Hidden. Tara Quinn Taylor

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СКАЧАТЬ they’re in town, I talk to them, and to my brother, every week. Once they realized I was serious about my life choices, they gave me their full support.”

      He talked with them every single week and she’d never known. That hurt.

      And there wasn’t one damn thing she could say or do about it.

      She and Scott were a moment, not an item. There was no reason for her to know his family. She couldn’t expect them to understand the terms of their relationship—that there was no future for them. It just made things too complicated.

      And what if she liked them and they her? That would just make walking away even harder.

      “Do they live here, in San Diego?”

      He shook his head. “Mission Viejo. It’s where I grew up.”

      “So back to my question—why come clean today?”

      He sat forward, clasped his hands in front of him.

      “I attended a freeway accident yesterday. A single vehicle rollover.”

      His distant tone scared her.

      “The driver was a young girl, about Alicia’s age….” Tricia almost slammed her hands over her ears. She knew what was coming. Didn’t want him to have to say it.

      “We got her out. I did what I could. And watched her die anyway.”

      Sliding a hand along his thigh, she reached for his hands. “Even the most world-renowned doctors lose patients sometimes,” she reminded him softly. “Sometimes it’s just not up to us….”

      “I know.” His answer, the accompanying compassionate smile, threw her. And relieved her.

      “So…”

      “It’s not that I blame myself for her death,” Scott continued. Fear gripped her anew, more tightly, until her chest ached with it.

      “What then?”

      He turned to look at her, his eyes serious. “I’m never going to recover from Alicia’s death.”

      “I understand.” She did. She just wasn’t sure why it mattered right now if it hadn’t the day before.

      “I didn’t.” His words surprised her. “Not until I sat on the side of that road yesterday and felt the crushing weight of it all. Alicia’s death. The guilt. I can’t risk that again, Trish. Not even for you.”

      He didn’t have to hit her over the head with it. She got it. All the way through to the vulnerable little girl lurking inside her, hoping against hope to somehow find unconditional love.

      “Of course not for me.” She had no idea where she found the strength to sound so normal. “We have an understanding, buster,” she said, grabbing his hand, squeezing it. “No strings attached. No expectations. Today, but no promise of tomorrow. Remember?”

      She hated it. Every word. But it was only under those circumstances that she could stay.

      Face solemn, he studied her for long seconds while she held her breath. And then he nodded.

      “Just so you aren’t hoping for more,” he said.

      “I’m not.” Not in any way that could ever matter. Not now. Not with Leah missing and her heart still so raw and hurting for Scott and everything he’d told her that day. Not while she was suffering her own guilt for the lies she was telling. So she did the only thing that felt right, the only thing that had the power to dispel the darkness. She pulled his head toward hers and lost herself in a kiss that stirred every nerve in her body until there was no coherent thought left other than to assuage the ache between her legs.

      And the hardness between his.

       4

       T hursday morning brought more bad news. Senator Thomas Whitehead sat behind his mahogany glass-topped desk, hands steepled at his chin as he faced the best defense attorney on his team, Kilgore Douglas. Thomas still maintained a penthouse office at the downtown San Francisco high-rise that housed the law firm he owned—although he no longer practiced there.

      “Kassar found reasonable grounds to issue search warrants.” Kilgore came right to the point after announcing that he’d just heard from Detectives Stanton and Gregory.

      Judge Henry Kassar. Democrat. Openly opposed to every Republican branch in Thomas’s family tree.

      Sharp pain stabbed at Thomas’s stomach, but only for the second it took his mind to take control, issue calm. “To search what?”

      “Your home. Cars. Offices. Everything.”

      “I have nothing to hide.” But it wouldn’t look good to his constituents. And once doubt was cast…

      Damn Kassar. Thomas had wiped the floor with his Democrat opposition—who’d been fully endorsed by Kassar—during last year’s election. The man would stoop to anything to get his own back. He’d seen Thomas’s remarks to the press as a personal attack. It wasn’t personal at all. Publishing a man’s accomplishments or lack thereof, as the case might be, was just part of politics.

      Douglas, resting against Thomas’s desk, glanced down at the papers he held, nodding. Thomas recognized the blue folder. It contained the complete record of Thomas’s experiences with San Francisco’s law enforcement—one traffic ticket when he was sixteen, and everything relating to Kate’s disappearance.

      The familiar jolt that shot through him as he stared at that folder, remembering his beautiful and spirited wife, hurt worse than usual today.

      “I don’t like it,” Douglas said. “You have an airtight alibi. They shouldn’t still be poking around. I plan to appeal.”

      Douglas was the best on his team, but only because Thomas, once the city’s highest-paid defense attorney, wasn’t practicing anymore.

      Thomas shook his head. “Appeal on a warrant decision is so rare, it would play right into Kassar’s hands, drawing even more attention to me. Besides, if we do that, some people are going to think I have something to hide.”

      “You know as well as I do that your being clean won’t stop them from finding potential evidence if they try hard enough.”

      “They won’t try. They don’t have a case and they know it. They don’t want to come out of this with egg on their faces, either. Kassar aside, as far as the D.A. is concerned, this is merely a formality. So he can tell the mayor, and the mayor can tell his voters, that it’s been done. San Francisco’s second wealthy young beauty has just disappeared. They have to turn over every stone on this one.”

      These were all facts he was comfortable with. Still, out of curiosity…

      “What were the reasonable grounds?”

      “You’re associated with both women.”

      “What wealthy young woman in San Francisco don’t I know?” Thomas asked. In the past ten years, he’d done enough campaigning, СКАЧАТЬ