Ловушка для Мыслеформы. A Trap for a Thought-Form. Премия им. М. Булгакова / M. Bulgakov Award (Билингва: Rus/Eng). Александра Крючкова

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      However, it started to rain «tomorrow», and the trip to the Mansion was postponed indefinitely.

      Meanwhile, the Left Door was attracting me stronger and stronger. From time to time, I was sent strange people – writers who asked me to arrange literary parties in the Mansion, as a great opportunity to combine the desired with my direct work, but because of the epidemic, the Mansion was closed for a long time…

      Repeatedly I tried to return to that sweet dream about three pairs of orange sandals, to find there the man with a small belly and a foggy face, with whom I felt happy.

      In vain, I always found myself in the past, where Roman appeared sitting next to me on my right. There were a lot of people there.

      «If not for the age difference,» I looked at him almost jokingly and sighed.

      «What’s the difference?» he immediately interrupted me. «There is no difference!»

      «I would have fallen head over heels in love with you,» I finished my sentence.

      How many times did I say goodbye to him? Even in my dreams I could not allow myself anything… I didn’t want to hurt, maybe. One or both of us?

      However, in a little while my Sun would have set in the last, the 12^th sector of the Astrological Clock of life. The sector of all the Secret and Unrevealed, symbolically called the Mystical Mansion or the Mysterious Island, the Portal to Another Reality. It would barely get out of there, my Sun…

      «Who are you?» I asked when another Autumn crept up on me with another strange man who had come to the Union of Writers to submit his book for a competition.

      The man introduced himself, whispering something in addition as quietly as passwords.

      I glanced at him briefly without remembering either his first or last name, and I didn’t even catch what he whispered, because he reminded me of Roman and Ray at the same time.

      «A glitch in the Matrix!» the thought flashed through my mind.

      «Did you bring us the book?» I decided to clarify.

      «No… Yes… But…»

      «Alice, haven’t you heard?» my colleague suddenly interrupted my thoughts, tugging at the sleeve of my dress and adding distinctly in a mysterious voice, «This man is from your Old Mansion!!!»

      «Are you… really from that Mansion!?» I asked, not believing my ears.

      «Yes,» the man nodded calmly. «I’ve been working there, behind the Left Door, since the very beginning. Come to visit us this Sunday! And I will give you my book for the competition. I forgot to take it with me.»

      It was very cold. I was already leaving the store when the saleswoman ran up to me, holding out the package.

      «This is a gift for you!» she said mysteriously.

      I opened the package and saw a gray scarf. I took it out and twisted it in my hands. A noose… I was too tired, and my Sun was already on the threshold of the 12^th…

      I put the scarf back.

      Having arrived home, I opened the package again, but along with the scarf I found…

      …GLOVES…

      the black ones…

      Yes, there was a Word in the Beginning, and that Word was «Gloves», and also it was very cold, the right time for them to appear. Though, all I wanted to do that day was to stay at home and bask under a plaid by the fireplace with the Moon Cat and a book about ghosts, because the idea of going to the Mansion suddenly made me scared. Yes, I was scared of what would finally happen.

      However, with a heavy sigh, I forced myself out of bed, grabbed the 9^th edition of my «Book of Secret Knowledge» alias «The Book of White and Black Magic», the first novel in the «Playing Another Reality» series, and resolutely headed for the Portal.

      With a sinking heart, I pulled the Left Door towards me and took a step inside.

      There were many people there, pacing back and forth without noticing me. No one asked my entrance ticket, although the entrance wasn’t free of charge.

      I floated to the coffee shop and sat down at a table next to a sprawling giant black cat. The Cat scanned me carefully and greeted me, meanwhile people came and went away, paying no attention to us at all in the place where the Past and the Present – and the Future? – were merging together.

      «Do I no longer exist among all these people?»

      Suddenly, the man, who had invited me to come in, appeared next to me.

      I stood up and touched his hand. He turned around. I silently looked into his eyes. Unlike other people, he noticed me (as, indeed, the Cat) and said hello. I held out my book. The man read the title and shuddered involuntarily.

      «This is my gift for the Museum,» I explained. «And the book of poems, „The Moon Cat“, is for you.»

      I was in a hurry to leave my mark before everyone, including that man, would stop noticing me.

      He disappeared and reappeared with his book, handing it to me. I opened the book to a random page, and the title of the story caught my eye, «The GLOVES that fell from the Sky». I shuddered, too.

      We sat at a table across from each other. In silence. He got my «Magic» and «The Moon Cat», and I got his «Gloves». He worked in the Mansion as Guardian of the Portal. Definitely, all these people around existed in some other dimension, where there were neither me nor the Guardian, who still reminded me of Roman and Ray.

      I returned «the Gloves» to the author, asking him to sign it for me.

      «Hmm… today is a magical date,» writing it under the dedication, the Guardian said either to me or to himself. Dates and numbers had some meaning to him.

      «Has SHE come back?!» the Guardian’s mind raced.

      «Show me the Mansion, please!» I asked him mentally.

      The Guardian stood up from the table and held out his hand to me. Having grabbed an antique lantern along the way, we slowly descended into the Dungeon, and I felt more and more strongly that the Portal was there, and I would find it for sure!

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