The Portrait of a Lady — Volume 2. Генри Джеймс

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      “It was not considerate—it was convenient,” said Mrs. Touchett. “But I shall talk to Madame Merle.”

      “I don’t see why you keep bringing her in. She has been a very good friend to me.”

      “Possibly; but she has been a poor one to me.”

      “What has she done to you?”

      “She has deceived me. She had as good as promised me to prevent your engagement.”

      “She couldn’t have prevented it.”

      “She can do anything; that’s what I’ve always liked her for. I knew she could play any part; but I understood that she played them one by one. I didn’t understand that she would play two at the same time.”

      “I don’t know what part she may have played to you,” Isabel said; “that’s between yourselves. To me she has been honest and kind and devoted.”

      “Devoted, of course; she wished you to marry her candidate. She told me she was watching you only in order to interpose.”

      “She said that to please you,” the girl answered; conscious, however, of the inadequacy of the explanation.

      “To please me by deceiving me? She knows me better. Am I pleased to-day?”

      “I don’t think you’re ever much pleased,” Isabel was obliged to reply. “If Madame Merle knew you would learn the truth what had she to gain by insincerity?”

      “She gained time, as you see. While I waited for her to interfere you were marching away, and she was really beating the drum.”

      “That’s very well. But by your own admission you saw I was marching, and even if she had given the alarm you wouldn’t have tried to stop me.”

      “No, but some one else would.”

      “Whom do you mean?” Isabel asked, looking very hard at her aunt. Mrs. Touchett’s little bright eyes, active as they usually were, sustained her gaze rather than returned it. “Would you have listened to Ralph?”

      “Not if he had abused Mr. Osmond.”

      “Ralph doesn’t abuse people; you know that perfectly. He cares very much for you.”

      “I know he does,” said Isabel; “and I shall feel the value of it now, for he knows that whatever I do I do with reason.”

      “He never believed you would do this. I told him you were capable of it, and he argued the other way.”

      “He did it for the sake of argument,” the girl smiled. “You don’t accuse him of having deceived you; why should you accuse Madame Merle?”

      “He never pretended he’d prevent it.”

      “I’m glad of that!” cried Isabel gaily. “I wish very much,” she presently added, “that when he comes you’d tell him first of my engagement.”

      “Of course I’ll mention it,” said Mrs. Touchett. “I shall say nothing more to you about it, but I give you notice I shall talk to others.”

      “That’s as you please. I only meant that it’s rather better the announcement should come from you than from me.”

      “I quite agree with you; it’s much more proper!” And on this the aunt and the niece went to breakfast, where Mrs. Touchett, as good as her word, made no allusion to Gilbert Osmond. After an interval of silence, however, she asked her companion from whom she had received a visit an hour before.

      “From an old friend—an American gentleman,” Isabel said with a colour in her cheek.

      “An American gentleman of course. It’s only an American gentleman who calls at ten o’clock in the morning.”

      “It was half-past ten; he was in a great hurry; he goes away this evening.”

      “Couldn’t he have come yesterday, at the usual time?”

      “He only arrived last night.”

      “He spends but twenty-four hours in Florence?” Mrs. Touchett cried. “He’s an American gentleman truly.”

      “He is indeed,” said Isabel, thinking with perverse admiration of what Caspar Goodwood had done for her.

      Two days afterward Ralph arrived; but though Isabel was sure that Mrs. Touchett had lost no time in imparting to him the great fact, he showed at first no open knowledge of it. Their prompted talk was naturally of his health; Isabel had many questions to ask about Corfu. She had been shocked by his appearance when he came into the room; she had forgotten how ill he looked. In spite of Corfu he looked very ill to-day, and she wondered if he were really worse or if she were simply disaccustomed to living with an invalid. Poor Ralph made no nearer approach to conventional beauty as he advanced in life, and the now apparently complete loss of his health had done little to mitigate the natural oddity of his person. Blighted and battered, but still responsive and still ironic, his face was like a lighted lantern patched with paper and unsteadily held; his thin whisker languished upon a lean cheek; the exorbitant curve of his nose defined itself more sharply. Lean he was altogether, lean and long and loose-jointed; an accidental cohesion of relaxed angles. His brown velvet jacket had become perennial; his hands had fixed themselves in his pockets; he shambled and stumbled and shuffled in a manner that denoted great physical helplessness. It was perhaps this whimsical gait that helped to mark his character more than ever as that of the humorous invalid—the invalid for whom even his own disabilities are part of the general joke. They might well indeed with Ralph have been the chief cause of the want of seriousness marking his view of a world in which the reason for his own continued presence was past finding out. Isabel had grown fond of his ugliness; his awkwardness had become dear to her. They had been sweetened by association; they struck her as the very terms on which it had been given him to be charming. He was so charming that her sense of his being ill had hitherto had a sort of comfort in it; the state of his health had seemed not a limitation, but a kind of intellectual advantage; it absolved him from all professional and official emotions and left him the luxury of being exclusively personal. The personality so resulting was delightful; he had remained proof against the staleness of disease; he had had to consent to be deplorably ill, yet had somehow escaped being formally sick. Such had been the girl’s impression of her cousin; and when she had pitied him it was only on reflection. As she reflected a good deal she had allowed him a certain amount of compassion; but she always had a dread of wasting that essence—a precious article, worth more to the giver than to any one else. Now, however, it took no great sensibility to feel that poor Ralph’s tenure of life was less elastic than it should be. He was a bright, free, generous spirit, he had all the illumination of wisdom and none of its pedantry, and yet he was distressfully dying.

      Isabel noted afresh that life was certainly hard for some people, and she felt a delicate glow of shame as she thought how easy it now promised to become for herself. She was prepared to learn that Ralph was not pleased with her engagement; but she was not prepared, in spite of her affection for him, to let this fact spoil the situation. She was not even prepared, or so she thought, to resent his want of sympathy; for it would be his privilege—it would be indeed his natural line—to find fault with any step she might take toward marriage. One’s cousin always pretended to hate one’s СКАЧАТЬ