A Diversity of Creatures. Rudyard Kipling

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СКАЧАТЬ consecutive evenings on the river at Hammersmith in a tub where he had well stretched the white arms that passing crews mocked at; a game of rackets at his club; three dinners, one small dance, and one human flirtation with a human woman. More notable still, he had settled his month's accounts, only once confusing petty cash with the days of grace allowed him. Next morning he rode his hired beast in the park victoriously. He saw Miss Henschil on horse-back near Lancaster Gate, talking to a young man at the railings.

      She wheeled and cantered toward him.

      'By Jove! How well you look!' he cried, without salutation. 'I didn't know you rode.'

      'I used to once,' she replied. 'I'm all soft now.'

      They swept off together down the ride.

      'Your beast pulls,' he said.

      'Wa-ant him to. Gi-gives me something to think of. How've you been?' she panted. 'I wish chemists' shops hadn't red lights.'

      'Have you slipped out and bought some, then?'

      'You don't know Nursey. Eh, but it's good to be on a horse again! This chap cost me two hundred.'

      'Then you've been swindled,' said Conroy.

      'I know it, but it's no odds. I must go back to Toots and send him away. He's neglecting his work for me.'

      She swung her heavy-topped animal on his none too sound hocks. ''Sentence come, lad?'

      'Yes. But I'm not minding it so much this time.'

      'Waterloo, then-and God help us!' She thundered back to the little frock-coated figure that waited faithfully near the gate.

      Conroy felt the spring sun on his shoulders and trotted home. That evening he went out with a man in a pair oar, and was rowed to a standstill. But the other man owned he could not have kept the pace five minutes longer.

      He carried his bag all down Number 3 platform at Waterloo, and hove it with one hand into the rack.

      'Well done!' said Nurse Blaber, in the corridor. 'We've improved too.'

      Dr. Gilbert and an older man came out of the next compartment.

      'Hallo!' said Gilbert. 'Why haven't you been to see me, Mr. Conroy? Come under the lamp. Take off your hat. No-no. Sit, you young giant. Ve-ry good. Look here a minute, Johnnie.'

      A little, round-bellied, hawk-faced person glared at him.

      'Gilbert was right about the beauty of the beast,' he muttered. 'D'you keep it in your glove now?' he went on, and punched Conroy in the short ribs.

      'No,' said Conroy meekly, but without coughing. 'Nowhere-on my honour! I've chucked it for good.'

      'Wait till you are a sound man before you say that, Mr. Conroy.' Sir John Chartres stumped out, saying to Gilbert in the corridor, 'It's all very fine, but the question is shall I or we "Sir Pandarus of Troy become," eh? We're bound to think of the children.'

      'Have you been vetted?' said Miss Henschil, a few minutes after the train started. 'May I sit with you? I-I don't trust myself yet. I can't give up as easily as you can, seemingly.'

      'Can't you? I never saw any one so improved in a month.'

      'Look here!' She reached across to the rack, single-handed lifted Conroy's bag, and held it at arm's length. 'I counted ten slowly. And I didn't think of hours or minutes,' she boasted.

      'Don't remind me,' he cried.

      'Ah! Now I've reminded myself. I wish I hadn't. Do you think it'll be easier for us to-night?'

      'Oh, don't.' The smell of the carriage had brought back all his last trip to him, and Conroy moved uneasily.

      'I'm sorry. I've brought some games,' she went on. 'Draughts and cards-but they all mean counting. I wish I'd brought chess, but I can't play chess. What can we do? Talk about something.'

      'Well, how's Toots, to begin with?' said Conroy.

      'Why? Did you see him on the platform?'

      'No. Was he there? I didn't notice.'

      'Oh yes. He doesn't understand. He's desperately jealous. I told him it doesn't matter. Will you please let me hold your hand? I believe I'm beginning to get the chill.'

      'Toots ought to envy me,' said Conroy.

      'He does. He paid you a high compliment the other night. He's taken to calling again-in spite of all they say.'

      Conroy inclined his head. He felt cold, and knew surely he would be colder.

      'He said,' she yawned. '(Beg your pardon.) He said he couldn't see how I could help falling in love with a man like you; and he called himself a damned little rat, and he beat his head on the piano last night.'

      'The piano? You play, then?'

      'Only to him. He thinks the world of my accomplishments. Then I told him I wouldn't have you if you were the last man on earth instead of only the best-looking-not with a million in each stocking.'

      'No, not with a million in each stocking,' said Conroy vehemently. 'Isn't that odd?'

      'I suppose so-to any one who doesn't know. Well, where was I? Oh, George as good as told me I was deceiving him, and he wanted to go away without saying good-night. He hates standing a-tiptoe, but he must if I won't sit down.'

      Conroy would have smiled, but the chill that foreran the coming of the Lier-in-Wait was upon him, and his hand closed warningly on hers.

      'And-and so-' she was trying to say, when her hour also overtook her, leaving alive only the fear-dilated eyes that turned to Conroy. Hand froze on hand and the body with it as they waited for the horror in the blackness that heralded it. Yet through the worst Conroy saw, at an uncountable distance, one minute glint of light in his night. Thither would he go and escape his fear; and behold, that light was the light in the watch-tower of her eyes, where her locked soul signalled to his soul: 'Look at me!'

      In time, from him and from her, the Thing sheered aside, that each soul might step down and resume its own concerns. He thought confusedly of people on the skirts of a thunderstorm, withdrawing from windows where the torn night is, to their known and furnished beds. Then he dozed, till in some drowsy turn his hand fell from her warmed hand.

      'That's all. The Faces haven't come,' he heard her say. 'All-thank God! I don't feel even I need what Nursey promised me. Do you?'

      'No.' He rubbed his eyes. 'But don't make too sure.'

      'Certainly not. We shall have to try again next month. I'm afraid it will be an awful nuisance for you.'

      'Not to me, I assure you,' said Conroy, and they leaned back and laughed at the flatness of the words, after the hells through which they had just risen.

      'And now,' she said, strict eyes on Conroy, 'why wouldn't you take me-not with a million in each stocking?'

      'I don't know. That's what I've been puzzling over.'

      'So have I. We're as handsome a couple as I've ever seen. Are you well off, lad?'

      'They call me so,' said Conroy, smiling.

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