Название: Comfort Zone
Автор: Brian Aldiss
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Современная зарубежная литература
isbn: 9780007482498
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‘The vicar did his rounds this morning,’ Eleanor said. She spoke slowly and clearly in a quiet, uninflected voice. ‘While I do not dislike Ted Hayse, he does talk the most awful bilge. He attempted to console me with talk of the life to come. I really had to stop him. “Vicar,” I said, “you are an intelligent man and I realize that religion is your trade or profession, but do you not understand that all you say is based on a false premise?”’
Marie laughed. ‘How did he take it?’
‘He is accustomed to this kind of talk in Elden House. We’re all such intellectual snobs.’ Eleanor sipped her glass of water. ‘By false premise I meant the notion that one man dying on a cross could somehow absolve us all from sin, generations later, when new sins had come into fashion. Not to mention the notion of the – what? – yes, the Resurrection.’ She gave a dry chuckle and drowned it in mineral water.
‘So what do you figger happens after …’ There Ken paused, although he knew Eleanor’s opinion on the subject. His manner was almost deferential; perhaps, like Justin, he was awed by great age.
She turned her gaze upon him, cleared her throat in a surreptitious manner and said, ‘You are from America, are you not?’ Rather surprised, Ken admitted that that was so. ‘You must find England terribly dull after the excitements of – where was it, now?’
He sighed. ‘I was born in Utah, ma’am. Near a township a few miles west of Beaver. Not particularly exciting, I guess.’
The old lady appeared to be suppressing a smile. ‘Beaver, eh? An odd name to bestow on a town …’ Then, possibly to evade any elaboration from her visitor, she returned to the main drift of the conversation. ‘Don’t be afraid to say “death”, dear boy. I’m looking forward to death in a way. I’m so bored. People bore me. Books bore me, these days.’
‘This missing black girl is quite exciting,’ said Marie. ‘For a little place like Old Headington, I mean.’
‘Oh, this girl from Afghanistan? How kind Deirdre Fitzgerald is … They come and they go, but England goes on for ever.’ Dismissing the subject with a fragile wave of her hand, she returned to her previous line of discourse. ‘The brain was never designed to work for so many years … I’m too fragile – well, too fragile to get up to anything. It’s long ago that I fulfilled my biological function and reproduced my kind. Not that I can claim that was a great –’ with a spiteful glance at Enid – ‘success … There’s something hideous about such industries as Elden, dedicated to protracting the lives of the useless, such as I.’
Enid butted in, saying, ‘Domestic violence is the biggest single killer of women aged from nineteen to forty-four – precisely the most fertile years. After that, life becomes more peaceful. Old age is surely given to us as a time to find God.’
‘I’m still waiting for God to find me, dear,’ said Eleanor with a sob resembling mirth. ‘I’m on his Gone Missing list, so it would seem … You see? With a daughter like Enid …’
Justin ventured to speak. ‘So, Lady Eleanor, do you regard the sole purpose of life as to reproduce our kind?’
She gave him a severe look. ‘So we once believed. So I once believed. Why should this whole notion of what one believes be so important to us?’ She thought about it. ‘I’ve long ago given up believing in anything.’ They sat there waiting for Lady Eleanor to speak again. Marie fidgeted stealthily on her chair. ‘Be that as it may, I now believe that we are – one must use the word programmed – programmed to protract, not ourselves, but our DNA.’
‘I have heard you say that before,’ Marie remarked. ‘But it seems to me unlikely, if you don’t mind my saying so.’
‘I don’t care what you say! Why should I?’
‘Well, you make DNA sound like a kind of virus.’
‘Perhaps it is a kind of virus, Marie. It seems to me it is a better – more functional – reason to continue to propagate than to have a God plotting our sins and circumstances. Speaking of sins, one of our youngest occupants here, an over-painted young hussy still in her sixties—’
‘Oh, don’t go into that, Mother!’ Enid exclaimed. ‘That’s scandal. Tell Marie about the new story you are writing.’
Again the sob resembling mirth, again the glass lifted to the feature resembling lips. ‘You are such a prude, Enid, dearest … But – as you wish. Anyhow, I am trying to write another story. Possibly in an attempt to justify my continued existence.’ Eleanor had published a story for children long ago, when Enid was a child. ‘All I have managed so far is the opening line. Er … Oh yes, it goes somewhat like this: “In the snowbound Far North on a throne of ice sat a great personage, King Chilianus …”’
After this meeting, Justin went round with Ken and Marie to Logic Lane for a drink. ‘Old age in the Global Age,’ said Ken, in admiration of Lady Eleanor. ‘Can’t beat it. Not by much …’ Ken mixed the best gin-and-its in the world – or at least in Old Headington. They were all in a good mood, feeling they had done their bit for the day, although Marie often visited Eleanor.
‘What did you think of her?’ Marie asked Justin.
‘Sensible of her to have rejected religion. I was sorry to hear she was bored. You might think her memories would entertain her.’
‘Oh, she must have been over them dozens of times. She came from a wealthy family – Jewish. Did I tell you about her husbands? The first one was a manufacturer of Christmas cards and crackers, very prosperous – I forget his name. He was an atheist despite his trade. Somehow that marriage didn’t work. She was caught in the wrong bed, and they were divorced. It was in all the papers.
‘So then she married Ricky Grimsdale, whom we met once,’ said Marie. ‘He made a fortune from computers and a chain of retail shops СКАЧАТЬ