Actions and Reactions. Rudyard Kipling

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      “When the wicked man turneth away.” The strong, alien voice of the priest vibrated under the hammer-beam roof, and a loneliness unfelt before swamped their hearts, as they searched for places in the unfamiliar Church of England service. The Lord’s Prayer “Our Father, which art” – set the seal on that desolation. Sophie found herself thinking how in other lands their purchase would long ere this have been discussed from every point of view in a dozen prints, forgetting that George for months had not been allowed to glance at those black and bellowing head-lines. Here was nothing but silence – not even hostility! The game was up to them; the other players hid their cards and waited. Suspense, she felt, was in the air, and when her sight cleared, saw, indeed, a mural tablet of a footless bird brooding upon the carven motto, “Wayte awhyle – wayte awhyle.”

      At the Litany George had trouble with an unstable hassock, and drew the slip of carpet under the pewseat. Sophie pushed her end back also, and shut her eyes against a burning that felt like tears. When she opened them she was looking at her mother’s maiden name, fairly carved on a blue flagstone on the pew floor: Ellen Lashmar. ob. 1796. aetat 27.

      She nudged George and pointed. Sheltered, as they kneeled, they looked for more knowledge, but the rest of the slab was blank.

      “Ever hear of her?” he whispered.

      “Never knew any of us came from here.”

      “Coincidence?”

      “Perhaps. But it makes me feel better,” and she smiled and winked away a tear on her lashes, and took his hand while they prayed for “all women labouring of child” – not “in the perils of childbirth”; and the sparrows who had found their way through the guards behind the glass windows chirped above the faded gilt and alabaster family tree of the Conants.

      The baronet’s pew was on the right of the aisle. After service its inhabitants moved forth without haste, but so as to block effectively a dusky person with a large family who champed in their rear.

      “Spices, I think,” said Sophie, deeply delighted as the Sangres closed up after the Conants. “Let ‘em get away, George.”

      But when they came out many folk whose eyes were one still lingered by the lychgate.

      “I want to see if any more Lashmars are buried here,” said Sophie.

      “Not now. This seems to be show day. Come home quickly,” he replied.

      A group of families, the Clokes a little apart, opened to let them through. The men saluted with jerky nods, the women with remnants of a curtsey. Only Iggulden’s son, his mother on his arm, lifted his hat as Sophie passed.

      “Your people,” said the clear voice of Lady Conant in her ear.

      “I suppose so,” said Sophie, blushing, for they were within two yards of her; but it was not a question.

      “Then that child looks as if it were coming down with mumps. You ought to tell the mother she shouldn’t have brought it to church.”

      “I can’t leave ‘er behind, my lady,” the woman said. “She’d set the ‘ouse afire in a minute, she’s that forward with the matches. Ain’t you, Maudie dear?”

      “Has Dr. Dallas seen her?”

      “Not yet, my lady.”

      “He must. You can’t get away, of course. M-m! My idiotic maid is coming in for her teeth to-morrow at twelve. She shall pick her up – at Gale Anstey, isn’t it? – at eleven.”

      “Yes. Thank you very much, my lady.”

      “I oughtn’t to have done it,” said Lady Conant apologetically, “but there has been no one at Pardons for so long that you’ll forgive my poaching. Now, can’t you lunch with us? The vicar usually comes too. I don’t use the horses on a Sunday” – she glanced at the Brazilian’s silver-plated chariot. “It’s only a mile across the fields.”

      “You – you’re very kind,” said Sophie, hating herself because her lip trembled.

      “My dear,” the compelling tone dropped to a soothing gurgle, “d’you suppose I don’t know how it feels to come to a strange county – country I should say – away from one’s own people? When I first left the Shires – I’m Shropshire, you know – I cried for a day and a night. But fretting doesn’t make loneliness any better. Oh, here’s Dora. She did sprain her leg that day.”

      “I’m as lame as a tree still,” said the tall maiden frankly. “You ought to go out with the otter-hounds, Mrs. Chapin. I believe they’re drawing your water next week.”

      Sir Walter had already led off George, and the vicar came up on the other side of Sophie. There was no escaping the swift procession or the leisurely lunch, where talk came and went in low-voiced eddies that had the village for their centre. Sophie heard the vicar and Sir Walter address her husband lightly as Chapin! (She also remembered many women known in a previous life who habitually addressed their husbands as Mr. Such-an-one.) After lunch Lady Conant talked to her explicitly of maternity as that is achieved in cottages and farm-houses remote from aid, and of the duty thereto of the mistress of Pardons.

      A gate in a beech hedge, reached across triple lawns, let them out before tea-time into the unkempt south side of their land.

      “I want your hand, please,” said Sophie as soon as they were safe among the beech boles and the lawless hollies. “D’you remember the old maid in ‘Providence and the Guitar’ who heard the Commissary swear, and hardly reckoned herself a maiden lady afterward? Because I’m a relative of hers. Lady Conant is – ”

      “Did you find out anything about the Lashmars?” he interrupted.

      “I didn’t ask. I’m going to write to Aunt Sydney about it first. Oh, Lady Conant said something at lunch about their having bought some land from some Lashmars a few years ago. I found it was at the beginning of last century.”

      “What did you say?”

      “I said, ‘Really, how interesting!’ Like that. I’m not going to push myself forward. I’ve been hearing about Mr. Sangres’s efforts in that direction. And you? I couldn’t see you behind the flowers. Was it very deep water, dear?”

      George mopped a brow already browned by outdoor exposures.

      “Oh no – dead easy,” he answered. “I’ve bought Friars Pardon to prevent Sir Walter’s birds straying.”

      A cock pheasant scuttered through the dry leaves and exploded almost under their feet. Sophie jumped.

      “That’s one of ‘em,” said George calmly.

      “Well, your nerves are better, at any rate,” said she. “Did you tell ‘em you’d bought the thing to play with?”

      “No. That was where my nerve broke down. I only made one bad break – I think. I said I couldn’t see why hiring land to men to farm wasn’t as much a business proposition as anything else.”

      “And what did they say?”

      “They smiled. I shall know what that smile means some day. They don’t waste their smiles. D’you see that track by Gale Anstey?”

      They looked down from the СКАЧАТЬ