The Party: The thrilling Richard & Judy Book Club Pick 2018. Elizabeth Day

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      Her colleague is tall. One of those men whose height is his defining feature. He stooped when he walked through the door, holding a sheaf of papers in hands the colour of supermarket ham. Grey suit with a white mark on the lapel. Toothpaste, perhaps. Or the left-behind smear of a baby’s breakfast. He is, I’d guess, in his early thirties.

      The two of them sit across the table from me, backs to the door. The chairs have moulded seats with letterbox apertures in the back. We used to stack these chairs for school assemblies and end-of-term concerts at Burtonbury. A lifetime ago, and yet no time at all. Sometimes it seems as close as the next minute. Pencil shavings and plimsoll rubber, the scuffed mark of a trainer against the classroom skirting board. Dormitories with sagging beds. The creak of a spring as a boy shifted in his sleep. That constant feeling of unease. That was before I met Ben, of course. Before he saved me from myself. We’ve been saving each other ever since.

      On the table, to one side, is a large tape-recording machine. Too big, really. I find myself wondering why it has to be so big. Or why, indeed, the police still insist on using cassette tapes in this digitised era of sound-clouds and podcasts and iTunes.

      I’ve declined a lawyer. Partly because I don’t want to fork out the necessary funds for a good one and I know, given the circumstances, Ben won’t pay and I refuse to get stuck with some snivel-nosed legal aid type who can’t distinguish his arse from his elbow. I don’t think Lucy’s parents will stump up either. After everything that’s happened, I suspect my in-laws might also be disinclined to help.

      ‘Right then,’ says the woman, hands clasped in front of her. Short nails, varnished with clear polish. A tiny ink stain on the fleshy part between thumb and index finger. ‘Shall we get started?’

      ‘By all means.’

      Beige Hair presses a button on the giant recording machine. There is a long, loud bleep.

      ‘This interview is being tape-recorded at Tipworth Police Station, Eden Street, Tipworth. The date is 26 May 2015. The time is 2.20 p.m. I am Detective Constable Nicky Bridge.’

      She glances at her colleague, who then identifies himself for the tape.

      ‘I am Detective Constable Kevin McPherson.’

      ‘Mr Gilmour,’ she says, looking at me, ‘would you introduce yourself with your full name and date of birth please?’

      ‘Martin Gilmour, 3 June 1975.’

      ‘Is it OK to call you Martin?’

      ‘Yes.’

      She clears her throat. ‘You’ve been offered the services of a duty lawyer and declined – is that right, Martin?’

      I nod.

      ‘For the tape, please.’

      ‘Yes.’

      There is a pause. Grey Suit shuffles his papers. His head is lowered. He does not look at me. I find this curiously disconcerting, the notion of not being worth his attention.

      ‘So, Martin,’ Beige Hair says. ‘Let’s begin at the beginning. Talk us through the events of the evening of 2 May. The party. You arrived before the other guests, is that right?’

      ‘Yes,’ I say. ‘Yes, we did.’

      And then I start to tell them.

      It begins with a door that wouldn’t open at the Tipworth Premier Inn.

      2 May

      Tipworth Premier Inn, 5.30 p.m.

      ‘I DON’T KNOW WHY they couldn’t have put us up in the house,’ Lucy said, slipping the plastic card key into place. ‘Not like they don’t have enough rooms.’

      The light beneath the door handle flashed obstinately red. Lucy tried again, impatiently shoving the key into the slot and taking it out too quickly. I could see her getting annoyed but trying not to show it – that tell-tale flush across the back of her neck; the square set of her shoulders; a triangle of concentrated tongue just visible between her lips. I watched as she made several more clumsy attempts, my irritation rising. Who was it who said the definition of madness was doing the same thing over and over again, but expecting different results? Aristotle? Rousseau?

      ‘Here,’ I said, finally able to bear it no longer. ‘Let me.’

      I took the plastic card, still sweaty from her fingers, and slid it into place, leaving it for a few seconds before smoothly removing it. The light went green. The door clicked open.

      ‘That’s exactly what I was doing,’ Lucy protested.

      I smiled, patting her on the arm. There was a minute retraction in her pupils. Almost imperceptible.

      ‘Here we are, then,’ she said, too brightly.

      We rolled our suitcases into the standard suite. Calling it a suite was optimistic. The floor space was almost entirely swallowed by twin beds. A reproduction of a bad watercolour depicting ladies on a beach hung skewed above the headboards. By the television, there was an electric kettle and a jam jar filled with teabags. Plastic packets of UHT creamer lay scattered around its base, as though some invisible milky tide had swept up and left them there like pebbles on a seashore.

      Lucy immediately unwound the cable and took the kettle to the bathroom to fill it from the basin tap. It is the first thing she does on arriving anywhere. When we travel abroad, she will take a foil packet of English teabags with her.

      I sat on the edge of the bed, feeling the friction of man-made fibres against my chinos, and slipped off my loafers. I checked my watch: 5.37 p.m. Ben wanted us at the house by 7 p.m. for pre-party drinks, so we had a little over an hour. I eased myself back onto the pillows and closed my eyes, hearing Lucy bustling around as she put on the kettle and unzipped her case, unfolding the swishy evening dress she had brought to wear and hanging it in the bathroom where, soon, I knew she would draw a hot bath in the hope that the creasing would magically erase itself in the steam.

      These are the things you learn over the course of a marriage: other people’s habits. Those incrementally acquired ways of being: a gradual evolution from attractive quirk to something pointless, stupid, illogical, obsessive and finally maddening. It takes someone else to pick up on them, to be driven to the edge of sanity by their repeated appearance.

      ‘I mean, how many rooms do you think they have in their new mansion exactly?’

      I ignored the question for a few seconds, hoping to fool her into thinking I was asleep.

      ‘I know you’re awake, Martin. I can tell. Your eyelids are flickering.’

       For fuck’s sake.

      ‘Sorry,’ I said, and sat up. ‘I don’t know.’

      ‘Well I bet it’s plenty. And you’re his oldest friend, after all.’

      ‘Mmm.’

      The kettle boiled, sending a bloom of condensation halfway up the mirror.

      ‘Has something happened between you two?’

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