The Complete Poems of C.P. Cavafy. Daniel Mendelsohn
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Название: The Complete Poems of C.P. Cavafy

Автор: Daniel Mendelsohn

Издательство: HarperCollins

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СКАЧАТЬ find in you the best of guides, that I might make

      the face of the youth I loved as it really was.

      This has proved to be very difficult since

      some fifteen years have passed since the day on which

      he fell, a soldier, in the defeat at Magnesia.

      [1903; 1912; 1921]

       Those Who Fought on Behalf of the Achaean League

      You brave, who fought and fell in glory:

      who had no fear of those who’d conquered everywhere.

      You blameless, even if Diaeus and Critolaus blundered.

      Whensoever the Greeks should want to boast,

      “Such are the men our race produces,” is what they’ll say

      about you. That’s how marvelous the praise for you will be.—

      Written in Alexandria by an Achaean:

      in the seventh year of Ptolemy, the “Chickpea.”

      [1922; 1922]

       For Antiochus Epiphanes

      The young Antiochene said to the king,

      “In my heart there beats a single precious hope:

      the Macedonians again, Antiochus Epiphanes,

      the Macedonians are back in the great fight again.

      If only they would win— I’ll give to anyone who wants them

      the horses and the lion, the Pan made out of coral,

      and the elegant mansion, and the gardens in Tyre,

      and everything else you’ve given me, Antiochus Epiphanes.”

      Maybe he was moved a little bit, the king.

      But he recalled at once his father and his brother,

      and so made no response. Some eavesdropper might

      go and repeat something.— Anyway, as expected,

      at Pydna there swiftly came the horrible conclusion.

      [1911?; 1922; 1922]

       In an Old Book

      In an old book—about a hundred years old—

      I found, neglected among the leaves,

      a watercolour with no signature.

      It must have been the work of a very powerful artist.

      It bore the title “Representation of Love.”

      But “—of the love of extreme sensualists” would have been more fitting.

      For it was clear as you looked at this work

      (the artist’s idea was easily grasped)

      that the youth in this portrait wasn’t meant

      for those who love in a somewhat wholesome way,

      within the limits of what is strictly permitted—

      with his chestnut-brown, intensely colored eyes;

      with the superior beauty of his face,

      the beauty of unusual allures;

      with those flawless lips of his that bring

      pleasure to the body that it cherishes;

      with those flawless limbs of his, made for beds

      called shameless by the commonplace morality.

      [1892?; 1922]

       In Despair

      He’s lost him utterly. And from now on he seeks

      in the lips of every new lover that he takes

      the lips of that one: his. Coupling with every new

      lover that he takes he longs to be mistaken:

      that it’s the same young man, that he’s giving himself to him.

      He’s lost him utterly, as if he’d never been.

      The other wished—he said— he wished to save himself

      from that stigmatized pleasure, so unwholesome;

      from that stigmatized pleasure, in its shame.

      There was still time, he said— time to save himself.

      He’s lost him utterly, as if he’d never been.

      In his imagination, in his hallucinations

      in the lips of other youths he seeks the lips of that one;

      He wishes that he might feel his love again.

      [1923; 1923]

       Julian, Seeing Indifference

      “Seeing, then, that there is great indifference

      among us toward the gods”—he says with that solemn affect.

      Indifference. But what then did he expect?

      Let him organize religion as much as he pleased,

      let him write the high priest of Galatia as much as he pleased,

      or to others like him, exhorting, giving directions.

      His friends weren’t Christians: that much is certain.

      But even so they weren’t able to

      play the way that he did (brought up as a Christian)

      with the system of a new religion,

      ridiculous in theory and in practice.

      In the end they were Greeks. Nothing in excess, Augustus.

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