Название: Run to You Part Five: Fifth Touch
Автор: Clara Kensie
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Детская проза
isbn: 9781472096753
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In the seat in front of mine, Winter shot her hand up and quite cheerfully provided the formula.
“Very good, Winter.” With a disappointed look at me, Miss Bennett continued her lesson.
Cheeks burning, I gave my head a little shake to break the hold the Nightmare Eyes had on me. I flipped to a blank page and obediently copied the information from the whiteboard onto my paper. But once Miss Bennett turned her attention to someone else, I started a new letter to Jillian. This time, I kept it short and simple:
I stared at it, hard, until my eyes dried out and the words turned blurry. Then I blinked, and stared at the words again.
Was Jillian seeing this? What if the fog was blocking her ability to see through me? I’d been writing notes to her for three days; maybe the fog was the reason she wasn’t seeing them.
I could lift it a little....
I stared at the note again.
Something shifted in my peripheral vision—Winter, turning to smirk at me over her shoulder. She was listening to me, telepathically. Her amused snarl burned into me, along with the Nightmare Eyes, reminding me that I was Killers’ Spawn.
Ignoring both Winter and the Nightmare Eyes, I lifted the fog higher, and focused on my note.
I couldn’t tell if Jillian was seeing through me or not. The only thing I could sense was the multitude of students who’d sat in this chair before me. Trenton Abrams, last period. He thought Miss Bennett was hot. Julie Weaver, two years ago, wishing Tristan Connelly would dump Melanie Brunswick and ask her out instead. Beth Whitcomb, ten years ago, doodling hearts and stars in her notebook.
The bell rang, and fog still raised, vaguely aware of Miss Bennett telling me to pay more attention next time, I shoved everything into my book bag and walked out of the classroom. If Jillian had connected to me via mobile eye, she would be seeing everything I was seeing and hearing everything I was hearing right now.
“Jillian,” I murmured, holding a textbook in front of my mouth so no one would think I was talking to myself, “can you hear me? It’s me, Tessa. I’m alive. I’m trying to find you.”
The halls were so crowded. Was there an assembly or something? If Jillian was watching through me right now, she’d see that I was in a high school, not locked away in a gray cell somewhere. As I pushed through the students, I saw a blue flyer taped to the wall:
I let my gaze linger on it. “See that, Jillian? I’m in Lilybrook, Wisconsin,” I murmured behind my textbook. “Come to Lilybrook. It’s safe here.”
It was becoming hard to concentrate. Everyone was on their way to that pep rally, all walking and talking. So loud. The mass grew bigger and denser by the second, everyone chattering. Brian Edes plodded along. Susie Berkowitz and Tamara Yonkers rushed past him. Girls in acid-washed jeans, boys in brown leather jackets. Junie Lyons. Ben Guntherson.
The bell rang but the hall wasn’t emptying. Girls in poodle skirts and saddle shoes passed by, intermingling with scruffy boys in flannel shirts.
Poodle skirts.
That wasn’t right.
The students in the hall weren’t really there. They used to be there, but they weren’t now. Now they were visions.
The pep rally flyer wasn’t there either.
The fog. I’d lifted it too high.
Dizzy, woozy, I stumbled to the row of shiny lockers, leaning against them for support. Big mistake—the wall forced more visions into me.
Rochelle Mellon in bell-bottoms and sporting big, feathered hair.
Darren Szostak wearing a royal blue T-shirt that boasted LILYBROOK HIGH CLASS OF ’88.
Tristan Connelly, in a hockey sweater and walking with a worshipful Melanie Brunswick to his left and a short-haired, laughing Nathan Gallagher to his right, just two years ago.
The visions of Tristan and Melanie continued past, but Nathan’s stopped. Stayed. Stared.
“N-Nathan?” Was he real?
No—just a vision. He disappeared, swallowed up by other visions, more and more visions, crowding the hallways, shoving and clamoring.
I tottered away from the lockers. But the visions were still there, multiplying, growing denser and louder.
I had to bring in the fog. I had to bring it in now, before I lost control and the visions became solid, and I started spiraling into nothingness.
I pulled it in, but it wasn’t enough.
I pulled it in lower. Thicker. Lower and thicker again.
The visions were gone, but I could see nothing but fog. I breathed in fog. My muscles turned into fog.
No sight. No air. No strength.
Why didn’t Tristan call? He didn’t call to warn me—
Then everything disappeared.
* * *
Blackness. Absolute and all-encompassing.
But even in the blackness, there was something. Something gleeful and threatening.
My Nightmare Eyes, darker than even the black fog surrounding me. Watching me. Dark as a starless night and black as a cavern of coal.
I could not move. The eyes kept me paralyzed. Their rage burned through me. They wanted to keep me in the black fog forever.
Something twinkled. Something silver.
~killers’ spawn
I heard the words, booming through my subconscious, low and rumbling, as if they were spoken aloud, or perhaps whispered in my ear. I struggled to escape from the hateful words, from the eyes’ hateful glare.
A knife. Long and sharp and silver. Its blade glittered and glimmered, sparkled and glowed.
I had to get away. I had to get away from the ominous eyes, from the glimmering silver.
I had nowhere else to go except deeper into the fog. With a desperate heave, I pulled the fog in closer, darker, thicker. It came, quick and solid, and it consumed the glimmering, glittering silver, it consumed the Nightmare Eyes, and it consumed me.
* * *
I found out, after I woke up in the APR’s clinic with Tristan holding my hand and begging me to come back to him, that a security guard had found me. Unconscious, alone and crumpled on the floor of the СКАЧАТЬ