The Real Thing and Other Tales. Генри Джеймс

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СКАЧАТЬ off at first some of the episodes in which the hero and the heroine were not concerned.  When once I had set them up I should have to stick to them—I couldn’t make my young man seven feet high in one place and five feet nine in another.  I inclined on the whole to the latter measurement, though the Major more than once reminded me that he looked about as young as anyone.  It was indeed quite possible to arrange him, for the figure, so that it would have been difficult to detect his age.  After the spontaneous Oronte had been with me a month, and after I had given him to understand several different times that his native exuberance would presently constitute an insurmountable barrier to our further intercourse, I waked to a sense of his heroic capacity.  He was only five feet seven, but the remaining inches were latent.  I tried him almost secretly at first, for I was really rather afraid of the judgment my other models would pass on such a choice.  If they regarded Miss Churm as little better than a snare, what would they think of the representation by a person so little the real thing as an Italian street-vendor of a protagonist formed by a public school?

      If I went a little in fear of them it was not because they bullied me, because they had got an oppressive foothold, but because in their really pathetic decorum and mysteriously permanent newness they counted on me so intensely.  I was therefore very glad when Jack Hawley came home: he was always of such good counsel.  He painted badly himself, but there was no one like him for putting his finger on the place.  He had been absent from England for a year; he had been somewhere—I don’t remember where—to get a fresh eye.  I was in a good deal of dread of any such organ, but we were old friends; he had been away for months and a sense of emptiness was creeping into my life.  I hadn’t dodged a missile for a year.

      He came back with a fresh eye, but with the same old black velvet blouse, and the first evening he spent in my studio we smoked cigarettes till the small hours.  He had done no work himself, he had only got the eye; so the field was clear for the production of my little things.  He wanted to see what I had done for the Cheapside, but he was disappointed in the exhibition.  That at least seemed the meaning of two or three comprehensive groans which, as he lounged on my big divan, on a folded leg, looking at my latest drawings, issued from his lips with the smoke of the cigarette.

      “What’s the matter with you?” I asked.

      “What’s the matter with you?”

      “Nothing save that I’m mystified.”

      “You are indeed.  You’re quite off the hinge.  What’s the meaning of this new fad?” And he tossed me, with visible irreverence, a drawing in which I happened to have depicted both my majestic models.  I asked if he didn’t think it good, and he replied that it struck him as execrable, given the sort of thing I had always represented myself to him as wishing to arrive at; but I let that pass, I was so anxious to see exactly what he meant.  The two figures in the picture looked colossal, but I supposed this was not what he meant, inasmuch as, for aught he knew to the contrary, I might have been trying for that.  I maintained that I was working exactly in the same way as when he last had done me the honour to commend me.  “Well, there’s a big hole somewhere,” he answered; “wait a bit and I’ll discover it.”  I depended upon him to do so: where else was the fresh eye?  But he produced at last nothing more luminous than “I don’t know—I don’t like your types.”  This was lame, for a critic who had never consented to discuss with me anything but the question of execution, the direction of strokes and the mystery of values.

      “In the drawings you’ve been looking at I think my types are very handsome.”

      “Oh, they won’t do!”

      “I’ve had a couple of new models.”

      “I see you have.  They won’t do.”

      “Are you very sure of that?”

      “Absolutely—they’re stupid.”

      “You mean I am—for I ought to get round that.”

      “You can’t—with such people.  Who are they?”

      I told him, as far as was necessary, and he declared, heartlessly: “Ce sont des gens qu’il faut mettre à la porte.”

      “You’ve never seen them; they’re awfully good,” I compassionately objected.

      “Not seen them?  Why, all this recent work of yours drops to pieces with them.  It’s all I want to see of them.”

      “No one else has said anything against it—the Cheapside people are pleased.”

      “Everyone else is an ass, and the Cheapside people the biggest asses of all.  Come, don’t pretend, at this time of day, to have pretty illusions about the public, especially about publishers and editors.  It’s not for such animals you work—it’s for those who know, coloro che sanno; so keep straight for me if you can’t keep straight for yourself.  There’s a certain sort of thing you tried for from the first—and a very good thing it is.  But this twaddle isn’t in it.”  When I talked with Hawley later about “Rutland Ramsay” and its possible successors he declared that I must get back into my boat again or I would go to the bottom.  His voice in short was the voice of warning.

      I noted the warning, but I didn’t turn my friends out of doors.  They bored me a good deal; but the very fact that they bored me admonished me not to sacrifice them—if there was anything to be done with them—simply to irritation.  As I look back at this phase they seem to me to have pervaded my life not a little.  I have a vision of them as most of the time in my studio, seated, against the wall, on an old velvet bench to be out of the way, and looking like a pair of patient courtiers in a royal ante-chamber.  I am convinced that during the coldest weeks of the winter they held their ground because it saved them fire.  Their newness was losing its gloss, and it was impossible not to feel that they were objects of charity.  Whenever Miss Churm arrived they went away, and after I was fairly launched in “Rutland Ramsay” Miss Churm arrived pretty often.  They managed to express to me tacitly that they supposed I wanted her for the low life of the book, and I let them suppose it, since they had attempted to study the work—it was lying about the studio—without discovering that it dealt only with the highest circles.  They had dipped into the most brilliant of our novelists without deciphering many passages.  I still took an hour from them, now and again, in spite of Jack Hawley’s warning: it would be time enough to dismiss them, if dismissal should be necessary, when the rigour of the season was over.  Hawley had made their acquaintance—he had met them at my fireside—and thought them a ridiculous pair.  Learning that he was a painter they tried to approach him, to show him too that they were the real thing; but he looked at them, across the big room, as if they were miles away: they were a compendium of everything that he most objected to in the social system of his country.  Such people as that, all convention and patent-leather, with ejaculations that stopped conversation, had no business in a studio.  A studio was a place to learn to see, and how could you see through a pair of feather beds?

      The main inconvenience I suffered at their hands was that, at first, I was shy of letting them discover how my artful little servant had begun to sit to me for “Rutland Ramsay.”  They knew that I had been odd enough (they were prepared by this time to allow oddity to artists,) to pick a foreign vagabond out of the streets, when I might have had a person with whiskers and credentials; but it was some time before they learned how high I rated his accomplishments.  They found him in an attitude more than once, but they never doubted I was doing him as an organ-grinder.  There were several things they never guessed, and one of them was that for a striking scene in the novel, in which a footman briefly figured, it occurred to me to make use of Major Monarch as the menial.  I kept putting this off, I didn’t like to ask him to don the livery—besides the difficulty of finding СКАЧАТЬ