spaces from the time she was a child – when her brother Wulf had lured her into her mother’s clothes coffer, fastened the lid, and then forgotten about her. It had been hours before she was missed and rescued, and for days after she had been wretched and ill. The very thought of spending even a single hour in a nun’s dark, tiny cell made her stomach heave.

      She glanced at Wulf, riding at her side. Where, she wondered, would he sleep tonight? He would probably find himself a pretty girl with a welcoming bed somewhere in the village. The king, riding in front of her with the bishop of Winchester, would sleep in the chamber set aside for royal visitors. Sadly for her, she would not share it, for she was one of the pleasures that the king had forsworn during this last week of Lent.

      Elgiva hated the Lenten season. The endless prayers of repentance bored her, and the Lenten rituals of bodily mortification drove her to near madness. She could understand why the priests would encourage it among the common folk. By the time Lent came around most of their winter food stores had been depleted. Urging them to fast for the sake of their souls was merely putting a good face on what they were forced to do in any case. But the king was wealthy enough to set a decent table even in the lean months, so why must his court live on a diet of boiled greens and fish?

      Their rations on this journey from Bath to Wherwell seemed to Elgiva to be especially meagre. She was hungry all the time, and the fasting did no more for her humour than did the wretched rain. Thank God that Lent was nearly done.

      The past five weeks, however, unpleasant as they had been, were not an utter waste of time. She had spent many hours at the king’s side, distracting him from the worrisome details of governance by telling him stories that she invented out of the thinnest air. She embellished tales that she had heard at her grandmother’s knee, and she made up stories about kings and battles set in strange lands peopled with terrible monsters.

      Her favourite story was that of the king whose queen was barren. In it the childless queen begged her husband to allow her to enter a convent so that she could offer prayers for the safety of his kingdom, which was under attack by invaders from the far north. And so, reluctantly, the king agreed. He sent the queen to a convent and took another wife, who fought at his side to save his people.

      She had spun this story one evening in Bath as the king sat in the hall with a score of his thegns. When the tale was finished she turned to Æthelred and arched her brows at him.

      ‘Could a king set aside a barren queen in such a way?’ she asked, feigning ignorance, for she knew the answer.

      Æthelred’s face turned thoughtful.

      ‘A king may follow his own desires where women are concerned,’ he mused. ‘The emperor Charles Magnus took five queens to wife, replacing them one after another when he wearied of them. He did not even need the excuse of barrenness to repudiate them, although several of them, I understand, were childless.’ He cocked his head at her. ‘Are you wheedling me for a crown, lady? Has your father set you on my lap to suborn me to his will?’

      His face had darkened, and she hastened to reassure him.

      ‘I wheedle you for nothing but your affection, my lord,’ she said archly. Then, glancing up at him, she sighed and said, ‘But I would not have to share your affection with anyone, if your queen should choose to enter a convent and relinquish her crown.’

      The king’s expression became thoughtful again, and she smiled to herself. She had sown the seed. With patience, luck, and some encouragement, she would make sure that it flourished.

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      Clothed in dry garments but still chilled from the day’s ride, Æthelred warmed his hands at the brazier in the abbey’s finest guest chamber. He was in no great hurry to see his queen. Let her wait upon his pleasure. He had bowed to her demand that he break his journey here in order to meet with her – a summons gilded by Ælfric in eloquent words, but a summons nevertheless.

      He shouted for hot wine. It would do no harm to fortify himself before he faced Emma. The last time he had seen his queen she had dared to upbraid him for his actions against the Danes, imagining that she could school him in the СКАЧАТЬ