Dean Koontz 3-Book Thriller Collection: Breathless, What the Night Knows, 77 Shadow Street. Dean Koontz

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       Chapter Forty-Eight

      As in the night, Tom Bigger felt accompanied in the light. No one shadowed him on either the golden hills to the east or in the seaside fields to the west. No coyotes slunk, no great blue herons stalked. Yet he sensed that he was not alone.

      Traffic increased with sunrise, and some southbound cars slowed as the approaching drivers glimpsed his hulking form, his ravaged face. He was an also-ran Elephant Man, a walking third-rate sideshow worth a few minutes of dinner conversation, a self-made monster who hadn’t needed Nature’s assistance to discover his inner horror and manifest it in his flesh.

      Having walked throughout the night, Tom could not walk all day. At ten o’clock, he came to a motel where the vacancy sign, lit even in daylight to give it punch, was made a laughable understatement by the empty parking lot. This establishment was not a unit in a lodging chain, but a mom-and-pop operation, a little too cute in its details but perfectly maintained.

      In times not too far in the past, he would have been turned away with minimal courtesy or none, not primarily because he was a fright to see, perhaps not even because his beard stubble and tequila eyes and backpack made him a hobo variant, but certainly because he had no credit card, no ID, and wanted to pay cash up front. Suppose that in a drunken fit he trashed the room – how would they track him down to make him pay? He had been turned away from places worse than this one.

      But these were harder times than people had known in a while. Cash ruled, and even more so in a downturn when few people were spending either greenbacks or plastic. He figured they would take his money, because if they were too picky about their clientele these days, they might as well burn the business down and collect the insurance.

      At the door to the motel office, he hesitated. He turned away, retreated a few steps, but halted and then faced the entrance again.

      For as long as he could remember, Tom disliked going inside places where he had never been before. Whether it was this place or any other, crossing a threshold for the first time made him nervous.

      In fact, at all times he preferred the outdoors, because if he crossed the path of the wrong person, he could simply walk away in any direction. Without walls and with sky above instead of ceiling, he had choices. Inside, obstacles to flight and limited exits were always a concern.

      The wrong person would not be one who merely giggled at him or made a rude remark about his looks or his condition. He feared a more profound encounter with someone who strongly affected him in ways for which he was not prepared.

      He didn’t want to be affected. What had an affect caused an effect. Affect was another word for change, and Tom Bigger didn’t want to change.

      He was what he was, and he didn’t know how to be anything else. At forty-eight, he’d been this way twice as long as he had not.

      In the motel office, behind the registration counter, a white-haired guy, maybe seventy-something, was sitting at a desk, engrossed in a book. Wearing a gray cardigan over a white shirt, sporting a red bow tie, with a pair of half-lens reading glasses half-way down his nose, he looked as if he had been born an old man.

      “Good morning, sir,” he said, setting his book aside and rising. “What may I do for you this glorious morning?”

      “Need a room,” Tom said.

      “Used to be bustling this time of the day, folks checking out, all in a hurry to settle up and hit the road. As you see, I’m not at risk of breaking a sweat this morning.”

      “Walked all night,” Tom explained.

      “That’s the smart way. When it’s cool. And when traffic’s light, so you aren’t breathing exhaust fumes every step of the way.”

      The old man put a pen and a registration form on the counter.

      “Don’t have a credit card, don’t have ID,” Tom said. “Cash in advance is how I do it.”

      “Saves us both some bother. I’ve been hearing for forty years how cash money will soon be obsolete. There’s not much of it floating around these days, but it’s sure not obsolete. Just go ahead and print your name on the top line, sign at the bottom.”

      Tom did as instructed. Then he counted out the cash.

      Presenting a key, the old man said, “Number twenty-four. Out the door here, turn left, and go to the end. Twenty-four is the last room in the north wing, so your sleep won’t be interrupted this afternoon when all the big movie stars are checking in with their entourages.”

      “You have soda and ice machines?” Tom asked.

      “End of the south wing. Enjoy your stay, Mr. Bigger.”

      In his room, Tom took off his backpack, dropped it on the bed.

      He stared out the window at the empty parking lot.

      He watched the fast traffic on the coastal highway.

      He shut the draperies.

      He looked at the TV but didn’t switch it on.

      On the bed lay a complimentary copy of USA Today.

      He didn’t pick it up.

      He stared at his big bony hands.

      He went into the bathroom.

      He looked at his face in the mirror.

      The old man in the cardigan had been reading a book, so he couldn’t be blind.