Primary Target. Джек Марс

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      He shook his head. “I can’t…”

      Now Martinez began to weep.

      “I didn’t do it,” Luke said. His voice sounded small and weak, like a child’s voice.

      “Yes! You did it! You did this. It was you. It was your mission. We were your guys. Now we’re dead. All but you.”

      Luke shook his head. “No. It was Heath’s mission. I was just—”

      “You bastard! You were just following orders. But you could have said no.”

      Luke said nothing. Martinez breathed deeply.

      “I told you to kill me.” He gritted his teeth. “I told you… to… kill… me. Now look at this… this mess. You were the one.” He shook his head. “You could have done it. Nobody would know.”

      Luke stared at him. “I couldn’t kill you. You’re my friend.”

      “Don’t say that!” Martinez said. “I’m not your friend.”

      He turned his head to face the wall. “Get out of my room.”

      “Robby…”

      “How many men you killed, Stone? How many, huh? A hundred? Two hundred?”

      Luke spoke barely above a whisper. He answered honestly. “I don’t know. I stopped counting.”

      “You couldn’t kill one man as a favor? A favor to your so-called friend?”

      Luke didn’t speak. Such a thing had never occurred to him before. Kill his own man? But he realized now that it was possible.

      For a split second, he was back on that hillside on that cold morning. He saw Martinez sprawled on his back, crying. Luke walked over to him. There was no ammo left. All Luke had was the twisted bayonet in his hand. He crouched down next to Martinez, the bayonet protruding from his fist like a spike. He reached up with it, above Martinez’s heart, and…

      “I don’t want you here,” Martinez said now. “I want you out of my room. Get out, okay, Stone? Get out right now.”

      Suddenly, Martinez started screaming. He took the nurse call button from his bedside and began ramming it with his thumb.

      “I want you out! Get out! Out!”

      Luke stood. He raised his hands. “Okay, Robby. Okay.”

      “OUT!”

      Luke headed for the door.

      “I hope you die, Stone. I hope your baby dies.”

      Then Luke was out in the hall. Two nurses were coming toward him, walking but moving fast.

      “Is he okay?” the first one said.

      “Did you hear me, Stone? I hope your…”

      But Luke had already covered his ears and was running down the hall. He ran through the building, sprinting now, gasping for air. He saw the EXIT sign, turned toward it, and burst through the double doors. Then he was running across the grounds along a concrete pathway. Here and there, people turned to look, but Luke kept running. He ran until his lungs began to burn.

      A man was coming the other way. The man was older, but broad and strong. He walked upright with military bearing, but wore blue jeans and a leather jacket. Luke was almost on top of him before he realized he knew him.

      “Luke,” the man said. “Where you running to, son?”

      Luke stopped. He bent over and put his hands on his knees. His breath came in harsh rasps. He fought for big lungfuls.

      “Don,” he said. “Oh man, Don. I’m out of shape.”

      He stood up. He reached out to shake Don Morris’s hand, but Don pulled him into a bear hug instead. It felt… Luke didn’t have words for it. Don was like a father to him. Feelings surged. It felt safe. It felt like a relief. It felt like for so long, he had been holding so many things inside of him, things Don knew intuitively, without having to be told. Being hugged by Don Morris felt like being home.

      After a long moment, they parted.

      “What are you doing here?” Luke said.

      He imagined Don was down from Washington to meet with the brass at Fort Bragg, but Don dispelled that notion in just a few words.

      “I came to get you,” he said.

* * *

      “It’s a good deal,” Don said. “The best you’re going to get.”

      They were driving through the tree-lined cobblestone streets of downtown Fayetteville in a nondescript rental sedan. Don was at the wheel, Luke in the passenger seat. People sat in open air coffee shops and restaurants along the sidewalks. It was a military city—a lot of the people who were out and about were upright and fit.

      But in addition to being healthy, they also looked happy. At this moment, Luke couldn’t imagine what that felt like.

      “Tell me again,” he said.

      “You go out at the rank of Master Sergeant. Honorable discharge, effective at the end of this calendar year, though you can go on indefinite leave as early as this afternoon. The new pay goes into effect immediately, and carries on until discharge. Your service record is intact, and your wartime veteran’s pension and all other benefits are in place.”

      It sounded like a good deal. But Luke hadn’t considered leaving the Army until this minute. The entire time he was in the hospital, he had been hoping to rejoin his unit. Meanwhile, behind the scenes, Don had been negotiating an exit for him.

      “And if I want to stay in?” he said.

      Don shrugged. “You’ve been in the hospital for nearly a month. The records I’ve seen suggest you’ve made little or no progress in therapy, and are considered an uncooperative patient.”

      He sighed. “They’re not going to take you back, Luke. They think you’re damaged goods. If you refuse the package I just described, they plan to send you out with an involuntary psychiatric discharge at your current rank and pay, with a diagnosis of post-traumatic stress disorder. I’m sure I don’t have to tell you the sort of prospects faced by men with a discharge under those circumstances.”

      Luke supposed that none of this was a very big surprise, but it was still painful to hear. He knew the deal. The Army didn’t even formally acknowledge the existence of Delta Force. The mission was classified—it never happened. So it wasn’t as if he hoped to receive a medal during a public ceremony. In Delta, you didn’t do it for the glory.

      Even so, while he expected to be ignored, he didn’t expect to be thrown on the scrap heap. He had given a lot of himself to the Army, and they were ready to dump him after one bad mission. True, the mission was more than bad. It was a disaster, a debacle, but that wasn’t his fault.

      “They’re kicking me out either way,” he said. “I can go quietly СКАЧАТЬ