WALDEN AND ON THE DUTY OF CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE. Henry David Thoreau

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      annihilation; and I believe that a like but infinitely greater

      steadfastness elsewhere is all that now preserves it. But I would not

      stand between any man and his genius; and to him who does this work,

      which I decline, with his whole heart and soul and life, I would say,

      Persevere, even if the world call it doing evil, as it is most likely

      they will.

      I am far from supposing that my case is a peculiar one; no doubt many

      of my readers would make a similar defence. At doing something,—I will

      not engage that my neighbors shall pronounce it good,—I do not hesitate

      to say that I should be a capital fellow to hire; but what that is, it

      is for my employer to find out. What _good_ I do, in the common sense

      of that word, must be aside from my main path, and for the most part

      wholly unintended. Men say, practically, Begin where you are and such

      as you are, without aiming mainly to become of more worth, and with

      kindness aforethought go about doing good. If I were to preach at all

      in this strain, I should say rather, Set about being good. As if the

      sun should stop when he had kindled his fires up to the splendor of a

      moon or a star of the sixth magnitude, and go about like a Robin

      Goodfellow, peeping in at every cottage window, inspiring lunatics, and

      tainting meats, and making darkness visible, instead of steadily

      increasing his genial heat and beneficence till he is of such

      brightness that no mortal can look him in the face, and then, and in

      the mean while too, going about the world in his own orbit, doing it

      good, or rather, as a truer philosophy has discovered, the world going

      about him getting good. When Phaeton, wishing to prove his heavenly

      birth by his beneficence, had the sun’s chariot but one day, and drove

      out of the beaten track, he burned several blocks of houses in the

      lower streets of heaven, and scorched the surface of the earth, and

      dried up every spring, and made the great desert of Sahara, till at

      length Jupiter hurled him headlong to the earth with a thunderbolt, and

      the sun, through grief at his death, did not shine for a year.

      There is no odor so bad as that which arises from goodness tainted. It

      is human, it is divine, carrion. If I knew for a certainty that a man

      was coming to my house with the conscious design of doing me good, I

      should run for my life, as from that dry and parching wind of the

      African deserts called the simoom, which fills the mouth and nose and

      ears and eyes with dust till you are suffocated, for fear that I should

      get some of his good done to me,—some of its virus mingled with my

      blood. No,—in this case I would rather suffer evil the natural way. A

      man is not a good _man_ to me because he will feed me if I should be

      starving, or warm me if I should be freezing, or pull me out of a ditch

      if I should ever fall into one. I can find you a Newfoundland dog that

      will do as much. Philanthropy is not love for one’s fellow-man in the

      broadest sense. Howard was no doubt an exceedingly kind and worthy man

      in his way, and has his reward; but, comparatively speaking, what are a

      hundred Howards to _us_, if their philanthropy do not help _us_ in our

      best estate, when we are most worthy to be helped? I never heard of a

      philanthropic meeting in which it was sincerely proposed to do any good

      to me, or the like of me.

      The Jesuits were quite balked by those Indians who, being burned at the

      stake, suggested new modes of torture to their tormentors. Being

      superior to physical suffering, it sometimes chanced that they were

      superior to any consolation which the missionaries could offer; and the

      law to do as you would be done by fell with less persuasiveness on the

      ears of those who, for their part, did not care how they were done by,

      who loved their enemies after a new fashion, and came very near freely

      forgiving them all they did.

      Be sure that you give the poor the aid they most need, though it be

      your example which leaves them far behind. If you give money, spend

      yourself with it, and do not merely abandon it to them. We make curious

      mistakes sometimes. Often the poor man is not so cold and hungry as he

      is dirty and ragged and gross. It is partly his taste, and not merely

      his misfortune. If you give him money, he will perhaps buy more rags

      with it. I was wont to pity the clumsy Irish laborers who cut ice on

      the pond, in such mean and ragged clothes, while I shivered in my more

      tidy and somewhat more fashionable garments, till, one bitter cold day,

      one who had slipped into the water came to my house to warm him, and I

      saw him strip off three pairs of pants and two pairs of stockings ere

      he got down to the skin, though they were dirty and ragged enough, it

      is true, and that he could afford to refuse the _extra_ garments which

      I offered him, he had so many _intra_ ones. This ducking was the very

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