Название: The Christmas Sisters: The Sunday Times top ten feel-good and romantic bestseller!
Автор: Sarah Morgan
Издательство: HarperCollins
Жанр: Современная зарубежная литература
isbn: 9781474070706
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Above their heads the seat belt light went out and Adam made himself more comfortable. “If Christmas is stressful, why go?”
“I don’t want to disappoint Suzanne.” And that feeling that she was falling short, not delivering, brought back uncomfortable memories.
“Suzanne? You don’t call her mom?”
“She isn’t my mother. My mother is dead.”
She saw the shock in his eyes and wondered what had possessed her to blurt out that fact in these stark, impersonal surroundings. She never talked about her real parents, but there was something about Adam that unraveled the part of her she usually kept tightly wound.
“I didn’t know.” He spoke quietly. “I’m sorry to hear it.”
“It was a long time ago. I was eight.”
“Dammit, Hannah. That’s a difficult age to lose a parent. Why haven’t you told me this before?” He held out his hand, palm upward, and she hesitated for a moment and then slid her hand into his. His fingers closed over hers, strong and protective, and she could feel the ropes of intimacy tightening around her.
I love you, Hannah.
“It’s not the kind of thing that comes up in general conversation. We lost both our parents. They died in the same accident.”
“Car?”
“Avalanche. They were climbers.”
He raised an eyebrow. “So you weren’t always a city girl?”
She had a feeling she’d always been a city girl.
“So who is Suzanne?” His tone was neutral, as if he’d recognized her need not to be smothered with sympathy.
“Suzanne and Stewart adopted us. Suzanne is American. Stewart is Scottish. After the…accident…we moved back to Scotland to be close to Stewart’s family.” Her heart was thumping. “Can we work now?”
He hesitated. “Sure.” He retrieved his laptop and opened it. “Unless you want to finish that game of chess we were playing?”
“I captured your knight.”
“I remember.” His smile was almost boyish. “I can still take your king. Give me a chance to try. You won the last two games we played and my confidence has taken a severe blow.”
His confidence had always seemed to her to be indestructible.
“I think we should finish the proposal.”
“You’re afraid you’re going to lose.” He leaned forward and kissed her on the mouth. “I looked at your presentation. It’s brilliant. We’re going to win this business.”
Relaxing slightly, she leaned across to scan the spreadsheet on his screen. “You need to change that.” She tapped one of the numbers. “Didn’t you get my email?”
“The one you sent at 3:00 a.m? Yes, I picked it up this morning on our way to the airport, but we’re not all as lightning fast as you.” He altered the number. “You have a hell of a brain, McBride, but why weren’t you sleeping?”
“I like work.” More specifically, she loved numbers. Loved data and computer code. Numbers were reliable and behaved the way she wanted them to. Numbers didn’t wrap themselves round your heart and squeeze until the blood stopped flowing. “I wanted to finish this project.”
“You couldn’t have done that in the eighteen-hour day you put in?”
“I had things on my mind.” And not just the fact that her period was late.
She’d been thinking about the two voice mail messages that had been sitting on her phone for a month.
She’d had similar calls before over the years, particularly at this time of year as the anniversary of the accident approached. This time she didn’t recognize the name. She’d learned not to respond, but still the message sat like a leaden weight in the pit of her stomach, reminding her of things she didn’t want to think about.
She’d almost asked Beth if she’d had a call, too, but then she would have had to talk about it and she didn’t want to.
It was something she and Suzanne had in common. They both preferred to ignore the past.
Adam saved the file they were working on. “Suzanne and Stewart were relatives?”
“Friends of my parents. They adopted the three of us.” Which only served to intensify her guilt that she couldn’t be the person they wanted her to be.
“And that’s why you feel you have to be there at Christmas. Because you owe them.” It was a statement of fact, not a question, and she didn’t argue with him.
She did owe them, and she knew she could never repay the debt. “That’s part of it.”
“Take me with you.”
“My family live in Scotland, in the remote Highlands. I can’t imagine you dealing with dodgy Wi-Fi and an intermittent phone signal.” She eyed his polished loafers. “You’d hate it.”
“I would not hate it. For a start, I’m a lover of single malt. Do your folks happen to live near a distillery?”
Hannah sighed. “In fact, they do, but—”
“Well, there you go. I’m already sold. Also, I appreciate beautiful scenery. A few romantic walks in a misty glen would be a perfect way to unwind.”
“A misty glen? You’ve been watching too much Braveheart. At this time of year the glen is usually buried under a foot of snow, and if there’s mist, you’re going to be lost and die of hypothermia.”
He gave an exaggerated shudder. “I knew there was a reason I chose to live in Manhattan. Seriously though, think about it. If I was there with you, we could work on the presentation. Believe it or not, I can live without the internet. No internet might turn out to be the greatest Christmas gift of all.”
It was one thing to tell Adam about her family. Quite another to introduce them.
Champagne corks would pop.
Hannah would be swept along by an uncontrollable tide of expectation.
“You’re going to the Caribbean and that, believe me, is going to be a thousand times better than Christmas in the Scottish Highlands. It’s likely we’ll be snowed in.” The thought of it made her hyperventilate. Trapped. Unable to breathe. Buried.
She heard Suzanne’s voice, thick with tears. They’re gone, Hannah. They’re dead.
Maybe she should have invented a business trip to some far-flung corner of the globe to get herself out of it for another year. If she visited a client in Sydney, she could be on a plane for almost all of the festive season.
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