Family Sins. Sharon Sala

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СКАЧАТЬ his need to know more drove him to ask, “Aunt Polly, are you by any chance talking about Talia Champion?”

      She nodded. “Yes, her father’s Alzheimer’s has just about run its course.”

      “How long has he been suffering from it?” Bowie asked.

      Samuel knew the moment Bowie spoke what he was thinking. They’d all wondered what had happened between Bowie and Talia, but it wasn’t their way to intrude on each other’s personal business.

      “If I had to guess, it’s probably been something like six or seven years, at least,” Samuel said.

      Bowie’s eyes widened as he thought about what that meant, and then he got up and stepped outside onto the porch.

      The night was quiet. The sky was dark—not even a sliver of moon to mark the passing of time. Lights from inside their home spilled out through the windows, painting oblong patches of yellow-gold on to the simple wooden porch.

      An owl hooted from a nearby tree. Somewhere on the mountain, someone was running their hounds. He could hear the dogs yipping as they struck a trail, and he remembered nights like that with his brothers and their dad. It hurt to think all of that was gone.

      Sick at heart about his father, and confused by what he’d learned about Talia, he closed his eyes. Away from home, he’d dreamed of nights like this, lying in bed with the windows up, letting in fresh air and falling to sleep so close to heaven.

      He heard the door open behind him but didn’t turn around. And then he felt a hand on his shoulder and heard Samuel’s voice behind him.

      “Are you okay?” Samuel asked.

      “Talia never left Eden?”

      Samuel sighed. He’d guessed this was what had driven Bowie out of the room.

      “No.”

      “Why didn’t any of you tell me?” Bowie asked.

      “Tell you what, brother? We didn’t know what broke you up. Why would we suddenly butt into your business? It’s not our way, right?”

      Bowie sighed.

      “She turned down my proposal and led me to believe she just didn’t want to get married. I knew I couldn’t live here and see her every day, so I left.”

      “You never saw her after that? Not even when you were home?”

      Bowie shook his head. “I did drive past their place once, but the house was empty. I thought they’d moved away.”

      “She moved into Eden to make it easier for her to take care of him.”

      Bowie took a slow, shaky breath. “Where does she live?”

      “On the street behind the hospital and fire station. It’s directly behind the helipad, a small white house with black trim. I think she drives a blue Ford Taurus.”

      Bowie listened but said nothing.

      “Are you going to go see her?” Samuel asked.

      “I don’t know. There’s too much else going on,” Bowie said.

      “Her father is dying, Bowie. She’s alone. The least you could do is stop by to pay your respects.”

      Having said what he’d come to say, Samuel went back inside, leaving Bowie on his own.

      In the space of one day, Bowie had learned of his father’s murder and Talia’s lie. It was a hell of a lot to consider.

      * * *

      Finally everyone had gone home, and Leigh was seeing to getting Jesse settled in his bed. Bowie could hear his mother explaining all over again why Stanton wasn’t going to come tell him good-night. Taking pity on the both of them, Bowie got up and went down the hall to Jesse’s room.

      “Hey, brother,” Bowie said. “I’m about to head to bed and wanted to come tell you good-night.”

      The grateful expression on Leigh’s face was hard to miss.

      “Thank you,” she said, softly.

      “Why don’t you go shower first, Mama? I’ll shower after you’re done.”

      “Yes,” she said, then leaned over and brushed a kiss across Jesse’s forehead. “Sleep well, honey. Mama loves you.”

      Jesse smiled.

      “Love you, too, Mama.”

      Leigh gave Bowie’s hand a squeeze as she walked past him and out of the room.

      Bowie sat down on the side of Jesse’s bed. It was hard to look at him and know the injuries he’d suffered in battle had left him with the mind of a child.

      “Do you want me to read to you, Jesse?”

      Jesse nodded, and pointed to a stack of books on the bedside table.

      Bowie saw one with a bookmark and guessed someone had been reading that one to him. He smiled when he saw it was a biography of Daniel Boone.

      When Jesse was a kid in elementary school the class had studied Daniel Boone, and once he learned the famous frontiersman had been from Kentucky, he’d come home with a head full of dreams about killing bears and living in a log cabin and hunting for his own food. He played at that until he outgrew the pretend phase of youth.

      “That one,” Jesse said. “Daddy’s reading it to me.” Then his lower lip quivered as tears suddenly rolled. “Daddy can’t read to me anymore. Daddy is dead, Bowie. Daddy went to heaven like my friends in the war.”

      Bowie patted Jesse’s arm and handed him a tissue to wipe his eyes.

      “I know, man. We’re all sorry. We’re all sad. But let’s read a little bit more tonight. Daddy would want you to hear the rest of the story, right?”

      “Yes. I’m ready,” Jesse said, and turned over on his side and closed his eyes.

      Bowie felt like crying all over again. Instead, he began to read. As he did, he heard the water come on in the bathroom down the hall and knew his mama was probably in the shower.

      Bowie knew when Jesse fell asleep because his lips parted and his breathing settled. He set the book aside, taking care to mark the place, and made sure the night-light was on before he left the room.

      As he was walking down the hall, he paused. His mother was still in the bathroom, and he could hear her crying. Sympathetic tears blurred his vision. His heart hurt. Without the experience of living with the love of his life, he could only imagine how she felt.

      Immediately, he thought of Talia. He thought he’d gotten over her rejection of his marriage proposal—until today. At the time he’d had anger to help him move on. But if her father’s illness was why she’d rejected him, she’d only had the lie and the burden of her father’s future. Had she been able to move on, or had the deception and the years of tending her father broken her СКАЧАТЬ