Название: Chopin
Автор: Adam Zamoyski
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Биографии и Мемуары
isbn: 9780007351824
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I went in. There was still nobody about…I stood at the foot of a gothic pillar, in the darkest corner. I cannot describe the magnificence, the sheer dimensions of those great vaults. It was quiet – only now and again the steps of a sacristan lighting lamps somewhere in the depths of this temple would break into my reverie. Tombs behind me, tombs beneath me…I only needed a tomb over my head…A gloomy harmony haunted me…I felt more vividly than ever my complete isolation… 17
The letter meanders on, evoking romantic visions of Chopin walking alone through the busy streets of Vienna, wrapped in his cloak and his loneliness, or returning home to ‘weep out an adagio’ on his piano, and dwelling on his general dissatisfaction with everything. ‘Were it not for my father, to whom I should be a burden, I would return immediately,’ he writes. ‘I curse the day I left…I am bored to death by all the dinners, soirées, balls and concerts which fill my life; it is so melancholy, vacant and dreary…I cannot do what I please, but instead have to dress up, pull on my stockings and brush my hair; in the drawing rooms I have to affect serenity, but when I come home I thunder away on my piano.’18 The somewhat ingenuous affectation is undermined by a puppy-like vitality: the bouts of self-pity, in which the theme of suicide crops up more than once, are followed by humorous anecdotes which he cannot resist telling.
Chopin was genuinely anxious about events in Poland, lonely without his family around him and frustrated by his lack of success, so he felt sorry for himself. Since he was twenty years old, he naturally called on images of love, death and alienation to explain his predicament. Another reason for these sombre outpourings was that Jan Matuszyński, his messenger to Konstancja, was supposed to read her passages from Chopin’s letters, as well as pass on notes for her. This presumably accounts for much of the lyricism and for lines such as: ‘while I still have life in me…until my very death…nay, even after my death, my ashes will strew themselves at her feet…’ and exclamations like, ‘I have not enjoyed a single moment since I arrived in Vienna!’19
The gap left by Tytus had been filled by ‘wonderful Doctor Malfatti’, who took an avuncular interest in the young pianist. He looked after Chopin’s health, and even managed to ‘fatten him up’. His door was always open to the young man, and he would have Polish dishes served at dinner in order to make him feel at home. Various other Polish households in the city vied with each other to care for Chopin, who now affected great contempt for ‘damned Prussians’ (which was supposed to denote all Germanic people). His hankering after things Polish cast a prejudice over everything Viennese. ‘Everything makes me sigh and long for home, for those delicious moments I failed to value fully,’ he writes elsewhere. ‘The people here are nothing to me; they are kind, but not out of kindness, only out of habit; everything they do is flat, mediocre, too ordered.’20
Chopin’s disenchantment with Vienna was not limited to the social or emotional aspects, nor indeed was it solely the result of his lack of success. He had come as a pilgrim to the city of Mozart, Haydn and Beethoven, expecting to find musical excellence. Old musicians such as Hummel shook their heads and told him Vienna was no longer what it had been, and he could only agree.
The giants of the moment were Johann Strauss the elder, Joseph Lanner and Czerny. ‘Here they call waltzes works, and Strauss and Lanner who play dance-music are called Kapellmeisters!’ Chopin wrote to Elsner indignantly.21 ‘Amongst the many amusements in Vienna, the favourite is the soirée at certain inns where Strauss or Lanner play waltzes during dinner,’ he explained to his family. ‘They are frantically applauded after each waltz, and if they play a potpourri of airs from opera, dances and songs, the audience gets completely carried away.’22
This was not a context in which Chopin would sparkle. Although Haslinger appreciated his talent and Mechetti thought his work brilliant, neither could afford to publish works which would not sell. Chopin’s were too difficult and too cerebral for the Viennese ladies to play, while his lack of patronage did not encourage other musicians to play them. His success on his previous visit had not made a lasting impact, since his concerts had taken place during the off season, and he was now outshone by a new star that had appeared on the scene – Sigismund Thalberg.
Thalberg enjoyed high patronage, being the natural son of Count Dictrichstein, the Emperor’s director of music. He had a strong, controlled and monumental style of playing. It was said of him that if he were dragged from his bed in the middle of the night and ordered to play, there would not be a note out of place, so impeccable was his technique. Chopin liked neither Thalberg nor his playing, nor his competition, judging by the bitterness lurking behind his words. ‘He plays remarkably, but not to my taste,’ he wrote to Matuszyński. ‘He’s younger than me, and the ladies like him. He plays potpourris of airs from the Mute [Auber’s opera La Muette de Portici], gives pianos with the pedal and not the hand, takes tenths like I take octaves, wears diamond shirt-studs…’23
Chopin’s hopes of giving a concert of his own came to nothing. On 4 April 1831 he took part in one given by the singer Madame Garcia-Vestris, appearing at the bottom of the list of performers simply as ‘Herr Chopin – pianist’. He played his E minor Concerto as a piano solo and passed unnoticed. His only other public appearance in Vienna took place on 11 June, when he played the same piece. ‘I feel so indifferent about it that I would not care if it never took place…’ he wrote in his diary before the concert, for he had long before this shed his sanguine hopes of a couple of triumphal months in Vienna.24 At least this time he was mentioned in the press, which called him a ‘sincere worshipper of true art’.25
In the circumstances, there seemed little point in prolonging his sojourn, and he wrote to his parents asking whether he should go to Italy straight away: ‘Please write and tell me what I should do.’26 Nicolas Chopin refused to make up his son’s mind for him, so after a few weeks Chopin wrote to Matuszyński. ‘My parents tell me to make up my own mind, but I am afraid to,’ he wrote. ‘Should I go to Paris? People here advise me to wait a little longer. Should I come back? Should I stay herę Should I kill myself? Should I stop writing letters to you? You tell me what to do!’27
As nobody told him what to do, he lingered in Vienna. He took every opportunity to hear a new work or a new musician, went to the opera every time the programme changed, and cultivated other musicians. Amongst these were two whose acquaintance he found particularly rewarding and who undoubtedly contributed to the development of his ideas at this crucial stage.
One was Joseph Merk, the first cellist in the Imperial Orchestra and a teacher at the Vienna Conservatoire, with whom Chopin spent much time playing duets. Chopin had a particular affection for the cello, the only instrument aside from the piano for which he wrote memorable music, and with Merk’s help he composed an Introduction to the Polonaise for Cello and Piano he had written at Antonin in 1829. They were published together later that year by Mechetti as op.3, dedicated to Merk.
The other friend Chopin made at this time was the violinist Josef Slavik, СКАЧАТЬ