The Atlantic Monthly, Volume 01, No. 05, March, 1858. Various

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СКАЧАТЬ her face with unmistakable graving. But I could not agree with Eben's statement that she was not pretty; she must have been so in her youth; even now there was beauty in her deep-set and heavily fringed dark eyes, soft, tender, and serious, and in the noble and pensive Greek outline of the brow and nose; her upper lip and chin were too long to agree well with her little classic head, but they gave a certain just and pure expression to the whole face, and to the large thin-lipped mouth, flexible yet firm in its lines. It is true, her hair was neither abundant, nor wanting in gleaming threads of gray; her skin was freckled, sallow, and devoid of varying tint or freshness; her figure angular and spare; her hands red with hard work; and her air at once sad and shy;—still, Hetty Buel was a very lovely woman in my eyes, though I doubt if Lizzy would have thought so.

      I hardly knew how to approach the painful errand I had come on, and with true masculine awkwardness I cut the matter short by drawing out from my pocket-book the Panama chain and ring, and placing them in her hands. Well as I thought I knew the New England character, I was not prepared for so quiet a reception of this token as she gave it. With a steady hand she untwisted the wire fastening of the chain, slipped the ring off, and, bending her head, placed it reverently on the ring-finger of her left hand;—brief, but potent ceremony; and over without preface or comment, but over for all time.

      Still holding the chain, she offered me a chair, and sat down herself,—a little paler, a little more grave, than on entering.

      "Will you tell me how and where he died, Sir?" said she,—evidently having long considered the fact in her heart as a fact; probably having heard Seth Crane's story of the Louisa Miles's loss.

      I detailed my patient's tale as briefly and sympathetically as I knew how. The episode of Wailua caused a little flushing of lip and cheek, a little twisting of the ring, as if it were not to be worn, after all; but as I told of his sacred care of the trinket for its giver's sake, and the not unwilling forsaking of that island wife, the restless motion passed away, and she listened quietly to the end; only once lifting her left hand to her lips, and resting her head on it for a moment, as I detailed the circumstances of his death, after supplying what was wanting in his own story, from the time of his taking passage in Crane's ship, to their touching at the island, expressly to leave him in the Hospital, when a violent hemorrhage had disabled him from further voyaging.

      I was about to tell her I had seen him decently buried,—of course omitting descriptions of the how and where,—when the grandmother, who had been watching us with the impatient querulousness of age, hobbled across the room to ask "what that 'are man was a-talkin' about."

      Briefly and calmly, in the key long use had suited to her infirmity, Hetty detailed the chief points of my story.

      "Dew tell!" exclaimed the old woman; "Eben Jackson a'n't dead on dry land, is he? Left means, eh?"

      I walked away to the door, biting my lip. Hetty, for once, reddened to the brow; but replaced her charge in the chair and followed me to the gate.

      "Good day, Sir," said she, offering me her hand,—and then slightly hesitating,—"Grandmother is very old. I thank you, Sir! I thank you kindly!"

      As she turned and went toward the house, I saw the glitter of the Panama chain about her thin and sallow throat, and, by the motion of her hands, that she was retwisting the same wire fastening that Eben Jackson had manufactured for it.

      Five years after, last June, I went to Simsbury with a gay picnic party.

      This time Lizzy was with me; indeed, she generally is now.

      I detached myself from the rest, after we were fairly arranged for the day, and wandered away alone to "Miss Buel's."

      The house was closed, the path grassy, a sweetbrier bush had blown across the door, and was gay with blossoms; all was still, dusty, desolate. I could not be satisfied with this. The meeting-house was as near as any neighbor's, and the graveyard would ask me no curious questions; I entered it doubting; but there, "on the leeward side," near to the grave of "Bethia Jackson, wife of John Eben Jackson," were two new stones, one dated but a year later than the other, recording the deaths of "Temperance Buel, aged 96," and "Hester Buel, aged 44."

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      AMOURS DE VOYAGE

[Continued.]II

        Is it illusion? or does there a spirit from perfecter ages,

          Here, even yet, amid loss, change, and corruption, abide?

        Does there a spirit we know not, though seek, though we find,

          comprehend not,

          Here to entice and confuse, tempt and evade us, abide?

        Lives in the exquisite grace of the column disjointed and single,

          Haunts the rude masses of brick garlanded gayly with vine,

        E'en in the turret fantastic surviving that springs from the ruin,

          E'en in the people itself? Is it illusion or not?

        Is it illusion or not that attracteth the pilgrim Transalpine,

          Brings him a dullard and dunce hither to pry and to stare?

        Is it illusion or not that allures the barbarian stranger,

          Brings him with gold to the shrine, brings him in arms to the gate?

      I.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        What do the people say, and what does the government do?—you

        Ask, and I know not at all. Yet fortune will favor your hopes; and

        I, who avoided it all, am fated, it seems, to describe it.

        I, who nor meddle nor make in politics,—I, who sincerely

        Put not my trust in leagues nor any suffrage by ballot,

        Never predicted Parisian millenniums, never beheld a

        New Jerusalem coming down dressed like a bride out of heaven

        Right on the Place de la Concorde,—I, ne'ertheless, let me say it,

        Could in my soul of souls, this day, with the Gaul at the gates, shed

        One true tear for thee, thou poor little Roman republic!

        France, it is foully done! and you, my stupid old England,—

        You, who a twelvemonth ago said nations must choose for themselves, you

        Could not, of course, interfere,—you, now, when a nation has chosen—

        Pardon this folly! The Times will, of course, have announced the

          occasion,

        Told you the news of to-day; and although it was slightly in error

        When it proclaimed as a fact the Apollo was sold to a Yankee,

        You may believe when it tells you the French are at Civita Vecchia.

      II.—CLAUDE TO EUSTACE

        "Dulce" it is, and "decorum" no doubt, for the country to fall,—to

        Offer one's blood an oblation to Freedom, and die for the Cause; yet

        Still, individual culture is also something, and no man

        Finds quite distinct the assurance that he of all others is called on,

        Or would be justified, even, in taking away from the world that

        Precious creature, himself. Nature sent him here to abide here;

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