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СКАЧАТЬ should fetch a physician,” Mirabella said.

      “So they can tell me I ate too many artichokes?” Brey countered, with a weak chuckle. He clutched his right side, which rebelled against any attempt at laughter.

      “It’s more than that, Brey.” Mirabella’s brows furrowed in concern. “Something is wrong.”

      “Nothing some small ale won’t cure,” he said. “Be a lamb and get me a cup, won’t you?”

      Mirabella backed away, her face lit with fear as she regarded her brother’s writhing form.

      Nonetheless, she went to do his bidding.

      When she returned, she sat at his bedside. “Here, Brey. Small ale.”

      No movement. The tension in Mirabella’s shoulders eased. Perhaps he had found some relief in sleep. She reached out to stroke his face.

      Something did not feel right.

      “Brey?”

      She shook his shoulder. Stillness.

      “Brey!”

      In a terror, she leaned in. No breath. She placed her fingers against his neck. The throb of life had ceased.

      Brey was dead.

      Lord Hal, Lady Grace, and Cecily returned from a happy day of hunting in the company of a young, merry court. Though they were not joined by the king and queen today, the day was just as dazzling and Cecily found herself taken in by the glamorous ladies and handsome lords in attendance. How she wished Brey could have been there! What fun they would have had together sharing their observations!

      They returned to Sumerton Place to find Father Alec waiting. His handsome face was drawn, his hazel eyes lit with unshed tears.

      “Father!” Cecily cried, immediately concerned.

      “What is it, Father?” Lady Grace asked, taking his hand. “Are you well?”

      Father Alec shook his head. He took her hands in his. “My lady … dearest Lady Grace … Lord Hal …” His eyes scanned the anxious faces. He squeezed the thin hands in his. “You must be very strong for what I am about to tell you. Rely on the Lord to give you the strength.”

      “Out with it, Father!” Lord Hal demanded.

      Father Alec squeezed his eyes shut. “It is Brey … he has been called to the Lord.”

      Silence. Then, from Cecily, “No! No! You are wrong! Why would you say such a wicked thing? You are wrong!”

      “Lady Cecily—”

      He could not give her his attention, for at that moment Lady Grace slumped to the floor, unconscious. Lord Hal took to her side, gathering her in his arms, sobbing. “Oh, God, no! Not Brey! Not Brey!”

      “What happened? He just had a stomachache!” cried Cecily, approaching Father Alec to seize his wrist. Her teal eyes shone bright with tearful accusations.

      Father Alec shook his head. “I do not know, my lady.”

      “Didn’t Mirabella call for a physician?” Lord Hal cried.

      “She did, but it was too late,” Father Alec told him. “It—it was God’s will,” he added helplessly, knowing this was the least comforting of any answer he could supply and cursing himself for supplying it anyway.

      “Oh, Grace.” Lord Hal turned his eyes to his wife, who lay limp in his arms, her breathing shallow, her eyes moving restlessly beneath closed lids. “What are we going to do?”

      Cecily rested her fingers on her lips, her eyes searching the space above Lord Hal’s head for answers.

      “Take Lady Grace to her apartments, my lord,” Father Alec said in gentle tones. “Once she is settled, see to Brey. We shall return home directly that he might receive a proper interment. I shall send a messenger with all the instructions.”

      Obedient as a child, Lord Hal rose to do as he was bid, Lady Grace in his arms.

      Cecily continued to stare at the vacant spot at the foot of the stairwell.

      “Lady Cecily,” Father Alec began. “Oh, my lady, I am so sorry.”

      Tears spilled onto Cecily’s cheeks, rolling and tumbling over one another, racing toward sorrow. “Brey … how could it be? He was here this morning.” Her voice was soft, puzzled. She furrowed her brows in confusion. “I do not understand. We were laughing together yesterday. The joust—” She clenched her eyes shut. “Oh, God, the joust …”

      “My child!” Father Alec cried, unable to bear her pain any longer. He rushed forward, taking her in his arms and holding her tight. She sobbed against his chest. He stroked her silky rose-gold hair. “God will grant us the courage to persevere. He always does. We are made strong through Him—you must believe it.”

      “I know you speak true,” Cecily murmured against his robes. “But these words bring me no comfort. Just now, there is naught to do but mourn.”

      Father Alec could think of no response. She was right, of course. There was naught to do but let mourning run its natural, healing course. But would they ever heal from this? He squeezed his eyes shut against an onset of tears. He did not want to think of the future without happy, golden Brey.

      He held little Cecily close, drawing what comfort he could from her and hoping she could do the same.

      Mirabella had kept vigil by her brother’s bedside. After the physician came and left she had bathed Brey herself, preparing him for his long rest until the Lord came to claim his sweet soul on Judgement Day. When Father Alec returned from the abbey he had tearfully anointed him and together they had sat, hand in hand, praying for gentle Brey.

      Now that Father Alec was with the rest of the family and she was alone, she felt a peculiar comfort wash over her. Brey was gone and yet more than ever she felt his presence, gentle and encouraging. His death was a sign to her, the sign she had needed but did not want, not in this form, that it was far past time for her to pursue her destiny.

      After Brey’s interment she would enter the convent and no one would stop her.

      Until then she would try to be what comfort she could to her family and poor little Cecily, who would no doubt be lost without her bosom companion.

      But now, just now, she wanted to be alone. She wanted to be with her brother.

      She took his hand, holding it in hers, casting her eyes at the face, so serene in his eternal sleep. Such potential, now gone, all gone. She could not think of it.

      It was God’s will. She must tell herself that.

      She believed it, truly.

      The family broke fast the next day in silence. None were attired in black as they had not brought mourning clothes with them. It seemed a mockery to go on donning the colours of life when one of the liveliest things in their world was no more.

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